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[Jaemin]

I heard the sound go blank.

Then doctors were telling the nurse what to do.

The boys drag me out as I just stare at the ground.

No one is talking.

That's when it hit me.

I grab Jeno's collar and punch him hard.

"IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!"

I shouted.

I feel tears starting to forming.

"IT WAS YOUR FUCKING JOB TO TAKE CARE OF HER."

And another punch.

"AND WHAT DID YOU DO!?"

"YOU SENT HER HERE."

"YOU SENT HER IN THAT ROOM."

"ON THAT GOD DAMN BED."

"AND NOW, SHE'S DYING!"

Punch here.

Punch there.

I felt blood on my fist.

And that's when Haechan stopped me.

Jeno falls on the floor.

I was catching my breath.

I clench on my teeth but the tears were already falling.

"Fuck you, Lee Jeno..."

"I wish you go to fucking hell."

"I wish you never introduced yourself to her."

"I wish she never knew you."

"I wish you never existed in her life."

I grab his collar again.

"I wish you never existed."

"She was the only fucking sister I had."

"She was the person who made me happy the most."

"She is the best perfect alive in my entire life."

"Now, instead of alive, she'll be the best perfect alive and dead person I ever had."

"AND IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT."

I threw another punch at his face.

My vision was starting to get blurry from my tears.

My fist is hurting.

But mostly...

My heart is breaking.

My mind is losing control.

I push him away from me.

Seeing the blood I caused on the floor.

I turn around, not bothering to look at anyone.

"Don't ever fucking show yourself at me."

"If you do, I might just end up sending you to hell."

I walk away from him.

From them.

From her.

But deep down..

I not only lost a friend.

But a sister as well.

I lost my mind.

I lost my everything..

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[Jisung]

I stare at Jeno.

I try not to hit him.

I try not to punch him.

I try not to shout at him.

I try not to cry.

But I already am.

I fall onto the floor.

Seeing my own tears dripping on the tiled floor.

"Y/n... why...?"

I managed to let out.

"Why... did you actually leave..?"

"Why did you... do this to me?"

I was shaking.

My hands are shaking.

I slowly start to feel empty.

I start to feel loose.

I start to feel like a big part of me...

Is starting to drift away..

"Na y/n! Why!? Why did you.. let that happen!?"

I shouted and I felt Chenle hug me.

"Come on.. let's go home, hm?"

"Let's go home and..."

I can feel my shoulder get wet also.

Chenle is crying.

"Let's go home and just rest, okay? Okay, Jisung-ah?"

He helps me stand up.

He wraps my arm around his shoulder and helps me walk.

I feel empty now.

My world just crumbled down.

Just broke down.

And there's no way to fix it.

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[Renjun]

Jaemin left.

Chenle and Jisung left.

Haechan followed them.

And now, it's just me and him.

I stare at Jeno.

No emotion on my face or whatever.

I saw tears falling from his eyes.

I saw the letter in his hand.

I saw the bag on the side.

I pick it up and saw the journal inside.

Y/n asked me for help to make this.

It was supposed to be her gift for their anniversary.

But apparently, looks like y/n knew what will happen.

Her days were already limited.

She knew she might not make it to their anniversary.

She made that letter in advance.

She had a stroke earlier due to the breakup letter.

That day, she was supposed to have two more months.

But instead, due to Jeno's letter..

Her days were becoming more limited each minute that passes by.

She told me that, and only I knew.

Not Jaemin.

Not her family.

Only me.

I never knew why she only told me.

Maybe because Jaemin will protect her more.

Maybe because Jisung will make the best out of her limited days.

Maybe because Jeno will continue toying with her heart.

I never knew.

And I never knew the reason why she left so early.

I walk towards Jeno.

I can feel tears forming in my eyes also.

I lost a great friend, a sister like friend, a girl that mattered to me as well.

A tear dropped on the journal.

I take a deep breath.

I put the journal in front of him.

"Happy anniversary..."

"For the both of you."

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[Jeno]

Renjun puts the journal in front of me.

"Happy anniversary..."

"For the both of you."

He said.

The tears finally fell.

Blood was dripping but I could care less.

I grab the journal.

I caress her name she wrote.

My hands were shaking.

"Y/n..."

"I am so..."

I pull the journal closer to my chest.

I look down and bite my lips to stop my sobs.

But it didn't.

Instead, my sobs came out louder.

Tears were continuously falling.

Tears were on my shirt, pants and on the floor.

"Y/n!!"

"I am so sorry!!"

Baby... my sweet angel..

My sweet, magnificent, beautiful, kind, perfect y/n...

Why did you just...

Leave like that?

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