Chapter four
"Jin hyung!" a girl closer to the age of 10 called Seokjin in front of his house, Seokjin slides out his window and peeps his head out smiling at the kid and waving at her.
"What happened Ji-un?" Seokjin called back, screaming a bit because of being on the topmost floor where his room was "It's Oppa!" Ji-un replied back, Seokjin immediately knew something was up, so he instructed her to stop on their front porch until he came down.
Seokjin puts on his varsity jacket given by Jungkook and runs downstairs, struggling to put his hand through the jacket, he sees his papa Taehyung waiting smiling up at him "Going to kookie?" Seokjin nods a bit with a smile on his face, Taehyung sighs and smiles ruffling his hair.
Seokjin hugged Taehyung and ran outside with his shoes on and high fives the small girl and picked her up, twirling her and keeping her down"Why dont you call me oppa?" he asked Ji-un who was chuckling a bit "Because Oppas are supposed to smile but you look scary without any smile"
Seokjin raised his eyebrows again, smiling mockingly at her and ignoring her to go to the next house, he rang the bell and Jimin answered the door smiling at Seokjin and pointing his eyebrows to the top floor, Seokjin just nodded with a small smile and went up.
Seokjin reaching the top floor knocks on the door which specifically has a banner hanging telling not to knock, except jinnie written in small letters in the bottom right corner.
Jungkook slowly opened the door and peeked a little, his nose red and his eyes red with water, Seokjin melted when he saw Jungkook and he smiled waving his hand a bit "You came?" Seokjin nodded a bit and pushed open the door.
"If you called me why wouldn't I come?" Seokjin says lying on the bed and peeking his eyes on Jungkook, who walks with a walking crane beside him stumbling on his steps and sitting on the chair, swaying it a bit
Seokjin sits up sighing and eyeing Jungkook's legs knowing that he couldn't save it from worsening "How is your leg?" Jungkook just sighed and knew what Seokjin might be thinking "Jinnie it's fine, it wasn't your fault, it has been ten years to it" Seokjin swayed his head in a no "Still you know it won't fix the damage it has done to your legs, no amount of worries would suffice for anything"
Seokjin sits near Jungkook's legs and starts massaging them a little, Jungkook smiles at Seokjin and ruffles his hair "You are maturing huh?"
Seokjin nodded a bit with a small smile massaging the legs never leaving his hands and his eyes from that part "Why did you call?"
Jungkook sighed and relaxed a bit under Seokjin's, his best friend's hands and looked at the ceiling "You remember the crush I told you about?"
Seokjin clenched his teeth and pushed his hand a bit too harshly on the leg making Jungkook hiss and chuckle "Ya ya the one you think is an asshole"
Seokjin mutters a low sorry and massaged the part he clenched a little too hard "He is actually an asshole" Seokjin looked up and looked into Jungkook's eyes for the first time since he came inside the room.
Jungkook's eyes fill with tears remembering the exhausting day it has been today in his school.
Seokjin gets up and helps Jungkook up "You know I can walk to the bed right?" Seokjin nods but still holds Jungkook's waist and guides him to the bed and lays him, Seokjin laying beside him putting his hand above his mouth hiding the blush creeping up his cheek.
"You remember our call game hyung?" Seokjin mumbled and Jungkook chuckled in the midst of his tears, Seokjin nodded a bit and acted as if he picked up a phone placed his hand on his ear, and made call noises making Jungkook chuckle at the randomness and childishness of this game "So ready to pick the call and tell me all the validity for today?"
"You can use truth too you know that?"
"Truth is too common to tell, it feels like I am threatening you to tell it" Jungkook nods at Seokjin's words and wipes his tears "I loved him Seokjin"
'Please don't say that hyung, it hurts my heart' Seokjin thought as he felt his own heart being ripped apart when he heard about his hyung's crush, he shouldn't love his hyung in a romantic way, he knows that Seokjin is aware but he can't help it, he just feels these discriminated feelings inside him being built towards Jungkook.
Like he always wants to protect Jungkook, like he wants to take care of him like he wants his hyung to be the one to take his first kiss, he shakes his head and tries to listen to what Jungkook was saying "And then he just pushed me telling I am nothing but a disgruntled piece of shit" Seokjin's eyes widened and he looks sideways his jaw clenching and his hands clamping the bed sheet into a ball of anger rising inside him.
Jungkook cries again and it breaks Seokjin to pieces, he tries to maintain his posture and composure instead of just running and hitting that asshole who told shit to his hyung, he felt a burning rage he had never felt in the 14 years of his life, and it was all because of Jungkook hyung.
"He said that to you?" Jungkook sobs and nods now burying his face in Seokjin's chest and crumbling in the form of a fetus beside the younger, Seokjin turns himself and holds Jungkook his chin laying on Jungkook's head and his hands slowly creeping towards the 16-year-old's waist and rubbing slow circles just like Jungkook likes it.
Seokjin feels warm by this small friendly gesture, friendly, the word which makes his mouth taste bland with feelings of regret, the regret of being a best friend to Jungkook hyung and nothing else, he knows Jungkook won't feel anything towards the two years younger kid, but he felt grateful for these small moments.
Selfish of him but he just adjusted his head a bit on Jungkook's head and continued rubbing Jungkook's back until he could hear little snores coming from Jungkook Seokjin closed his eyes, a lone tear slipping as he slowly repeated the last lines of their so-called game "The lines cut off hyung, I can't hear you, will talk tomorrow"
Tomorrow, the hope with which Seokjin lives, that a tomorrow may come when he would be able to tell this unrequited feeling but that tomorrow wasn't soon, and he knew it until then he is fine being Maybe friends?
A/N:- A NEW CHAPTER!!
here the 14-year-old Seokjin feels something for his hyung, let us see what happens
byeee lovelies will write more of it!! TILL THEN ENJOYY
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