It was the end of the 3rd month

September 30th

Only a few weeks to live. Taeyong practically had to live in the hospital. But Jaehyun has been lost in his thoughts. He was worried for everything. He still never heard of what Taeyong was going through.

He missed him.

So, so much.

He just wanted the older to be okay. The members wouldn't allow him, but only Donghyuck would when he visits. It doesn't need to be this way.

You deserve happiness.

You deserve love.

You deserve the world, Lee Taeyong.

Jaehyun teared up. He missed the older, and wanted him to come back to the dorms. And Jaehyun just wanted to hold the leader in his arms. He wanted to help him; he wanted to hold Taeyong.

Wait, but why?

"Jaehyun, why are you thinking this?" sighed Jaehyun. These months have definitely confused him. His feelings, especially. The other members were trying to get his attention; to say some sweet things about Taeyong.

Yes, he is sweet

Yes, he has a great personality

Yes, he raps good

Yes, he's fucking amazing

Yes, Jaehyun doesn't know why Taeyong's been on his mind. He was so confused. He doesn't know what to do.

Seeing pictures of him just made his heart leap.

Do I like him?

No, it's the effect Lee Taeyong has.

But he's really sweet

Jung Jaehyun, listen here you don't like him.

He's amazing, sweet, gorgeous, nice, damn what an amazing human being.

Jaehyun...

Maybe... I do have a chance.

Jaehyun smiled to himself. That might be why he's always on my mind. Jaehyun ran a hand through his hair with a sigh. God. He needs emotional help.

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"Taeyong, how do you feel?" Jungwoo's voice cracked at the end.

"A little bit better, at least. Do you think I'm going to die?"

"No it's just, you have a few weeks left."

"I'll be okay, I don't feel as bad."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive. It's weird, though," Jungwoo gave him a strange look.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, I felt like I was at my worst, but I feel...better? But how?" Jungwoo's eyebrows furrowed.

Unless...

"Um, I'll be right back." The younger squeaked, leaving Taeyong confused.  

Jungwoo rushed out towards the parking lot, smiling like a weirdo. As he called Johnny, a lot of possibilities could have came.

"Hello-"

"Johnny! Oh my God!"

"What is it?"

"You won't believe it! Taeyong's feeling better!"

"Jungwoo...that could lead to a lot of things, you know that, right?"

"I do, but still! Do you think Jaehyun could come visit? Ask him if he likes Taeyong!"

"Calm down, what? Jungwoo, you're talking way too fast."

Jungwoo sighed, "Bring Jaehyun here! Before, ask him if he likes Taeyong. He might say it!"

"Are you sure? This can mean anything-"

"Johnny. Do it. I have a good feeling, too!" The younger commanded, his voice still light.

"Okay then. Just...what if he actually gets hurt even more?"

"He'll be fine. And keep asking if he likes Taeyong, okay?"

"Got it. Bye." Johnny quickly walked to where he saw the younger sulking.

"Jaehyun I-"

"Dude, I need some help."

"Okay..? What is it?"

"What is love?"

"The song by Twice?"

"No, but...love. Like, how do you know it's real feelings for someone?"

"Jaehyun, I've heard how you dated people in the past and-"

"Yeah, but this is the hardest I fell for someone."

"Who is it?" Johnny's voice had hope in it; he was really excited to see the leader back again.

"T-Taeyong... how am I supposed to say it though?"

"Easy. Confess. Done. I'll be by your side, now let's go now." Johnny grabbed his hand before the younger took it away.

"What if he doesn't like me back?"

Are you fucking serious right now, thought Johnny.

"Even if he doesn't it's still good to get the feelings out, right?"

"Well...yeah. You got a point I guess."

"When do I not, now let's go." It was like a matter of life and death; well, technically it is, but still.

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The two boys rushed into Taeyong's room, noticing how shocked he looked. "Okay, so Jaehyun do your thing and say it to him." He quickly walked outside.

"But you said-"

"I said I would be with you, which also means outside. Goodluck buddy." Johnny patted Jaehyun's shoulder as silence fell between them.

"So...do you have anything to say?" Taeyong asked, feeling a bit guilty. He couldn't easily talk about him possibly dying.

"I...uh...I kinda like you..? Fuck I could have planned this out and it sounds so awkward and-"

"Wait, you like me? As in me?"

"No shit, everyone loves you! And well, I do...and it sucks to say this like ugH I'm not ready for this but still! Yeah, I like you, and you really don't like me back so uhhhh, yeah."

Awkward silence again.

Yeah sure, this is an obviously overused thing in my drafts, but this is seriously how they are. Awkward as fuck.

"Jaehyun, do you think you could come here..?"

Jaehyun you stupid dumb ass you should never rely on Johnny for shit ever again GREAT he hates me an-

"Are you listening?"

"Hm?" Taeyong just sighed. He just had to like a dumbass.

"I asked if you would be my boyfriend."

"Oh! Uh, yeah!" Jaehyun...

"You're an idiot y'know."

"Why?"

"You got me into this situation. Being sick, going to the hospital, but hey, at least I'm with you now." Jaehyun smiled brightly at the older.

"Yeah, I'm with you now. That's all that matters now"

END

A/N - Okay, shit ending, but it was nearly done and I wanted this done as soon as possible. I hope the story was good, even though the ending was shit. I'll edit it to be better in the future possibly. Bye :)