"Thank you, mom. We will visit you the next time we're free!" Felix smiles at my mom who gave both of us so many hugs in front of the door.

She now has to live with the fact that all of her children have grown out of this house and she's living here alone with dad from now on.
They should move in a small flat though... This house is way too big for just them two.

"My sweetheart, it was so wonderful to see you again... I love you both and don't forget to call me when you arrived in Korea!"
I nod and smile at her.  "We will. Thanks, mom. Goodbye."
She also gives Lee Know a hug and whispers:"Please look after her. She's clumsy..."
"Hey, I can hear you!", I shout and Minho laughs.  "I will. Goodbye."

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"They really asked you if you were secretly a couple with Han?", I ask in shock.

We are sitting in the airplane and I am currently watching the interview that they filmed for the TV show they were invited to. Unfortunately, I wasn't allowed to go with them because they didn't want the staff to know that they were with another girl. So I just downloaded the video to watch it now.

Minho nods and sighs.  "Yes... We were very amused... But that was such a stupid question."
I laugh.  "Of course, it was a stupid question! 'Are you secretly in love?' Like, what? Even if you were, you wouldn't just shout it out for the whole world to hear!", I say and he agrees. "Yes. That's the point about some things being a SECRET."
"Hey, are you talking about me?", Han asks and looks over to us. I honestly assumed that he was sleeping because he has closed his eyes and wore his earphones but he just listened to our conversation.
"Yes, we are talking about you and Minho being a couple", I say before my boyfriend can answer.  "You are a really cute couple", Chan says. He sits next to Han so he noticed our conversation too.
Both of us laugh but Minho and Han just smile at each other. It may be a bit mean to annoy them like this but nevermind, it's cute.

As we arrive at home a few hours later, I am so done. I wanted to do nothing but to sleep. Nothing but cuddling with Minho now.

"Minho...", I mumble and look at him tired.
"Yes?" He turns around to me because he was just talking to Hyunjin about something in korean.
"I wanna cuddle and sleep... Pleasee..." I look at him like I was a child, completely ignoring the fact that I have brought so many of my things from Australia to Korea which I should bring in my room. Wait. I don't... have a room.

I should talk to the boys about that later.

Lino smiles and takes my hand.  "Don't you want to take a bath before?", he asks and I nod because I feel disgusting. A bath before sleeping is the best way to feel relaxed.

So Minho helps me to go upstairs and he gets some clothes out which I could wear after that. I'm just being useless, by half sleeping on the floor.
"Get up, rabbid. You can sleep after taking your bath." He just carries me up and brings me to the bathroom while I look at him thinking about which side of his face has the longer lashes.
Minho gets rid of my clothes while I quietly sing the ABC-song for him and play with his wonderful dark hair.

"Is that a pregnancy thing or are you always like that?", he asks me and let's some hot water in the bath tube.
"Could be both."

I get in the bath tube and look up to him. "Cuddle...", I mumble and he laughs. "Now?"
"Now..."
"So you want me to go in there?"
"I want you to go in here.."
"Okay."

Lino gets undressed and I stare at him. He's so pretty. So. So. Pretty. And MY boyfriend. I could not be happier.
He sits down in the bath tube to and I stand up to sit down on his lap. I am super clingy right now so I want to be as near to him as possible.

"I love you...", I mumble and lay my head down on his shoulder.  "Please don't leave me..."
"Why would I leave you?", he asks and smiles at me.  "I won't. Because I love you."
"What makes you love me?", I whisper and I can feel him hugging me by laying his arms around me.
"Everything you do makes me love you", he explains and closes his eyes.  "Everything you say. Everything I think is you. Everything I want to see is you. Everything I want to have next to me is you. Only you. You are special and I wish I could decribe how special you are to me."
I think, I'll have to cry.
"You... You already did."
"No", Minho says.  "No words could describe my love to you without any words left unsaid. There's just no way to explain my love towards you."

I am so touched by this human being.

He is incredibely loveable. Such a warm and beautiful person. I would do anything for him to feel good and loved. That's what I think of as my mission from now on.

To make sure that nobody will ever hurt him, ever make him cry or feel sad.

He doesn't deserve that.
He will never deserve that.