in shock, jaehyun got up and stared at juyeon. he blinked, not sure if he was dreaming or hallucinating.
when he was sure that juyeon was real, he grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the lecture room, just as the teacher walked in and looked after them skeptically.

in the courtyard jaehyun released juyeon's arm and turned to him. "where have you been?!"
his face was tearful.
juyeon hadn't been there for two years and now he appeared as if he hadn't been ?! TWO YEARS LATER ?!

"WHERE THE FUCK WHERE YOU LEE JUYEON ?!" jaehyun wasn't angry. he was hurt. all these years he had to suffer again. as before and that also in the thought that juyeon was death.
"I TOUGHT YOU WHERE DEAD ...-"
"i'm sorry jaehyun ... i am so sorry ..."
juyeon's voice was low and the smile had left his face.
he put his arms around jaehyun and pulled him tight.
now both were crying.
jaehyun returned the hug, but slapped his fist weakly against juyeon's chest.

"why did you let me suffer like this? why did you made me worry and break like this? why just why did you made my heart hurt more than ever before ...?"

"jaehyun, If could I have prevented it ... could I have done something about it ... would I have done something ..."

so now they both stood there. crying hugging each other in the schoolyard.
when they broke away they looked into each other's eyes for a long time before juyeon averted his gaze and looked at the floor. jaehyun's eyes were so ... empty ...

then the younger looked up again.
"jaehyun ...

"can i... kiss you?"

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we all need epic kissing sence bye 🏃💨
also, i cried writing this chapter, lemme 😭 i have so much time rn 😭