Chapter Six
On 23rd December 2006:-
Seokjin was laying on the hard bed of the well-known whitewashed room of the hospital, just that his room had a little more equipment because of the status he had on for the cause of his dad.
He sighed, as soon as he opened his eyes he never expected to have so much money, money that couldn't save his mother, money that couldn't stop his noona from going away from him, he never wanted it.
He just wants to stay from the world of misery and a locked cage, that is what he says, he feels that humans are just the hamsters spinning on the spin wheel inside a cage made by God.
As soon as he was trying to close his eyes by rubbing his temples because of the constant negative thoughts which clouded his head he heard a loud shriek, more of a cry
"Seokjin! You woke up Idiot!" he knew from the high-pitched voice who it was, of course, it was Yoongi. He directed his view towards the running 15-year-old towards him with streaks of tears on his cheeks and a smile contrasting the tears on his lips.
Seokjin chuckled lightly when Yoongi came near him "Did you seriously cry for me?"
Yoongi got flustered as he showed his back towards the boy laying on top of the bed rubbing his eyes as fast as he can with his sweater paws and sniffing a deep breathe as he looked back towards the boy having a warm smile on his face "You know right your nose has a red bloat?"
Yoongi hit Seokjin on his forearm with an irritated face "Tell me do you even want me here?"
"Now Yoongi hyung why are you acting like a fucked up married woman so in love with me?" Seokjin laughed as he saw the impact of his mocking tone on the older.
"First of all language kid and you know I was so worried about you huh?!" Seokjin stopped smiling as he heard the frustration inside Yoongi's voice.
'He is hurting, because of me' he thought
"I am sorry" saying this he lowered his eyes with guilt
But what shocked him was that he got hugged by him not by Yoongi but by his father and his brother, who he notice coming in 'Were they sitting here?'
"If you are wondering if we were sitting right here, yes we were, you know you scared all of us" Seokjin looked around to see his soon 6-year-old turning brother Taehyung waving at him with a wide smile which had two broken milk teeth.
He looked towards his father who had a sullen face, suffering from the same pain of losing someone he dearly loved trying to smile somewhat warmly towards the boy on the bed "You scared me son, but the doctor said that it is okay"
He knew he wasn't okay, he knew he was diagnosed with a mental disorder that his father is not trying to admit to him, he sure has a phobia of losing people in his life, and he sure has PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder because of losing his mother, he knew it that is what triggered him.
The nightmares of his mother being dead flashed through his sweaty eyes on the bed when he was in a fetal position, his hands were shaking, he was shaking, his whole being was stunned, it felt like he was being pulled to something which is worse and dark, he was feeling as if he was being suffocated in that dark abyss of his house, he can't live there anymore no.
"Dad, I don't want to live here, transfer me somewhere far down the globe," he said with void emotions floating inside his entire being, he didn't even think once before saying it, he was sure he won't be able to live in this abyss, it will eat him up the whole.
His dad was shocked but seeing the firmness in his son's voice he knew he is never going to listen to anyone's plea for now at least.
His dad looked towards Namjoon but Namjoon had the same expression of shock plastered upon his face, he couldn't believe his baby brother could utter such words but they just sighed in dismay, no one can turn the decisions of Kim Seokjin.
On 9th February 2007:-
The buzz and the hustle and bustle of the Incheon International airport was nothing around him as he checked all of his pockets to make sure he isn't forgetting a thing, from his mobiles to earphones and even the portrait of his family, he knew it in his veins that he is gonna miss them.
Yoongi welcomed Seokjin in a bear hug so tight that it felt suffocatingly good to be held so close "You are going to Australia doesn't mean you will forget me do you understand?" he nodded as a response as he tightened the already tight hug between two best friends.
"And get yourself a girl soon, you are turning into a 17-year-old grandpa with an old hag upon his back" this statement resulted in a getting a light smack on his back from Yoongi as they parted away.
Seokjin waved to his brother who was standing there with his fiance with a smile but threatening tears in the periphery that cascaded his eyes.
He turned towards the door where he will land on the seat to Australia, and who knows when he will come back. But remembering something he muttered it under his breath.
"It is too late Byulyi noona to fulfill your promise again, bye" and went straight towards the corridor which lead inside the international flight flying all the way down the globe, to Australia.
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