"Thank you noona" the elder lady smiled sympathetically towards the boy who had prominent streaks of tears running down his cheeks "Jungkook how is Seokjin doing dear?"

Jungkook looked up with an ironic smile grazing his sad face "He is coping with the radiations nicely noona"

"Did you have some fun in your early days dear? Just want you to remember all the good days Jungkook-ah" the elder lady's voice changed to a teasing tone at the moment and Jungkook blushed at the old days mentioned by the elder lady, when Seokjin and he had so much fun tangled up in the bed on an early Sunday morning, how they used to play with the cake batter when Seokjin came from work on a Friday night, so much fun together feeling Seokjin look at him with those sickening lovesick eyes while Seokjin thrusts deep inside of him.

Jungkook still remembers those early young days, so vivid in his memories, those nights when he moaned underneath Seokjin, the nights when Seokjin took to him on small dates, and how they always ended up in each other's arms under the dark and clear skies looking fondly towards the moon who had only one star very near to it.

Jungkook slightly nodded with a smile and bit his lips reminiscing those memories, he gazed up at the old lady with sparkling eyes "Yes we did, we did have a lot of fun noona, but Seokjin hyung is becoming weak noona" his voice lowered a bit of an octave uttering those last words as a whisper but contrary to the choked voice of his he smiled yet again to the lady "Bye noona, I might need him to wake him up again and give these medicines, till then see you!"

"Seokjin Hyung~" Jungkook sang the elder's name peeking slightly through the little-to-nothing space of the open door, his voice held such a melody it was something anyone would be mesmerized in, Jungkook looked more inside the now open door, thanks to him, he saw an unsurprisingly dark atmosphere covering the hospital room.

Jungkook huffed a breath of annoyance and went inside the room where his love lay on the hospital bed with many needles poking under his skin "Seokjin hyung, how many times did I say you to open the curtains and the windows, get some fresh air, the world is not ending, oh my god you are becoming dark, now I can't let you turn into something which you wouldn't have liked at all at the past now can I?" Jungkook continuously grumbled under his breath.

Keeping the medicine on the bedside table he slowly started opening all the shutters of the dark room and let warm sunshine penetrate through the cracks of the shutters which made the man on the bed groan "Oh quit playing tricks with me Mr.Kim Seokjin, I knew you were not asleep"

Seokjin chuckled dryly and Jungkook saw the state of the elder, his eyes which held so much brightness and love once had changed so much, the eyes are sunken, the smile he is giving does not reach his eyes which usually did and the cheekbones of his relatively fluffy cheek have become nothing but bones, Jungkook's heart wrenched seeing his love, his husband's and his comfort's state like this.

"Come on Seokjin get up from your bed, time for medicine, and yeah we gotta see the picnic spot I said I will bring you to, the first picnic spot where you proposed to me, remember? I bet you do" Jungkook started talking and grumbling again taking out the pills from the plastic bag, and pouring down some water not noticing the slow steps Seokjin is taking towards him along with his IV drip tube beside him.

"Oh when did you start walking, You should have called me right? You are weak and now what are you doing?" Jungkook was shocked seeing Seokjin back hugging him nuzzling his face on the crook of the neck of the younger.

"Your horniness and your hormones don't stop anywhere right?" Jungkook said as he felt the invading hands of Seokjin against his skin, his hands were still so soft, thought Jungkook, and smiled contrary to the assertive voice he tried using but that didn't stop Seokjin, he was nonchalant.

Seokjin was overwhelmed, he knew Jungkook is hurting because of him, hurting because Seokjin is too weak to fight cancer attacking his lungs, too weak to fight a mere disease yet he said he would fight goons and anyone for Jungkook, he knew, Jungkook would be devastated of the death of the elder after all the younger has so much life ahead of him.

"Why do you think I have so much life ahead of me? I am 45 Seokjin" Seokjin chuckled at the grumbling voice and the fact that Jungkook easily read his mind "You said it out loud Seokjin, and stop your hands will you? We are in a hospital" Jungkook whispered and playfully hit the hands which were evading under his shirt and suddenly he felt drips of water falling on cold on his neck "Are you crying Seokjin Hyung?"Jungkook whispered slowly as he kept his right hand slowly on Seokjin's cheek and another hand on the wrapped-up hands of Seokjin.

"Why are you acting so strong Jungkookie? I am so scared Jungkook-ah" Seokjin whispered after a long period of silence, his coarse voice made Jungkook tear up and the words uttered by him broke Jungkook's heart and he let himself as well as his held-up tears free "I am so scared too, Seokjin Hyung"

"Then stop acting as if you have coped up Jungkook, please let yourself free, you know I am the comfort you can talk to right?" Seokjin whispered slowly again with his coarse voice turning Jungkook around and taking hold of Jungkook's teary face in between his rough yet soft hands as Seokjin attached their foreheads together letting their breath mix "I missed you so much Jungkookie" he said with closed eyes and whispering breath.

Jungkook nodded with tears still running down his cheeks "Why did it have to be us Jungkookie? Why us?" Jungkook slowly took Seokjin's face in between his small palms compared to the elder and pecked him lightly on his lips "Remember how no one was by our side when we dated and ultimately became husbands? But you comforted me in your arms in our darkest moments, remember how you raked your hands through my scalp massaging me even though you were tired telling me it will be fine? I know we will be fine, you will be fine Seokjin hyung"

"Will I be Jungkook? I am feeling so weak, you know it too, ask yourself sunshine, will we really be fine Jungkookie?" Seokjin said again closing his eyes and letting his head rest on Jungkook's shoulder while Jungkook sighed softly and raked his soft hands through the less-haired scalp.

"I know you will be fine my heart tells it hyung, now come on we have to get ready and you have to be taken to the picnic spot fast come on"

"Can we go at night, I want to spend more time with you here, in between my arms, I still am not up from my sleep" Seokjin said yawning and taking Jungkook up his bed and lay together on the hospital bed tangled up and kissing each other with the same love they had years ago.

"Seokjin Hyung! Come on come on right here" Jungkook pulled Seokjin who was huffing because of the excited bunny in front of him "Sunshine you know I cannot run so much I am 50 years old with cancer in my lungs Sunshine" Jungkook turned around with a glare his hands still holding the big palms in his small ones and went forward towards Seokjin his glare still maintained "Don't you utter such words, you are fine! I know you will be!" Jungkook said hitting Seokjin's lips slightly with his hands.

"Hold me Hyung" Jungkook said as they both lay under the tree under the swishing air of heaven sitting there comfortably and Seokjin took hold of Jungkook's waist placed him lightly on his lap or that what he tried to do and kept his head on the fluffy mass of the younger "Hyung you know what that moon and the lonely star beside it in this dark sky signify?"

"What does it signify Sunshine?"

"Signifies us hyung"Jungkook said turning his head and smiling showing his bunny like teeth making Seokjin smile too and softly caress the skin and asked "Us? Why us Sunshine?"

"The lonely star is me who is beside the moon that is you in this dark world yet lightened by our love for each other, the moon and the star in the lonely sky grazing with their brightened light shows how it's just then, shows how it's just us in this world and no one else hyung"

Seokjin felt his smile stretch more, the words uttered by the younger made his heart flutter like the old times,it was the moment where he forgot he got any disease capable of killing him, it's as if he already resides in his heaven, his Jungkookie, just them.

"Just us Jungkook-ah" Saying this he placed his plump lips on the thin ones kissing him under the shrine and shine of the moonlight.

A/N:oh god this was so something I was thinking of for dayssss and now I finally wrote it in the onshore book, I am crying.
Have fun sunshine reading it!!!!😌🥰