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  " Karan tum thik hoon na ? "  Monami exaggerates , while she heard karan's winch on the phone . But in the next moment there is no sound on the other side .

" Something serious must have happened , right ? "  She wonder .

" i am so fattu what negative things am i thinking , shubh shubh bol monu " she starts scolding herself for thinking of all these stuffs .

She again dial his number numerious times but it was so vein . monami is now verge of crying .

" Hope karan wherever you are you are just fit and fine "  Each passing seconds she gets more anxious for him as she can't efford to loose him .

                                 ****

  At night karan come back to acedemy . He park his jeep whereas Monami who is in terrace could see him enter in academy . She immidiately ran to him . Karan gets shock+tense seeing her worry  face .

Karan : " Monami kiya hua
tumhe , kaha bhage ja rahi thi ?  "

Monami : " Main kahi nahi ja rahi thi main tumhare pass aa rahi thi .
*worried* " karan tum thik tho hoon na ? "

Karan : " Haa monami main tho thik hoon mujhe kiya hoga ? "

Monami : " Maine phone pe tumhari winch suni thi , tumhe kahi chot tho nahi lagi na ? "

saying this she starts checking him to see if he has got any injury .

" What happened to Monami ? "  He wonder witnessing her anxiousness . He held her both hand in his hold and cups her face .

" Shhh ranisahiba main ekdam thik hoon " He assures her .

" Tho tum phone mein chilaye kyu aur phone bhi  nahi utha rahe the u know maine kitni baar call kiya tha tumhe ! " She complanning like a child

"  Actually main jab tumse baat kaar raha tha tab ek baachi beeech raste mein aa gayi thi aur uska accident hoon jata agar main thodi si bhi aur der kaarta issi liye mujhe phone cut kaarna parta " He caress her cheeeks and continued . " Aur phir batra sir ne kaam diya tha jismein main busy hoon gaya tha sorry " He added further .

" Matlab tumhe chot nahi lagi ? " she ask

" Nahi baba main ekdam thik
hoon ! " He replied and she slightly smile .

" Aur waise bhi monami tum na meri itni fikar maat kiya karo meri wajah se khama kha tum itna pareshaan hoon gayi i am so
sorry "  He was about to placing a  kiss on her forhead but she back off making him confuse .

" How can he say that don't worry about him , monami has ever said him that he bothers her so why all this stuff he saying now   ? " ...

Karan : *confusely* " Kiya hua ranisahiba ? "

Monami : " Ab kiya main tumhari fikar bhi tumse puchke
kaarungi ? "

  *Stern face* " thik hain phir aj se main tumhe sabki tarah hi treat karungi , nahi karungi tumhari fikar ! "

  She declare making him shock and left from there without asking him whether he had food or not . Karan slapping his forhead at his own stupidity .

        " When Someone Cares for u
             That's mean u are matter
                            to him/ her
              But when u unknowingly
    ask him/her  don't bother about u
                 It hurts it really hurts
              It is the feeling of left out  "

                               *****
               

Next Morning Karan pacing around her doorstep . He is waiting for her opening the door .

" Ranisahiba andar kaar kiya rahi hain yrr ab tho drill ka bhi time hoon raha hain ! "  He thought .

He is now impatient to talk to her to see her . So he about to going pushing the door but before he could do door open , monami went out from her room .

Monami : *confusely * " Hey karan kiya hua tum room ke bahar kiya kaar rahe hoon aise ? "

Karan : " tumse baat kaarne aaya tha "

  "  Are u still upset with me ? " He asks her stepping one step closer to her .

" Nope i am not chill yrr karan itni koi badi baat bhi nahi hui thi " she replies smilingly . He smiles to her and hug her .

  " Abhi chale drill ka time hoon gaya hain " she said breaking the hug . He nods and both left .

"  Kahi baar hum dikhate hain hum belkul thik hain , but ander se kiya hum saach mein thik hote hain ? "

                                ****

  all cadets starts their morning drills and trainers supervising them .  Monami  are lifting rope climbing .

" Ouchh " A cadets accidentally put a heavy dumbbell on him . A winch escaped from his mouth .

  " Karan tum thik hoon na ? " Faizi asks in worry tone .

  " Ayee dadda dekh ke nahi kaar sakto kiya tu jingoor ?  " sanju lashes out on that cadet who give a apologetic look .  " Sorry sir sorry mam " .

  
      Everyone is asking him if he is okay or not but leaving only one person , his ranisahiba still doing her drills ineffect by his pain as she don't care .

    " What the hell happening in the world damn it !  "  He angst by her behaviour .

   " Why is she not doing panick for him , not even once aksed whether he is fine or not , why is she behaves indifferently " He wonder .

" Monami tum karan ko despensary leke jaao aur usse ek baar check kaar lo " faizi said to monami . In reply monami nods in yes .

    Karan looks at her hoping that maybe now she will ask if he is okay . But his dissapointment she didn't , even didn't ask once . In this moment he felt something broke inside him .

  
        "   Often love , affection , care
             Feel suffocating when they
             Gives too much more than
                               we expect

            But when moment they stop
     Feels like our heart breaks apart
                    Our World get crash 
                         And nothing left "

                                  ****

    " Doe's monami can't feel my pain  now anymore ? " He thought to himself looking at her indifferent face expression . He held her hand in order to stop her .

" Why u behaving like this ? " he asks straightly .

   " kiya main tho waise hi behave kaar rahi hoon jaise humesha kaarti hoon ! "  she replied .

He engulf her in his embrace tightly " " plz jaisi ho waisi raho tumhara yeh roop mujhe nahi accha lag
raha "  tears rolling down his cheeks avoding by her . He always love to pampered by her , cared by her . It makes him feel that there is someone in this big world who cries when he cries and being a companion on his laughter who celebrate his winning .
" But when someone change its really hurt and feel unbearable " .

She broke the hug and wipes his tears .

Monami : " Remember tumhi ne kaha tha ki main zyada fikar na kaaro tho main tho bas wahi kaar rahi thi "

Karan : " aree baba kal tumhe laga mujhe chot lagi hain issi liye tumne mujhe itni baar call kaar diya , ajj tak kabhi kisi ne meri itni fikar nahi ki adaat nahi hain mujhe in sabki issi liye bol diya tha " 

Monami : " But mujhe bura laga jab tumne yeh bola " *Complanning like a child*

  " Maine phir se galat words use kaar diya mujhe nahi aata yeh sab express kaarna " Said karan cups her face .

"  chahe kuch bhi hoon jaaye  mujhse aise behave maat kaarna it feel heartbreaking main bear nahi kaar paunga tumhari yeh don't care wala attitude " She nods

" in words ranisahiba ,  promise me tum meri stupid behaviour se khud ko change nahi karogi "  he added further looking straight into her eyes .

Monami : " i promise karan main aisa phir kabhi nahi karungi !  "

  Karan kiss her forhead but this time she didn't backoff but holding him closer to her . " I love u karan " she mutters

      "  I love u more "  he replies in same intensity and engulf each other in a tight embrace .

                      
                      " Your Love heal me
                    Your care make me feel
                               I am special
               Your smile make me realize
                       I  am lucky to get u  "

" Don't ignore the love of the people who are in your present because of your past experiences .

Just caresss the moment and stay happy with whom you are now " ♡︎

                      ...//THE END//...

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