Your eyes stole all my words away

Your POV:

Everything is a lie, each word is a lie, those things he said are a lie. And I couldn't say those to Kento, the actual truth that was written on the letter.

I can't believe he lied to me, he lied to all of us, he lied to himself and kept each person in darkness. I don't believe those words, I can't possibly bring myself to believe those words.

"Hachi?"
Kento calls me from the other side of the phone while I was here shedding tears nonstop. I was sitting on the floor beside the bed while clenching on my clothes tightly.

"I...I will ca-call lat-er. I-i need some alone tim-time...please." Without giving kento a chance to speak I hung up the call and put it down on the floor.

It's getting hard for me to breathe and I can't bring myself to cry out loud because if I do TaeHee and TaeSoo will wake up and I don't want to worry them. I feel like my hands And legs went numb and I can't process anything.

I clench on the paper I was holding all this time and bring it near my chest as I hug it and cry even more. "Why? Why would you do that? Why would you keep me in the darkness and make me hate for all those years? Why did you do such a thing taehyung? Why?"

I started to hiccup while crying, my chest hurts, my head hurts and even I feel like something is stuck on my throat and it is choking me.

This evening when I was busy packing our luggage I got a call from Kento that someone is waiting for me outside the hotel and told me to come to the back of the hotel. I told Kento to come upstairs to take care of the kids and when he came I went downstairs to meet the person.

It wasn't only one person but two who is close to me. Seeing me Mrs. Ann and Albert got happy that both of them started to cry. I hugged Mrs. Ann and cried silently with her...I couldn't meet her this morning as I had to come back to the hotel ASAP otherwise it would be hard for me to walk away from that place.

Mrs. Ann said she'd like to see the children but alas! At that moment it wasn't possible so Albert said they will come tomorrow to see us off and I agreed.

Then Albert said why they came here and until he said that there were few things from taehyung that needs to be delivered I didn't notice those behind them. I asked what are all those, they said those are a few presents taehyung bought for the twins because he thought when they will come to the mansion with me to live forever with him they would need those to play with.

I could see the pained expression on their face but I wanted to stand there bravely, call me cold-hearted but that's the only thing I could think about at the time. They even told me that taehyung sent a few gifts for me as well...but if I don't want them they will give those back or sell them. I didn't want to refuse such expensive things so I just took on a small gift amongst them. I didn't refuse the twin's presents, I told them to take all those with Kento he will manage everything later. They did as I told them, and the last thing that was only meant for me, the only present that he wanted me to accept at any cost was a small paper bag which was printed in purple shades and another medium-sized bag as the same color.

"Master said you can throw everything away he gave you but he especially wants you to keep those. And young lady...this one as well." Albert said and reached out a light cream envelope which has purple stamps on it with an artificial purple flower.

I look at him and then at the envelope twice. I'm confused, we finished all the talking this morning and there's nothing left to say...so why would he bother to write? Furthermore, it is not like he doesn't have my phone number...he called me numerous times being quite disrespectful.

"Young lady, did you...by any chance..." he stopped talking and cleared his throat, "forgive master for all the things that...happened in the past?"

I stare at him for a few moments and then smiled, I nod. "There's nothing left for me to give him to add more...he has repented enough I guess...I hope he will move on and becomes more of a better person." I said as I look down on my feet and recall what happened this morning between us.

"Young lady, there more of the....ma'am you still need to know..." Albert was hesitating to say something, even Mrs. Ann looked at him puzzled. "Damn!!" He cursed for the first in front of me. And soon he realized that because when he looked at me his eyes widen and he started to apologize. I laughed at his carelessness for the first time.

"What do you mean that I still need to know? Know about what?" I ask and it seems like he's trying hard to come up with better words to whatever he's going to say to me now.

"Young lady!!! Please before you leave...have a good conversation with young master...his hiding something really important from you and everyone...there's a lot you don't have and you have got all the rights to know everything...everything that's his hiding is related to you and him. So I'm begging you ma'am please before you go or he sends you anything after tonight please talk with him and force him to tell you the truth...I'm begging you, Mrs. Kim."

My eyes widen in shock, did he just? No! He didn't right? He didn't just call me Mrs. Kim right?

"What do you mean? What do you know Albert? What truth and what lies? What the hell are you talking about all of a sudden? And....and why are you calling me Mrs. Kim right now? I no longer go with that surname you know that right?" I asked. I started to panic at that moment, what else is there left for me to know? What else is taehyung hiding from me?

"The letter will give you all the answers you need right now. And the after questions answers...you will get those only from your children's father and your husband. Only that one person can give you all the answers you need to know."

I look up at him and tears started to build up in my eyes. That can't be...no!! That's not true...

"Tae-taehyung is...isn't my husband anymore...he.." I put my palm on my mouth and started to go backward. "He...he is my ex-husband Albert...Albert, I signed the divorce papers in front of you...we got divorced that day...we...he ended our relationship, our marriage....then how?"

Albert was staring at me with a sad expression yet he smiled softly. "He never gave you divorce ma'am. Please go upstairs and take a look inside those bags...read the letter he wrote for you, only for you. I'm sure he poured everything on that paper. He has beautiful handwriting...neat and clean. We have to go, ma'am... it's already quite late...please tell your brother to come down ASAP so that we can take all those presents to his hotel."

I was still standing there stunned...I couldn't move. It wasn't that cold outside yet I shiver and I felt like my whole body started to freeze. Mrs. Ann came and hugged me while she pats my back gently.

"Idk about anything regarding this...but I hope God gives you the strength to go through all this...again and I pray all the pain in your life vanishes ASAP. Take care of yourself Y/n-ah...and be happy wherever you go." She caresses my hair and smiling softly she bows. Albert did the same and both of them said they'll wait for Kento here so I should hurry and go upstairs as it was starting to get cold as well.

It took me about five minutes not to ask them a bunch of questions, not scream, and not break down on that spot at that moment. With a shocked and uneasy, questionable feeling I went upstairs, and there I saw Kento already done helping the twins eat dinner. He noticed my worried expression and I'm sure he wanted to ask me what happened? Why did they come? But instead of asking me anything, he said, "The twins are done with their dinner...eat yours and let me know if you need anything okay? I have to go back Ryuu is waiting for me for dinner." Saying that he pats my shoulder.

"Taehyung sent a few presents for the babies...please take care of those. Albert and Mrs. Ann is waiting for you on the same spot...they will tell you the rest." I said absent-mindedly.

"Hey! Is everything alright? And what's with those bags" Kento asked resting his hands on my both shoulders. I snap back and look up at him..." huh...yeah, it's just a few things Albert gave me and.. everything is just fine I just...I just remembered that...everything finally ended huh!!!" I laugh awkwardly.

"Th-thanks for taking care of them...you go ahead and I'm sorry I'm burdening you with another responsibility." He smacks my head gently and said, "the hell you are talking about aho...I'm your brother and your burden is mine too...now go and eat your food...pack all your stuff and go to sleep early. I'm going then oyasumi." He then walks toward the twins and kissed them on their forehead and bids them good night.

After Kento left I did complete eating my dinner and then finished doing my remaining pack up and by then the twins had also fallen asleep. It was already getting dark and even after doing so much work I wasn't that tired.

Why? Because after hearing Albert's words how am I supposed to fall asleep easily?

I tuck down the kids and did the last check-up on them and our luggage. Later, I grab the paper bags, the small gift box, and the letter with me and went to my bedroom. I remember to close the door because idk after reading his letter about how I'm supposed to react or what will come out of my mouth or if my babies see me getting insanely mad I'm sure they'll get scared which I don't want.

I walk toward my bed and slide down on the floor and seat on a soft cushion. I put the stuff on the floor and first I tore the wrapping paper from the gift box and it was a heart-shaped necklace from the brand ZARA. I grab the heart and caress it gently with my thumbs. It was quite thick and heavy.

I take it out from the small box and put the box next to me on the floor. I examine it and that's when I noticed that the locket can be opened and it had three other layers. So I thought of opening the locket and checking what's inside it and to my surprise, it turned into a four-leaf clover and each leaf had different photographs in it.

(Those two necklaces are different types but I liked those two so I combined it)

Tears started to fall from my eyes and my heart started to beat fast that I can hear them, my hands were shaking and my throat felt heavy. I couldn't believe my eyes what he just put on it. I put my palm on my mouth in shock. There were four photographs on them and each of them was fitted beautiful on it and I can see the people in the pictures.

The first right leaf has my baby photo of when they were 4 years old. The first left leaf has taehyung's photo, the second right side has my pregnancy ultrasonograph photo and lastly, on the last leaf it's a picture of mine and I clearly remember what I was doing and when this picture was clicked and I can tell that it was taken in a hurry and it was a candid photo.

(The babies aren't twins but I couldn't find any suitable picture so I used that one and as we don't use FL photos so I choose to use a backside photo and I love vintage so decorated it like that don't mind the background.)

Where did he get those 3 photos? He can't get at least my ultrasonograph and twins photo?

Tears were falling from my eyes and I couldn't stop shaking. How did u choose this box? What would have happened if I didn't choose it and taken another present? Would it have gone back to him or would it have been sold to someone else who would have thrown the pictures? Idk what I'm supposed to say right now. My mind is blank and all I could think about is he has been expecting us, expecting me and a bright future ahead.

I started to cry silently as I grab the necklace into my fist and Brought it close to my chest. My heart is beating so fast and it even started to hurt. Suddenly my eyes landed on the letter, I immediately put the necklace on my lap and grabbed the letter and gently tore the envelope.

I take out the paper and put the envelope beside me. But there wasn’t only just a paper but a few more pictures as well. I take a look at the pictures and it shocked me even more...I just don't understand it at all...what is happening?

Those were the pictures of our pre-wedding day and one of them has only my picture which was taken before I go to the stage and also there were photos of the day of our wedding when he took my hands from his father halfway and lead me to the stage. And after the nightmare wedding and vows were done. We both smiled brightly showing everyone how happy we were and how bright our future we are expecting.

"How...?"

I immediately check other photos and those were the pictures before our wedding day...the day I learned about his true nature, the day she showed me his demon self.

There were only seven photos in total, four more were left and those were everyone's least favorite because for them it seem like I'm the only one who looked happy while taehyung looked the least happy.

However, they were my most favorite. Because only those times I was able to hug him, get a chance to hear his heartbeat, and get closer to him. Those pictures somewhat show that he wanted me near him and he was happy to have me, even though he was faking and tried his hard not to show his disgusted reaction.

But again he was forced. All those smiles, gentleness, and love he showed were a lie. He did as he was told to put on a show so that no one can suspect and none can complain.

Why? Why did he send me all those? What does he mean? What else is there left for him to give me hints? And what hints is he trying to give me? What are you even trying to do Taehyung? By this necklace and all those photographs and...what is in those two bags? What else is left for you to make me feel even worse?

I put down all the pictures on my lap and finally grabbed the letter. My hands are shaking...what did he write? What will he say on those papers? What else is left for him to say? Wasn't this morning time and words enough? I don't want to hurt myself with his words over and over again...

I straightened my back before opening the paper and wipe my tears, I clear my throat and gather the courage to open the paper and read his letter to me for the very first time.

It was about a three-page long letter. I wonder what he wrote to make a letter this long. And I wonder how many untold truths he has to tell me to write so much in the name of separation, I wonder...

Kim TaeHyung I wonder...beloved...

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Hello sweethearts!!!! I gave you a fast chapter this week XD and there will be another Letter to You chapter at midnight on 25th Nov I think. That chapter might be somewhat long or short I can't tell but that chapter will only be the letter chapter....so I hope y'all will wait and share your feelings through the chapters. And BTW you guys can choose your likings of wedding photos I like those and it suited the situation.

The next chapter will be hella sad as it should be, so be prepared mentally for the next chapter.... I've got a presentation tomorrow and the next day my last mid-exam so pray for y'all author and PRAY HARD BECAUSE THAT SCAMMING GRAMMY MIGHT CHEAT AGAIN THIS YEAR!!! I'M SO PROUD OF THE BOYS FOR THE AMAS ARTY AWARD KYAAAA!!!

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To Be Continued