warning ⚠️; 18+ only! Detailed se'xual content and mild dirty talk in this one! This is the first time for me writing this kind of smut so please don't be too hard on me lol. I thought always the same might get boring and I got inspired by some spicy Tumblr One Shots. Plus some drama afterwards, sorry. 😬

SHORTLY AFTER JADE got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around her body, she opened the door and leaned against the frame, her arms loosely crossed over her chest as her gaze fell on Jax. She had to smile when his blue eyes immediately met hers, his lips curving into the softest yet most panty-dropping smile.

"Hey darlin'." The wink he flashed at her left her weak in the knees and sent little electric shocks down to her core. "Come here."

When Jax tapped on the free side next to him, the dark green bedspread already thrown back, Jade removed the hair clip from her hair and placed it on a small shelf under the fogged mirror before turning off the light in the bathroom. Leaving the door slightly open so the steam could escape, she crossed the room and let the towel fall right in front of their bed.

A grin crossed her soft features as Jax' eyes immediately narrowed, scanning her body as if he had never seen it before with a hunger and admiration that sent shivers down her spine. Something in the man's eyes when he looked at her like that made her want to do anything for him.

But it wasn't just him who enjoyed the view, she couldn't stop her eyes from wandering south either, taking in his smooth chest and hard abs, humming softly to herself. The whole package was just perfect.

Their eyes met again, his smile showing how much he admired her, how much he longed for more. And Jade would be stupid if she didn't give him exactly that, after all, she would benefit from it too.

The moment she finally climbed onto the bed, Jax' hands grabbed her hips and with a smooth move she found herself under him a moment later, pressed into the mattress by his weight as he positioned himself perfectly between her legs.

"That's much better," he whispered with a clearly satisfied grin as he pushed his growing erection against her core, letting out a soft moan as he felt her warm folds. That was the benefit of sleeping naked sometimes, he was always ready. "What's goin' on with you down there? So wet already."

Jade rolled her eyes at the cocky tone and grin that only grew wider, chuckling softly as she ran her hands over his chest. "You know this is your faultᅳ don't act like you're innocent here."

"Fair enough", he chuckled, his hot breath hitting her skin. His lips started trailing open-mouthed kisses along her jawline and down her neck before humming his next words. "Maybe we should do something about it, don't you think?"

"Oh definitely", she whispered with a grin as she began to grind her hips against his, letting out a mostly satisfied sigh as his tip slid through her slit. "Let's stop talking. I want your hands on me, I need you inside me."

"Anything my Old Lady wants", the blonde croaked before wasting no time and pulling her lips into a kiss, slipping his tongue into her mouth to brush against hers. "Tasting so good", he muttered, his voice dropping to a hoarse whisper.

He swallowed his girlfriend's soft whimper as his hand, which had previously been cupping her cheek, slid down, his fingertips brushing against her neck and further down to her breasts. Their tongues continued their battle as he now circled the backs of his fingers around Jade's hard nipple.

Her soft moans that flowed into the kiss as he rolled the nub between his fingers made his now rock hard, aching dick throb, his tip coated in the pearly white drops of pre-cum that mixed with the juices seeping from Jade's needy cunt.

Jax let his hand wander further down and stroked his cock a few times before pushing it between Jade's folds and spreading her juices around the tight hole of her pretty ass, enough to use it as lubricant. Seeking permission, he locked his eyes with hers, his breathing already heavy and the look of pure lust shimmering in his ocean blue orbs.

Rubbing the tip against her tight hole, the muscles in his jaw twitching impatiently, he whispered his next question. "You good with that, darlin'? Getting fucked like that?"

He heard Jade's breath hitch and then swallow. But besides the nervousness, there was also lots of excitement and anticipation in her eyes, and she automatically lifted her pelvis a little, lifting her ass slightly, and wrapped one leg around his hip to keep herself up.

"Yes", she whispered sultry, yet she seemed almost shy. But she wanted to do that, to try new thingsᅳ that's what made a relationship exciting, right? "Just..just give me some time to get used to it, please?"

"Of course", he murmured sweetly against her chin, spreading kisses along her jawline before he sought her lips again, wanting to feel her lips on his as he buried himself inside her. "You ready, babe?", he asked lovingly, his tip already slowly stretching her hole. "Tell me if not, aight?"

"No..no, I'm good", she gasped, her lips still close to his as she squeezed her eyes shut slightly as Jax slowly slid deeper, really careful to take his time, showing that hurting her was the last thing he wanted.

The way he stretched her, the way her tight hole wrapped around his thick cock and sucked it in, felt like she was losing her virginity all over againᅳ just differently.

"Fuck..you're so tight." Even Jax had trouble holding up, his body trembling slightly with arousal as he slid deeper inside her, watching her face twist with pleasure and pain just for him, her lips parted as soft moans fell from them. This was definitely next level tight and he had no idea how long he could last without bursting inside her. "You're doing so good, sweetheart, just a little more."

His praise mixed with the unbeatably intense feeling of his cock inside her, Jade mewled beneath him, her nails digging into his shoulders and even drawing blood as the pain mixed with pleasure, the latter slowly taking control.

"Fuck.." she chocked out, gently biting Jax's bottom lip, drawing a groan from him as he finally bottomed out, filling her completely with his thick cock; and that was the moment her shyness faded completely. "Can't wait to feel your cock throbbing inside me."

"In that perfect ass of yours." Jax grinned down at her, not moving yet. Instead, a hand found its way to her hip, his grip bruising and assertive, as was his gaze, which darkened slightly. "Hands over your head, darlin'."

Maybe it was the wrong day to try new things, but he wanted to feel Jade one more time, all of her, before she might won't let him get close for a while. Putting his worries aside, he hummed in satisfaction as Jade obeyed his command.

"That's my girl", he smiled, crossing her wrists over each other before wrapping his large hand around them and pushing them down into the mattress. "And now I wanna hear you, okay? I wanna hear how good it feels to have my cock throbbing inside your ass."

Jade shuddered, her throat dry as the desert while her body thirsted for more. "I'd say fuck me like you owe me but..you already do."

Jax chuckled as she flashed him a sweet smile, and that was when he thrust into her for the first time after pulling back a little, drawing the deepest, most guttural moan from Jade that he had ever heard. Watching her eyes immediately roll back into the back of her head and her back arch against him, pride filled his chest.

"Feels good, doesn't it?", there was almost a hint of mockery in his tone as he purred the words in that hoarse voice that drove Jade mad.

And another thrust followed, this time with a little more force, pushing her hands deeper into the mattress. His grip would surely leave marks, just like her long fingernails digging into the back of his hands.

"Don't stop..never stop..", the brunette pleaded beneath him, pure aroused desperation dripping from her tongue as she feverishly searched for his lips, her tight hole already pulsing around him. "God..you're going to make me come."

"Yeah? Good" he croaked in unison, nipping at her bottom lip. "Because making you cum is my priority tonight, darlin'. But you're not coming until I haven't used that pretty ass of yours for at least five minutes."

A shaky breath left Jade's lungs, her words just a shy purr. "I want you to fuck me hard and fill me up afterwards, please?"

His eyebrows raised in surprise and he looked down at her for a while, as if he was falling in love with her all over again. "Yeah? Then I'll do just that, baby girl."

Jesus, Jade enjoying this so much was a huge turn on, making it hard for him not to come right away. For months he had been afraid to ask for this, to try this with her. But he pulled himself together, breathing in and out slowly before claiming her lips again, the kiss sloppy, needy and wet.

Jade couldn't hold the kiss for long, moan after moan falling from her lips as Jax fucked her ass like it was the last thing he would do on this planet, his thrusts going from careful and slow to rough and possessive in the space of two minutes.

Her breasts bounced with each thrust, his lips alternately closing around her nipples, sucking on them or pinching them between his teeth. Her whole body trembled with arousal and the need to come, a thick knot already sitting in her abdomen.

By now she was sure she was almost drooling, barely able to close her mouth for a moment and be quiet, the intense feeling too present to think or function clearly.

"Eyes on me, darlin'." It wasn't until Jax grabbed her chin and growled his words that she snapped back to reality, looking at him through half-open eyelids. "That's good, just like that. You like it when I fuck you like this?"

"Uh-huh..", Jade was unable to say more, any words just an incomprehensible babble or whimper. Pulling herself together, she pulled him closer with her leg around his waist, pushing him even deeper. "I love it when you fuck me like I'm your slut."

"Shit Jade", the blonde hissed, inhaling sharply as he slid deeper into her, about to explode. His grip on her chin became rough, his fingers buried deep in her skin and leaving marks.

"Cum for me, let go", he groaned between two hard thrusts, rubbing the remnants of the shiny saliva from the last kiss over Jade's lips with his thumb. "And I want your eyes on me when you cum, got it, darlin'?"

Jade nodded eagerly, pushing her pelvis up to move with him. One thing she knew, she would definitely have trouble walking and sitting tomorrow, her ass had never been used like it had todayᅳ never before to be exact.

As Jax continued to pound into her with extreme intensity, he slammed his lips onto hers, pulling her into the sloppiest kiss without loosening his grip on her chin or wrists, swallowing her moans while muffling his own. Even though the boys were fast asleep, he didn't want them to wake up, not right now.

Jax hit just the right spot inside her, over and over until her tight hole clamped down around him and a gush of fluid came from the front as she squirted as she came, something only Jax could make her do. She knew he loved it, which is why she wasn't ashamed of it anymore and actually enjoyed the feeling of the juices running down her pussy and soaking his cock as it slid out of her again and again to bury itself back in her ass.

This time he paused briefly, letting his forehead fall against hers as he stilled in the moment and bit down hard on Jade's lip. "So fuckin' hot, darlin'."

Jade was still completely out of breath, the aftereffects of her orgasm still ripping through her. But Jax wasn't done yet. It only took three more thrusts before he followed her over the edge and shot his load into her with a guttural groan, filling her like she had asked him to.

"Fᅳfuck..", her hips trembled beneath him, the brunette almost coming again as the warm, thick substance was now painting her insidesᅳ which definitely felt more intense than when he came in her pussy.

Jax collapsed on top of her, his sweat now clinging to her as he tried to catch his breath, his grip on her wrists finally loosening. He ran his hand slowly down her side, his lips hovering just above hers as he closed his eyes for a moment.

"I fuckin' love you", he murmured, swallowing softly as tears threatened to well up in his closed eyes. "So much, Jade."

The feeling of emptiness filled her as Jax pulled out of her, leaving her tight hole feeling oddly stretched, which was probably normal, drawing a soft whimper from her.

"I love you too, Jax", she whispered, her hand resting against his cheek and a smile gracing her lips as she rubbed the tip of her nose against his. "So much."

A wistful smile crossed Jax' features as he leaned into her touch and placed a quick kiss on her forehead. Only then did he roll over and tucked one arm behind his head, stretching out the other for Jade to snuggle up.

As the silence stretched between them, Jade had a feeling something was wrong. Jax was never usually this quiet, always the one who wanted to know how her day was, if she was getting along with her coworkers, how things were with the boysᅳ but not today.

Instead, they were just lying arm in arm, which the Cooper woman wasn't complaining about, but it was just weird and it worried her. She hadn't missed the tiredness in his eyes when she'd come home earlier, but she didn't want to bring it up in front of the boys or while they ate dinnerᅳ talking to him had actually been her plan after the shower.

"Spit it out", she murmured against his chest, pressing soft kisses to his still glistening skin.

"Huh?" Running his fingers through her slightly tangled brown hair, Jax looked down at her, lines of confusion forming on his forehead.

"Come on." With a sigh, Jade lifted her head, resting her chin on his chest as she traced the tattoo that spelled 'Abel' with her finger. "I know you, Jax. You have something on your mind, something that's bothering youᅳ talk to me."

"What? How can I have something on my mind after what we just did?" Desperately trying to put amusement into his tone, his pained look gave him away. He just couldn't keep it away from her any longer. "Okay fine, sit up", he finally gave in with a sigh.

With skepticism flickering in her eyes, Jade did just that and wrapped the sage green blanket around her naked body. Jax' entire demeanor changed immediately as he sat up as well, resting his elbows on his bent knees as a deep sigh left his throat, only causing her more worry with the eternal silence.

"Not sure how things will be between us after I tell you thisᅳ" Jax swallowed hard, dipping his head back against the headboard. "ᅳbut you have a right to know."

Jade became visibly nervous, a feeling of dread creeping into her bones. "What the hell happened, Jax?"

"Tara's out", he began with a bitter laugh. As if that wasn't bad enough, the other news would probably hit her even harder. "She had a baby with her, barely five monthsᅳ said that the girl was mine. We did a paternity test at St. Thomas this morning; we should get the results back tomorrow."

As soon as the words were out, Jax dared to look at his Old Lady, eyeing her with sympathy and regret as her lips began to tremble. She pulled the blanket halfway over her face as tears formed in her sad blue eyes.

"If anything, that must've happened before we got together. I didn't cheat on you, Jade, I would never ", he added firmly, trying to grab her hand, but Jade pulled back, shaking her head violently. "Babe, please..I didn't plan this", he told her, desperation clearly lingering in his cracking voice. "We don't even know if it's true what she's saying."

"And you're only telling me about it now?" Jade couldn't hide the disappointment and sadness in her tone, as much as she wanted to. Shaking her head with a scoff, she stood up and pulled a set of underwear out of the closet and slipped into it. "That can't happen, Jax! She can't just come back into our lives and fuckin' ruin everything we built!"

Sniffling, Jade pulled various pieces out of the dresser, all of which landed on the floor, until she found a dark red top and a pair of black leggings. "Why the hell is she out anyway? Isn't she supposed to serve at least three to five years?!"

With tears in her eyes and finally dressed, she whipped around when she heard Jax coming up behind her and shoved him hard in the chest as he tried to grab her face. "She can't fuckin' do this to us!"

"Jade, please just listen to me", Jax pleaded urgently as he pulled on his boxers and a white tank, managing to grab her arms this time. Even though she tried to escape his grasp, he pulled her closer to him, his own tears burning in his eyes as he saw the hurt in Jade's. "I'm so sorry, babe, you have no idea."

"Iᅳ I need a moment to myself, please", Jade choked out, on the verge of a breakdown as the news sank in and finally fully hit her. "Don't wait for me. Just take the boys to daycare tomorrow, if you don't have time just call my mom, she'll drop them off."

"I'm not letting you leave, Jade!" Jax shook his head as his Old Lady slipped from his grasp. He pulled her back with force as she stormed out of the bedroom, apparently causing her to panic as his head suddenly flew to the side.

Jade slapped both hands over her mouth, the first tears falling as she realized what she had done. Genuinely disappointed by her own behavior, she timidly put a hand against his cheek. "Shit, Jax, Iᅳ I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit you."

"I know, darlin'. It's okay, I shouldn't have been so rough with you", he assured her as he saw the guilt flash in her eyes, followed by a loud exhale as he grabbed her wrist, with less force this time, trying to pull her closer. "I didn't plan any of this, Jade, none of it. Even if I'm the father, that wouldn't change anything between us."

Despite the confident gaze Jax was casting down at her, her lips curved into a sad smile. "It would change everything, Jax, absolutely everything."

Again, the brunette pulled out of his grasp and turned on her heel, leaving him alone in the dark hallway. And again he hurried after her, almost tripping over his own feet on the way down the stairs. "I'm not letting Tara back into our lives! And about the kid..Iᅳ"

"Stop it!" Jade spun around, shaking her head while a sob ripped through her as she slipped on her converse and reached for her car keys. "Just give me time, okay? Maybe I just don't see it, but I can't think as optimistically as you right now."

Jax swallowed hard, that pained look back on his face that Jade could only see because of the moonlight shining through the windows. A look that broke her heart into a million pieces. But she couldn't stay, not right now.

"Babeᅳ", he tried again, clearly desperate.

"Not now, Jax", she cut him off, her words only a hoarse whisper before she threw on her leather jacket and stormed out of the house.

Jax ran after her, but stopped as she got into her car and disappeared into the night with screeching tires. Running his hands over his tousled hair and then down his face, he just stood there for a moment, goosebumps spreading across his body as the cool night air hit his skin. Maybe he should've put on more than just boxers and a wife beater.

He was desperate and worried for his Old Lady, what she would do or where she would go. But he couldn't leave until someone was here to watch the boys. Maybe he should wait, just give her the time she needed.

Dropping his arms in defeat, he shuffled back inside, slamming the door before grabbing his phone from upstairs and sitting down on the couch to wait for Jade.

He wouldn't be able to sleep until she got back, especially since he didn't know where they were standing right now, what would happen once she got back. But there was one thing he knew; he needed her, he needed Jade like the air to breathe and he wouldn't let her slip away.

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