Will you be my Comfort?

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Soobin, Jin-hye, and Taehyun were getting ready with all kinds of stuff including a flower bouquet, an incense stick, and a shiny paper-wrapped gift.

The kids were waiting for a particular man to come down, they sighed knowing how their dad might be hurting on this specific day since it was the day their appa, their father who birthed them, their app who was overly loved by Seokjin had unexpectedly died today.

"Dad please come down!" Jin-hye screamed in a soft voice urging her father to come downstairs fast with a quickstep, "We are going to be late, Dad" she said again and that's when they saw Seokjin coming with a solemn face, prominent streaks of tears and a lopsided sad smile urging to be etched on his face so that his kids feel a little at ease.

Seokjin was trying his utmost best at this moment to not scream, to not run away, to not drive his car to Jungkook's house and just hug him, and lastly to not breakdown into a mess of his own pool of tears in front of his kids, he loved Taehyung, more than he will ever do himself, he practically owed for saving his life to Taehyung.

"Did you take the shirt?" Soobin held it up and showed it to Seokjin as the answer to his question, Seokjin nodded with a ghost of a smile "Gucci is his favorite, hope he likes this new summer collection" he said to himself, whispered himself but the kids heard it and it broke their hearts to see Seokjin like this at this state.

Seokjin knew how much Taehyung loved the brand clothes collection Gucci, any new collection in any new season, required at least one dress to be bought by Taehyung at that particular season, and Seokjin being mellow in love with Taehyung would agree to his wishes, and spoil him with the best.

Seokjin decided after Taehyung's death that he would provide with a new collection set of dresses at every death and birth anniversary of Taehyung and sometimes visit the grave if there is a new collection that might have caught his eye, Seokjin cannot stop spoiling Taehyung even after his death.

"Let's go we are going to be late," Seokjin said seeing the time shown by his Rolex, and decided to head out fast, the kids nodded hurriedly and followed him behind "Keep the things at the back or you will carry it?" Seokjin said looking back to see if the kids has taken their seats and latched the seatbelt around themselves.

"We will carry it, Dad," Taehyun said showcasing it in front of him, Seokjin nodded and dropped his eyes low to clack the seat belt in its place, he sighed and turned to the steering wheel revving up the engine slowly by turning the keys.

The winds slashed through the open windows as the car was on its might to its destination, Seokjin's skimmed-up hair was now ruffled to a messy one, the strands of his hair falling out on his forehead but he didn't care about it, his fingers drummed slowly on the steering wheel and he looked outside to see the greenery which surrounded the area.

Reaching the graveyard area, Seokjin urged the kids to get down while he unlatched the seatbelt, getting down from the car along with all the belongings that they have brought they headed to the grave.

Sitting down one by one on the ground in front of the tombstone they kneeled, Soobin was trying his utmost best not to cry and Jin-hye was calming him down saying it is fine to cry.

Seokjin just looked down at the tombstone which held the picture of the smiling Taehyung, "Kids you can go back to the car I have something to talk to" When Seokjin tells these words during their visit the kids let him be, they dont argue nor do they question him about the important matters he wanted to talk to the grave.

The kids would let him vent out the emotion he felt on this day, they would let him cry his heart out and go back home for a fresh meal "Sure Dad" they all said in unison "Love you appa" Jin-hye said kissing the top of the tombstone and kneeling up from her position she tagged along with her brothers back to the car.

Seokjin kept his hands on his folded knees his toes curling, he will not cry today, that was his mindset but the more accurate reasoning would be he can not cry today, no tears seem to come out, only a pent-up heartbreak that he could hear clearly, his heart beats rising as slowly the time passes, his lips unmoving, and his eyes staring longingly at the picture.

Kids seeing these scenes of their father were afraid, whenever their father tried to pent it up inside instead of letting it out, their father would most likely drown himself in tough tiring work all day long with some alcohol keeping him company which was utterly bad for his health.

"Why isn't Dad crying yet?" Soobin whispered to Jin-hye who was staring at her dad with a surprised and shocked face, her legs crossed, back leaning on the car, and hands across her chest "I dont know, I dont want him to go to his office and drink so much of wine, he gets really sick" 

"How about we give a call to Jungkook uncle?" the twins looked at Taehyun when he gave a brilliant idea "Where do you even get such ideas?" Jin-hye muttered taking out her cell phone and dialing a particular number.

Jungkook was whistling and murmuring a little syllabus from a song he cannot name right now while cleaning some desks in his office room when he heard his phone ringing, rubbing his hand on the apron he wore on top of his shirt he picked up his phone "Hello?" he questioned and heard the other line muttering something.

"Jin-hye? What happened child?" he said in a questioning manner and hummed when he heard Jin-hye speaking from the other line and explaining their father's situation at that moment "OH my god I will be coming just wait a bit" he hurried his voice and removed the patron while keeping his phone, "Yeonjun take the keys we have to go!" he screamed.

"Go? Where to?" 

"To the graveyard" and Yeonjun was utterly confused why his appa was having a panic attack right at the moment.

As soon as arriving at the place, Jungkook hopped down from the car and urged his kids to get down, seeing Jin-hye coming towards him he snapped his head at her and held her shoulders "Where is he?" He asked hurriedly, his breath coming out in a pant.

Jungkook looked in the direction Jin-hye pointed, he saw the broad back of Seokjin just slumped down, hands on his knees, and nothing, no expressions, no movements whatsoever "I will go" Jin-hye nodded with an expression that said 'Please help him out'

"What is happening?" Yeonjun asked with worry laced in his voice "If dad doesn't let his emotions out, it is over for him" Yeonjun, Beomgyu, and Heuning who tagged along with him understood her words.

Jungkook sat beside Seokjin and wrapped a hand around his shoulder "What happened?" he asked slowly in a timid voice, Seokjin sighed with a distressed voice and continued "Taehyung was the one I found comfort in, I loved him more than I loved myself, but this feeling of mine towards you is making me confused, making me go in a dilemma, it feels as though I might be betraying him, what should I do I cannot understand anything"

Jungkookunderstood what was going on in Seokjin's brain and it made him smile "Seokjin this dilemma would have never arrived if you didn't love me enough to feel like you have betrayed Taehyung right here" Jungkook took Seokjin's hands and gave it a reassuring squeeze "Seokjin trust me, Namjoon and Taehyung both would have wanted the best of us to come together, they would have wanted we live happily, we are not betraying them Seokjin, if we are in dilemma, it means we have and had loved them so much"

Seokjin was brought down to tears at the words spoken by Jungkook at the moment, slowly the salinated waters fell out of his eyes wetting his cheeks and falling on top of their intertwined hands, he looked up to see Jungkook smiling at him kneeling to the same position as Seokjin, Jungkook having his own streak of tears flowing down 

"Will you be my comfort Jungkook? Will you and I love each other forever Jungkook? Will you marry me Jungkook?"

Jungkook laughed in between his tears and nodded a small sway "Never expected this kind of proposal but I accept it my love" When those words were uttered Seokjin held Jungkook's face in his hands and slammed their lips together in a sealing promise to be each other comforts forever, to love each other forever along this time.

"Ew I never expected a steamy kiss to unfold in the midst of a graveyard" Beomgyu uttered with a disgusted face while all the kids laughed.

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A/n:- I am crying

Someone give me a proposal like this!