thursday 06:01PM
i didnt expect that loving juyeon would be so hard. yesterday i nearly told him, that i mean it but i was interruped. i kinda am happy that i was interruped because i dont want to destroy our friendship...

"yah! jaehyun you lazy potato! get your ass out of bed, we are late goddamn it-",  juyeon shouted in an annoyed voice, but with a slightly amused sound.
jaehyun who was still in bed, startled and looked around. "oh shit.", he mumbled, but it didn't really sound like it bothered him too much.
jaehyun, who was 20 and juyeon 19, both attended the same university and also the same major. they also lived together in a dorm apartment.
since they were best friends and actually couldn't do without each other, it was pretty good. they liked to remind each other of the high school time when they were in the same class together and did a lot of shit with the class.
for example, the whole class had studied a topic for class work in different groups, and knowing that their teacher would get a call from his wife on the day that they had planned, the plan worked perfectly.
as soon as the teacher left the room, all the sheets of paper were passed around clockwise and everyone wrote with a pencil the solutions they knew on the sheet of paper they received and then passed it on.
When the teacher came in everyone stopped and rephrased the solutions on their sheet of paper before handing it in with fountain pen.

jaehyun got himself ready quickly and they ran over the campus to the major arts building in which they ran to the room where they had their first lecture. they bowed infront of the teacher, before heading to two seats in the back row.

8 hours later he threw himself on the ramen that juyeon and he had bought in town. juyeon seemed pretty hungry too. It had been a busy day and eat quite well that day.

"juuuuu -", jaehyun started after finishing. "did i tell you already that i love you."
juyeon sighed.
"yes you did jae. i love you too, you're my best friend!"
"oop, friendzoned.", jaehyun tought and threw away the empty plastic bowl.
he stared a bit at juyeon, while the green haired was eating. since highschool already jaehuyn had feelings for his best friend, but he never told him. when the pain got too strong venti started telling him, but juyeon seemed like he didnt understand that he really loved him. not just as a friend..., but juyeon always said things like "yeah i love you too, why wouldnt I? we are friends since highschool!". that hurt, but somehow jaehyun was happy that he had told him.

sometimes he just randomly tells the younger that he loves him, but juyeon doesnt seem to take it for real and laughs about it.

when juyeon also finished his bowl, they went back to their dorm apartment.
there they separated and each went to his room. jaehyun lay down in his bed and rested while juyeon sat on his bed and buried his head in his hands.
"did jaehyun mean it?", "was it just friendly?", "why should he mean it?". all of these thoughts circled in his head. he was sure that he couldn't have any feelings for venti. after all, he'd only dated one girl until now. why should he suddenly be interested in men?