And in my dreams, I will always find

My way back to you

Taehyung POV:

I can't believe what he just did to her. How dare he slaps Y/n? Even I never dared to do that!! Just how dare he does that...I swear if I wasn't being tied up I would have torn him apart by now.

I glared at him however everything right in front of me is so blurry and I can't particularly see anything. The side of my eyes hurts as if someone has hit me with something hard. What hurts the most is the back of my head, my stomach, arms, and waist. I could taste my blood.

Idk what happened and I really can't recall anything. I really can't bear the pains in my whole body. Every joint of my body is aching like hell. The room smells like blood and sweat which is probably mine because I noticed that I'm on my yesterday's clothes and that those are perfectly ruined and covered with blood and are sticking to my body.

I tried to move my body and hands a little bit moving the slightest is making me scream in pain.

"What can a bastard like you do?"

I stare at him and wait patiently to end whatever he wants to say because I can guess he's not done. Y/n was lost in her thoughts and I noticed that her legs are trembling.

"Ah!! No, I should call you the slave of his bitchy ex-girlfriend who can't get over a woman who got herself pregnant with an unknown man and then plays with another married man....that's so gross. Seriously you fall for such a wench?"

My hands already turned into a fist and I was already trembling in anger. I understand why he is saying that maybe he is right but that doesn't give him any particular right to say anything against Heejin. Heejin wasn't a wench, she did a mistake just like I did. But she never wanted me and Y/n to fall apart. It was never her intention.

Ryuu snorts and here I was struggling to get off of those bloody handcuffs but they are clutched so tightly around my hands And legs that I can assure it will take me a month to get off of those if I ever succeed while struggling, might as well lose some blood.

"Then what should you be called? A bloody scoundrel or a snake?"

It wasn't me of course it was her voice. I looked up at her while an amusing light lit up in my eyes. I can't believe the woman got so bold just by staying away from me for 7 years? Oh god!! What else did I miss all those 7 years? What else do I have to recap to live the rest of my life without any regrets?

Ryuu looks back at her slowly as Y/n approaches before him. Her eyes were turning big and red as if her eyeballs are trying their hardest not to slip out from her eyes. She tightened her fist so much that her knuckles started to turn white.

"You are the monster people say who lives in among us wearing the angels mask while the angels wear the mask of a devil but deep down they are trying their hardest to protect their loving ones. And that angel is him..." Y/n points her index finger in my direction which caught me off guard. "Kim Taehyung...My husband."

My heart skipped a beat. Did she...she did!!! Didn't she? She just called me her husband? No like, am I dreaming? Now the question lies here....did she just admit that I'm her husband? Did she just call me an angel wearing a mask of a devil? Did she just talk confidentially about me? She did, didn't she?

I couldn't help but feel joy inside and let the side of my lips crawl up. I can't help though...it feels so weirdly good to be called her...the woman I love so much...admit so confidential that I'm her husband!!!

"Yua...!!"

Suddenly the voice of the man in front of us turned deep and dark. As if he's trying to warn us that if we don't do as he said he might do something that won't look good. I'm not getting any chance to speak...or rather I'd say Y/n is taking the lead and doing all the talks even though I can see she's scared and she's shaking in fear.

"Ryuu...Ryuu please release taehyung. I can't...I.. " she looks at me and our eyes met. We lock our eye contact and stare at each other without giving any fucks about the bloody git.

Suddenly her lips started to quiver and big fat tears started to fall again. "I can't bear to see him like this. Please it is hurting me...Ryuu you know what I'm going through and what taehyung means to me!! He is the father of the children I gave birth to. If something happens to him what will I say to my babies...what answer will I give them."

Y/n was trying her best to convince Ryuu the bastard to release me. But it seemed more like she was begging for me.

I hate this. I hate the situation. I hate that I've put her on something horrible again. I hate that I'm only giving her nothing else but sadness and trauma.

But... it's not like I planned to keep living. I would have...eventually killed myself tonight. That's why I kept on drinking such heavy alcohol. I thought I was about to die that's why I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my gallery and found the photographs from Japan.

The only memories and pictures I have with my family...the family I was responsible for...

I was just simply staring at their pictures like an already dead person while seating near my staircase. It's not like I didn't hear someone bragging inside my house. I just thought it was Jimin. I thought I wasn't needed to check who it was. Later, I heard him screaming...but my head started to spin and it was getting hard for me to keep my eyelids open. I was already feeling like throwing up and on the other hand, the man was breaking things at my house and screaming. Honestly, I couldn't care more or less...I just wanted to leave quietly. Until the man dragged me and started to beat the shit outta me. I still remember the intense pain I felt. Now that I look back that man was none other than Ryuu?

I was unconscious all this time but I still felt those pain as if someone was still not satisfied to beat the shit outta me. However, I regained my conscious way before Y/n was being brought by this bastard I've been pretending this whole time to see what he's intention are. I couldn't believe my ears that he always had such dirty thoughts about my wife. I feel so bad for her to think he was someone she could rely on without any second thoughts. But the moment I heard him say that he wants to kiss her I couldn't keep pretending anymore.

"Ryuu please...if you don't release taehyung right this moment I'm calling the police." Y/n said and all this time she's been stepping close towards me by taking little baby steps. Ryuu pinched the bridge of his nose as he looks down on his shoes.

"Ryuu it's not like you. My friend ryuu isn't a bloody monster. He's an excellent man I've ever known. He's an inspiration for my children and they love him so much. The ryuu ik took care of me on my hardest time and...and right now in front of me...I...I can't.." Y/n started to choke on her words as she puts her hands on her mouth and right now she's almost standing in front of me.

"Yua-chan."

Ryuu finally opens his mouth but still didn't looked up. We waited for him to say more...but he kept silent for awhile.

But after a few second he finally opened his mouth. "You shouldn't have choose such decision or words to manipulate me." And he finally looked up but he had an hard expression on his face. He looked angry and even I can tell the sweet Ryuu is no longer in there....he completely shut down the sweet one and decided to turn evil for real.

"You said where is the sweet Ryuu you knew...you completely shut him down just now Yua-chan. Yua-chan you don't get it do you? I've been in love with you since the day I laid my eyes on you...I've imagined so many things I'd do with you...there's so many things I wished you to see and know about..."

My jaw clenched hearing those words. What did he imagined? Wtf is he talking about? Y/n was always mine...she was meant to be only mine. I get it that we are no longer together and it's for her betterment but that doesn't give this piece of shit any right to imagine he'd wish to do with him.

I scanned the room a little bit in order to find something that might come up of some help however there was nothing that could help me out. I just can't believe like 7 years ago, like during all those 7 years I'm unable to do anything. My goddamn hands are tied and everything, all the leads are taken by Y/n again and again. What kind of piece of shit am I?

"Yua-chan...I love you." My stomach twitched and I immediately looked up at him. But he was already looking at me while smiling like a creep and I swear that somehow scared the shit outta me. His eyes, his mouth and the expression his wearing right now could be called a psychopath monster's face who is willing to do anything to achieve his goal.

I'm scared. I can't do anything. But there's a way....the only way. I can't let Y/n stand here for a brief moment. It's dangerous, the guy in front of her is dangerous.

"Y/n." My voice came out as an whisper. I clenched on my jaw and closed my eyes tightly. I swallowed the lump that was on my throat and screamed her name.

"Y/N."

She looked at me. Finally without shading a drop of tears. I can't...I can't let her stay any longer. She's...she's in danger. I can't...

"Y/n please r-..."

"Taehyung..." I couldn't utter the words. Her voice made me weaker. Her trembling voice is making me to tell her to come to my embrace and that I'm fine and it'll be soon alright. But the words won't come out. I tried once again but looking at her face is making me tear up. My heart hurts, more than my body.

"R-run..." it came out as a whisper again and for the third time I finally screamed. "Y/N PLEASE RUN AWAY FROM HERE." She flinched and I couldn't look at Ryuu or read his expression.

Y/n was about to take a step closer to me as she kept saying my name and shake her head.

"NO!! PLEASE DON'T COME NEAR ME. PLEASE HE..." I looked at Ryuu and he is still wearing that expression and I swear the expression keeps getting worse. I gulp and looked back at her.

"Please...leave and call for help. I promise I won't let him do anything to me...he is dangerous Y/n-ah...if you stay a little longer here he will do something really bad. So please run as fast as you can and call for a help outside please."

I don't even know why am I saying all those in front of that bastard. Ik by hearing all those he will not let Y/n run furthermore, he won't do anything bad to her that's the plus point here. But I can't take any risk.

"Taehyung...taehyung I can't. I'm..." I shake my head and was about to tell her that won't work but she's already in front of me trying to convince Ryuu once again but that creepy bastard was still looking at me with his creepy smile on.

"Ryuu....ryuu please. Please release taehyung and let's talk. I don't want to call police on yo-"

"THE FUCKING BASTARD IS A PSYCHOPATH Y/N JUST FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM HIM." I finally screamed my lung out and started to face difficulties to breath.

Y/n stopped talking and Stayed still. She hasn't move a little nor utter a word.

And finally he broke the ice and started to laugh like a manic. I kept laughing for so long, I took the advantage of it and kept whispering to Y/n that she should run away, right now as fast as she can and call for help but the woman is too stand to speak or move.

Ryuu stopped laughing and wiped his mouth with back of his hand. He didn't say a word and turns to face us and the moment he looked at us Y/n flinched and finally started to move backwards. The expression again on his goddamn face.

"Ryuu...?"

"Ahhhh Yua-chan..." he started to walk towards Y/n slowly and Y/n stopped in right in front of me. Ryuu put his hands on his pocket and stared at Y/n like a crazy stalker.

"Yua-chan...I love you...I love you...I love you..I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH AND THAT IS MAKING ME CRAZY OH DAMN..." Ryuu was standing close to her now. He lean on close to her face and with a gentle smile now was looking into her eyes.

"Y/n please...please Y/n..." I kept whispering with the hope that she will run away or something miracle will happen.

"You really care for him a lot don't you?" He asked but I can tell his pissed and his planning something on his head. Y/n nodded her head and Ryuu closed his eyes and smiled big as if his happy to hear that.

But once he opened his eyes the smile was no longer there and that angry face was there. He made a disgusted face and grabbed Y/n's hand. And it was so tight and I can tell because she screamed a little.

"RYUU STOP WTF ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO HER?" I couldn't help. He looked at me and got even more furious.

"R-ryuu ah--"

He pulled Y/n by spinning her around and now her back is touching his chest as he rests his chin on her trembling shoulder and he pulls out something from his back pocket.

"Then you should help me out to go up so that he won't suffer so much nor will you right?"

He grabbed a pistol and forced Y/n to warp her hands on it too. She was shaking so much that her voice won't come out. "Come on honey...let's pull the trigger and kill him."

She shook her head and I stared at her. Her eyes were on me and she didn't looked any other way.

I thought maybe...maybe this is how things are supposed to end. Maybe here everything should end. Maybe this is the end for me. The punishment I should have received long ago for making this woman suffer for no reason.

I closed my eyes while Ryuu keeps forcing Y/n to pull the trigger. I thought and thought. I recalled my mother's face, I recalled my father's face, I recalled my grandparents face and my siblings face, I tried to recall everyone's face and lastly the little pieces of me and the little pieces sign of the love I've for her, my babies, TaeSoo and TaeHee. And last but not the least...I recalled the smiling little Y/n and then I opened my eyes, smiling I looked at her and stared at her admiring her face because this is the last time and last person I'm seeing before closing those eyes for forever.

"Pull the trigger."

She looked shocked. She refused.

I smiled. I nod my head.

"Pull it."

She shook her head and pressed her lips in a thin line.

I gulped and tried my hardest not to cry.

"I'm suffering. Release me."

She burst out crying and started to hiccup.

Tears started to form in my eyes and throat went dry.

"You have to do this...I'd rather die on your hands than on the hand of a psychopath who always had an evil intentions about you."

"N-no...no..please..."

A drop of tear fall from my eyes. And the room filled with her sob.

Suddenly Y/n was yanked to the other side which made her loose her balance a little and she hit her head on the wall.

"Y/N??? Y/N????"

"You know what fuck it...I'd do this work for you. You don't have to make your hands dirty Yua-chan. And with his blood...on your hand. I can't even stand this that he touched you before me so how can I bare this....no never."

She was stumbling a little as she put her fingers on her forehead from where it started to bleed. I called her name multipletimes and as soon as she looked at her hands she immediately looked at me. I didn't give a fuck about ryuu even if he pulls the trigger now it won't matter because Y/n is hurt and that's more worrisome than me dying her right now.

"Are...are you okay? Do-does it hurt? Please answer me." I was being desperate and I can hear that bastard telling me to face him and spotting some gibberish but I couldn't careless right now.

Instead of giving me an answer Y/n started to walk towards me while stumblimg. I looked at Ryuu and was a about to open my mouth but he was already pointing his pistol at me smiling with a smug.

"Ryuu stop it. Let's talk and put that gun down Please....let's talk...." Y/n said as she slowly approached him. I keep glaring at him with my red eyes.

"I will take care of Yua-chan and thanks for making her realise that I'm the best choice Instead of you. I'll send your family to you ASAP bastard. Have a safe journey to the hell."

I gritted on my teeth hard and shut my eyes. The only thing that's roaming around my head is Y/n's. I felt a sudden shiver down my spine as my heartbeat started to raise.

I don't want to die here. At least, I wanted to spend sometime with my babies, I deserve that much a little.

But I was running out of time and I could hear Ryuu walking towards me while saying something that I couldn't hear. So instead of saying good bye I utter those words that she's been dying to hear.

"I love you, Y/n--"

And he finally pulled the trigger and shot. I closed my eyes tight.

Everything was already black. Everything around stopped as if someone stopped the time. I couldn't feel anything, like my heartbeat nor I could proceed anything. The only thing that echoed out loud in my ears was just a word.

"NO!!!!.....NOOOOOOO"

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Hello!! I'm sorry for not uploading a whole month. I will upload the next chapter in 2 days hopefully.

I announced on my board that I'll update 2/3 chapters if possible on Friday night but I've been sick since December 31 and haven't recovered fully yet. And than I heard a very sad news...a school friend of mine died this morning and she was suffering from cancer...she wasn't that close to me but she wanted to see me, my face so much but my fucking luck won't even let me see her face for the last time as well. Please pray for her soul to finally rip.

Will try to update I'm 2 days if I don't have much pressure of classes and HW's lol.

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To Be Continued