Jungkook looked with his curious doe eyes, his fingers curling a little when he finds something exciting around him, something new for him to see so fondly, not focusing on the man who is desperately trying to make him eat "Come on Jungkook eat it, tell ah" Jungkook looked back with widening eyes towards the man and his fingers curling more seeing the person in front of him.

"Come on eat it my love" Jungkook nodded slowly taking in the contents of the spoon inside his mouth but suddenly a clatter of dishes made him flinch and keep his hands to his ears and shut close his eyes, as he repeated in his own breath calming himself down "Oh god love it is nothing, it is all fine, just aunt Maria trying to carry a platter of dishes love"

"Aunt Maria carrying a platter of  dishes love" Jungkook repeated calming himself down once again hugging the man "Seokjin hyung, love," he said in his breath once again "Yes Jungkookie?"

"Can we talk about bunnies now?" Jungkook said looking up, even though 25 he had a brain of a young person, he was autistic to be specific, small sounds made him scared, and small sounds and scenarios made him mesmerized and excited but what overwhelmed him most was the man who is bearing with him for the past five years, bearing his small annoying acts which people just looked away and never helped him with it except his father ofcourse, but Seokjin was different, he sincerely loved the younger just being two years older he was 27.

Seokjin found it intriguing how such a cute a human can exists, he found it endearing and loving to be by Jungkook, Seokjin felt like it was his responsibility to take care of the younger, they loved each other but Jungkook still feels a lot insecure but less than he did years ago.

Seokjin found it comforting to hear Jungkook's rants about bunnies all day long, to hear such interesting stories from the autistic man, he loved that man, Jungkook was the heartbeat that sent shivers up his dead heart to function again, Jungkook was the one who made him feel alive, so he swore to keep his heartbeat safe, safe from every evil trying to target towards Jungkook "Love? Seokjin Hyung? Can we talk about bunnies hyung?" Jungkook asked again looking around the room craning his neck and eyes wondering everywhere his long yet small fingers curled at the sight of small lights and a big bunny picture that was especially drawn by Seokjin for Jungkook.

Jungkook was really in love with the man, with his Seokjin, because his heart felt a lot weirder whenever he was around Seokjin, he never felt that way like that towards anyone, not even towards his father, he steadily knew he loved Seokjin, even though he saw in many movies and adult films how the boy always kisses the woman so vehemently yet Seokjin never did that to him, he always used to get an excuse from the other saying they just show infatuation and not love, he really loves Seokjin but still he is a lot insecure about why is still Seokjin with him? and not taking any advantage of him but the way Seokjin showers his love and attention on him made him vaporize all the negative thoughts about their relationship and Seokjin's love towards him.

He saw Seokjin nod a little bit "But isn't it getting a little late love? It is already 11:30 pm and you have an important case to speak about tomorrow right? We can talk about Bunnies tomorrow, is that okay love?" Seokjin rested his hands lazily on Jungkook's waist who was mesmerized seeing the big picture of his and Seokjin and the drawn picture of his favorite species of rabbit and smiled a little unknowingly curling his fingers again feeling the tingling sensations of his heart returning because of Seokjin who was hugging him from the back and nodding, making Seokjin kiss him slightly on his head and picking Jungkook up effortless.

Jungkook always blushed and became shy whenever Seokjin would pick him with one of his hands on his shoulder and the other handling his legs, he yelped at the sudden loss of gravity, closed his eyes, and hugged Seokjin's neck tightly "Love if you hold me that tightly I would not be able to breathe" Seokjin muttered feeling the tight hands and shut eyes and chuckled when he heard a slow whisper "Then you should not pick me up like this hyung"  

"What is happening Jiminie? Why is everyone surrounded like this?" Jungkook asked his fingers curling because of fear and his lips pursed seeing the crowd in front of him, he was exhausted after what happened in the courtroom, someone tried to disrespect him very badly because of him being autistic and a lawyer on top of that, he knew Seokjin would be very mad, so he just wants to get to the man and calm him down but this crowd isn't letting him "Don't you fucking dare utter a word with that filthy mouth of yours about my love do you understand? If you do you won't be alive the next time I see you!" Jungkook's eyes widened his fingers curling more and his head craning more to see if he heard it right "Jiminie, please take me ahead of this line, I heard Seokjin!"

"What do you mean you heard Seokjin Hyung? Dont tell me he is one doing something" Jungkook mumbled incoherent words under it, repeating the same sentence Jimin said and curled his fingers keeping his head low and closing his eyes, and screaming, he cannot take it anymore.

Hearing Jungkook scream Seokjin stopped because he knew the voice and leaving the almost unconscious man on the ground he rose up and went in between the crowd to see Jungkook squatting down with hands on either side of his head, shaking and flinching while Jimin tried his best to calm the man down, Seokjin was dazed seeing Jungkook like this.

Quickly getting away from his reverie of the daze he squatted beside Jungkook and took him into a hug, Jungkook calmed down a bit smelling the cologne that held him every night, feeling the chest which he was always held onto when he had panic attacks and his father was not with him, he knew it was his love, his Seokjin holding him and trying to calm him down.

"You are bleeding hyung" Jungkook mumbled as they sat together on the bench under the cherry blossom tree they usually used to sit on, but this time with a hissing Seokjin who was trying to bare the pain of the iodine tincture which was making contact with him when Jungkook was applying it softly on the wounds he got fighting with the man who screamed at Jungkook in the courtroom "You should not have beaten attorney Joo, it was nothing, I was fine"

"I saw you flinch and curl your fingers in a fist, you only do that when you have panic and anxiety, he scared you, I felt my heart stop seeing my heartbeat shake like that" Jungkook stopped his hand midway hearing Seokjin "Felt my heart stopped seeing my heartbeat shake like that" he repeated the same sentence again and pointed towards himself "I am your heartbeat?"

Seokjin nodded and got a tight hug with a sniffling "Loving me isn't easy right?" Seokjin was caught off-guard by the question "Yes it is" Jungkook sniffled another breath and Seokjin felt his heart stop "But then why do you like me so much?"

"Because you are my heartbeat who made my heart shine and beat again, made my heart alive again, all because of you, loving you is not just an infatuation but it is from my heart, my heartbeat"

Jungkook hugged Seokjin more tightly shutting his eyes close and slowly whispering "You are my heart"  

A/n:- Is it weird to like autistic Jungkook? I am weird I know, but this story is just so cute to handle oh my god~!

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