listen to lilac while reading this chap, bcs i finished it eggsactly when lilac finished heheh.

"jaehyun I'm not sure of my feelings for you yet, but for loving me I won't hate you."
juyeon was silent for a moment.
"Is there a diagnosis for a racing heart?", he winked at jaehyun before stepping back.
"give me a bit of time and i'll tell you how i feel jae."

jaehyun nodded and gave juyeon another quick hug. "thanks juyeon. now that you get it, it feels like a load has fallen off my shoulders."
juyeon hugged the older one back and they stood there again for a few minutes.

"Say jaehyun-", said juyeon after they had loosened. "what did you think you did yesterday?"
jaehyun turned bright red.
"uhm- I thought I kissed you right. well, on the mouth ..."
juyeon grinned. "Well, there we finally have it. the real jaehyun."

juyeon giggled. "come on, let's go to the dorms."

monday 5:50 PM
well, my beloved "diary".
he knows.
HE FCKING KNOWS BYE.
he told me he isnt sure about his feelings, yet, but still i am so happy )':
can i cry )':

the next morning, jaehyun overslept. however, he didn't care much and juyeon completely forgot that they had lectures today.
only when it was already too late did jaehyun get up and walk over to juyeon's room.
without asking, he threw himself into the bed of the younger boy and snuggled up against him.
"we missed our lectures ju."

the younger sighed. "Who cares? We are always there, even if a little too late sometimes."
jaehyun nodded and pressed his head into juyeon's neck.
"by the way, jae. I think I know how I feel ..."