"I brought you tea." Han holds a cup of tea in his hands and wants to give it to me but Chan stops him from doing that.
"Tea doesn't do anything against vomit! Or... does it?"
"Oh... Nevermind, she can still drink it."
Now, Changbin says something:"Did you eat something that you maybe shouldn't have eaten?"
"It's not always about food, Changbin!", Seungmin says.
"But she vomited!"
"STOP BEING SO LOUD!", Hyunjin screams and Jeongin pushes his hands against his ears because he's standing right infront of Hyunjin.

They are so chaotic.

"Guys, please.." Felix sits next to me on the floor and looks at me. He seems worried. "Maybe, she's sick. We should let her sleep." He takes the cup which Han was holding in his hands and gives it to me.

I feel weird because everyone is staying around me in the bathroom where I just had to vomit.
Even Minho.

But he doesn't say anything the entire time. Everytime I look at him, he gives me a criticising look as if he knew something that the others didn't. And the truth is: He does.
And so do I.

But I don't want to think about that now.
Let's just assume that I'm really just sick or that I ate the wrong food.

"Thanks..", I whisper and take the cup. I look at my brother who then helps me to get up. "Now get back to work, I'll take good care of Ahri", my brother says and everyone tells me to get better soon before they leave the bathroom. The last one who goes away is Minho. He looks at me and then at Felix. He says something in korean to him, looks at me again and then leaves.
Hoping to find out what he said, I look at Felix.

"He told me to treat you well." My brother smiles at me.

He still doesn't know what happened between me and him. The fifth week of me being here has just started. I indeed chose to stay longer because I loved being here with the boys and because I couldn't manage to travel back home alone when feeling like total crap.

"Oh..", I just answer and let Felix help me to get back in his room where I sleep and get dressed so that I can lay in bed for the rest of the day.
"Can you stay with me?", I ask him before he can go. "Uhm... Yes. Of course." Yongbok smiles at me and sits down next to me before starting to cuddle with me.

"Is something bothering you?", he suddenly asks me after a while of silence.
"What...? No... Everything's just fine...", I mumble, not even looking at him.
"You're lying. Why would you vomit then?"
"I don't know. I think, I ate something wrong."
"I didn't even see you eating anything today. Except for the Kimchi which I cooked for you and I'm pretty sure that it was still fine. You always eat it! It can't be the reason." Felix look is becoming very serious.
"Then I might be sick. Is it so unusual? I'm always sick." I try to be as convincing as possible.
"You might be right but I still think about that thing from four weeks ago where something seemed to be bothering you a lot. I still don't know what it was. Maybe you still don't feel well because of it and had to vomit because of that?"

He's very good. But not good enough.

"No, that was nothing. It is 4 weeks ago, remember? I feel much better now." I smile at him. "But thank you for being worried about me.
Felix looks at me for a moment as if he's trying to look for what's behind my mask. And he still doesn't give up.

"I will find out what it is that's bothering you so much. And I know where to start."
With those words, he stand up and leaves the room.

He knows where to start? What? What does he even mean with that?
Is it possible that he has noticed that I didn't talk to Minho for a long time now even though we were so close four weeks ago?
I'm nervous because I actually wanted to tell him myself. He shouldn't find out because of Minho!

Suddenly, the door opens again and I look up.
Speaking of the devil.

"How are you?", Minho starts the conversation.
"Oh, so all of a sudden, you're worried now? Even though you rejected me and didn't want to talk to me for WEEKS?"
Maybe, I'm being too mean right now. I should continue to be patient. I should always try to remember the conversation I had with Chan the other day.

Lee Know stays quiet for a moment and then whispers:,,I didn't want to reject you."

Okay, what does he mean with THAT?

I just look at him with confusion written on my face.
"I didn't know what I feel."
"And do you know now?"
He doesn't say anything. He just looks at me.
I sigh. "And what do you want now?"
"I think you know what I want. Four weeks after that night you start to vomit... I want you to do a pregnancy test."

I look at him in shock.
Was he for real now?
To think about me being pregnant was ONE thing but to speak it out loudly even though it's just been FOUR WEEKS was so inappropiate! Or was it? Given the fact that he would be the father?
Oh my god, just to THINK about him being the father of my child got me blushing! But we could never have a happy future together, could we? Now that he has told me that he doesn't want to be with me?

"I won't", I say and I stand up to look him in his eyes. "I won't do the test."
"You will!" Lee Know looks at me in frustration. "We didn't use a condom! I don't have any because I thought it would stop me from making such a mistake to sleep with somebody!"
"It was a.... mistake? That's what you said to Jisung... Right..? That it was a mistake... Do you think it's my fault..?"
Minho looks at me with his eyes widen but before he can try to fix what he just did, I hear my brothers voice:"You didn't use a... condom..? What does that mean...? Did you two..."
I look at Felix who's standing at the door frame. He's clearly shocked just like me. I didn't want him to find out that way.

"Felix... I... We... we were drunk!" I hold back my tears. I don't know why I brought myself into this situation. But less do I know how to get my ass out of it.

Lee Know looks at Felix and tries to calm him down in korean. But Felix just looks at Minho in anger.
"How could you do something like this to my sister? If you would've been with her after that night I wouldn't be angry now but the fact that you just distanced yourself from her drives me so crazy!"
Again, Minho answers in korean. He seems a bit overburdened. I go to my brother and take his hand.

"Minho needs time. I accept that. I know that it must be hard for him. It's okay."
"But YOU'RE the one being rejected by HIM after he took your virginity! Ugh! Even speaking it out makes me so angry!"
"We were drunk. We didn't know what we did. It's fine."
Now, he seems a bit less frustrated and he looks at Minho. "Do the test, Ahri.", he says, not moving his eyes away from Minho.
"But-"
"I want you to do it. And if it's positive, Lee Know will be there for you and the child. He will. Right, Lee Know?"
Now, Minho seems like he's getting scared of my brother who usually is the little harmless sunshine of the group.
"Yes", he mumbles and looks at me.

"I will."