Y/N POV
I was awoken from my sleep as I heard the shower running. My eyes stayed glue to the bathroom's door. A hint of light escaping from the bottom of the door.

He came out of the shower after a while. He turned to look at me and I didn't even notice I had been holding my breath.

"I didn't expect you to be awake at this time." He started dressing on what I assumed were his pijamas. "I had to wait a long time to come to you. Those damn brats don't sleep and I didn't want to run the risk of getting caught now that you're so close to loving me."

His flat tone made my stomach turn. "Capt-"
I completely shut my mouth as he sent me a death glare.

"Captain? Were you going to call me Captain?" He sat on the bed and grabbed my jaw forcing me to turn to look at him. "Since when do you refer to me as Captain?"

I bit my tongue and looked away. His piercing gray stare didn't let me think. I had been talking to Armin a lot and heard him refer to Levi as 'Captain'.

It must had stuck with me.

But Levi couldn't know that Armin and I have been talking while he was in headquarters. He would get mad.

"I-I didn't mean to say that." And the lies began. I desperately scanned for an answer, a salvation in my surroundings. The almost empty room. "Clock."

We made eye contact again.

"I was going to say if we can have a clock." I couldn't tell time in this room with empty walls and no windows.

Levi didn't say anything. He just broke the eye contact and stood up. His cold hands travelled to the handcuffs around my wrists.

"Are you hungry?"

"Yes." I lied. But I rather die of starvation than to be another day with him.

He got a key from his pocket and took  the handcuffs off.

My hands fell to my sides and I felt too sore to pick them up or move them. Food was the last thing on my mind, but I still smiled when he handed me a slice of bread and a cup of water.

"My wrists hurt." I began eating and he began to massage my free arm down to my wrist.

I looked at the door and Armin came to mind. Wondering if he was hungry.  Something bright caught the corner of my eye. A razor on the bathroom's sink.
But Levi's kisses on my neck woke me up from my thoughts.

One second I was eating and thinking about Armin and the next I was under Levi too frozen to move.

"Be good for me." He whispered seductively in my ear as his hand travelled to my lower body.

"Wait." I got the strength to move my hand and held his. "Wait please." I begged him between kisses.

He quickly grabbed both of my hands and pinned them to the top of my head.

"No please!!" At this point I started screaming and violently moving my body to get him off me.

"Stop acting this way! You're my wife!"

"I'm not your wife anymore!!" And my head violently turned to the side as he slapped me hard.

Eye contact again and he seemed furious.

"I-I can't believe you hit me." I choked out tears.

He sat up and began to open his mouth to say something but I took this opportunity to run towards the bathroom. His footsteps right behind me.

I closed the bathroom's door and locked it behind me. His loud bangs and punches immediately following after.

"Y/N, open the door!!!" He screamed and began trying to kick the down the bathroom's door.

My hand travelled to the razor. The blades too small to cause serious damage.

His screams were muffled by a loud ringing sound in my ears. My hands and body trembled as I removed the small blades from he razor and hid them on the side of my underwear. Cutting my fingers and skin in the process.

"Y/N!!!" The kicking continued and I could taste the blood of my cut lip due to biting it out of a nervous habit.

The door swung open and I couldn't think. He began to walk over to me and I chose death.
The blade kissed my already swollen wrists and his expression changed from anger to disbelief in seconds.

"You idiot!" I heard him cursed under his breath as my world began to fade away.