Before we start let me share some words with you. It's #7YearsWithBTS we've finally completed 7 years with them and some of us celebrating this special day by now or some is going to celebrate tomorrow. So here is some of my words I wish BTS members could read, but I also want share with ARMY'S. 💜♥️

• 13th June 2020 ~ 1.40 Am

Hi my name is Raisa and I'm an ARMY since 2018, so basically, this is my 2nd-year birthday celebration with them. I've known BTS since 2016 but I have never paid much attention to them. But thanks to the haters, I started to Stan them from the "Fake Love" era but I seriously want to murder myself because I did saw an FMV of "Blood Sweat and Tears" and at that time I thought that 'Ohh I love the chores who are they?' as I didn't know they're name and group so I didn't bother to go and Google about them which I still regret. I'm an anime Weeb too so it wasn't that hard for me to know about Japan or Korean artists but still, I acted like an idiot.  So my first intention was to know why they are so famous? This is why I watched a lot of funny complication videos of them and seriously at that time I thought 'Who the hell doesn't want to Stan dorks and weird people from the Same clan!!' I'm always amazed by their hard work and dedication. All they cared about is to make people feel how good it is to fell in love with yourself than waste your time to fell in love with others. Since then my every day has become extremely beautiful and amazing. I've always been cheerful and myself but at some point, I lost myself and went silent for a few months. My life is not as simple and happiest as it looks like, but I'm still the happiest girl and never complained about my life. Most of the people ask me why I love them so much...."No particular reason it's just they know how I feel and I know we are connected with hearts and they're my savior, my Angels. It's because they taught me a lot of things others couldn't teach me. It's just they said it's okay to stay the way you are you are going to be judge anyway so let them be and stay positive and keep going. We are here for you." That's it then why should I bother. I want to say thank you BangTan boys thank ARMY thank you so much to everyone who helped me not to bother about others and stay the way you are. I'm thankful to Allah, if I wasn't born in this era I might have not met such Angels Allah created for us and sent to us. I'm really thankful to Allah and BangTan. I love you both the most, I respect you the most, and I will purple you the most. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BTS" 💜❤️

Your POV:

For the past few days, it's been raining a lot. When it's the day the weather is hotter than lava and at night colder than ice. I'm worried about taehyung, he doesn't take good care of himself. He doesn't come back home if there is no family gathering, he still only appears in front of me when the family gathers together or only when he needs me in any function or party.

But like before I never asked for his explanation, never bothered him with anything. But every time we face each other alone he will say hurtful things to me. I sometimes want to ask him why he has to hate me so much? I don't remember hurting him then why?

I didn't fell in love with him like this. He has been my childhood crush. Yes, as my father-in-law and my father has been best friends so since our childhood I've seen taehyung a lot of time. But he never noticed me, I'll witness him playing with his friends or reading some books or playing videogames. I first saw him playing with a fluffy looking dog, I fell in love with him after I saw that cute boxy smile. Taehyung is not a bad guy I know. He has the kindest heart, it's just he doesn't know me and believes what other days other than that I know soon he will treat me nicely and I'm eagerly waiting for that day.

Today is a special day for taehyung. He's going to receive an award for his great work as a young president in the business world. And I'm so happy about it. Taehyung called me a few moments ago saying he's coming home tonight after the award ceremony. I thought of surprising him, so baked his favorite vanilla cake spreading strawberry and I also made his favorite foods too. I told Albert and Mrs. Ann to clean his study room and the house. I'm really excited to meet him tonight, I wish he will accept my surprise sincerely and won't get mad tonight. I'm a very proud wife in this whole world.

I was preparing the dinner table when the doorbell rang. All of our attention went towards the main door. All of us were smiling, happily, Albert said he'll go and welcome taehyung. I run to the other side of the table and blow the candles. "Welcome home Master." Albert greets taehyung. I immediately look up with a smile and wait for taehyung to come to the dining room.

I saw taehyung walking towards the dining room with a heavy step. As soon as taehyung steps in I shout yet in a low voice I congratulate him. "Y/n I wa--" he was about to say something but was cut off by my sudden yelling. "CONGRATSSSSSSSS TAEHYUNG."

Taehyung was looking at me in shock. Yes, that's the look I wanted, now I just hope he doesn't get angry. I take the cake and walk towards him smiling hard. "Taehyung congratulations on your success. Come on blowing the candles. I've prepared your favorite foods." I reach the cake toward him a little close. Taehyung was still staring at me with his widened eyes. He didn't respond back, I looked at others who seems confused too, so I called him again. "Taehyung-" he blows the candles and said, "I've something to tell you. Come to the study room." "B-but at least eat som-" "I'm not hungry. Fast." Without letting me say anything more he went to the study room.

I keep staring at his back until it disappears. I did saw him holding a paper but I don't know what it is. I was still holding the cake and standing there like an idiot. I know the maids, Albert and Mrs. Ann is already staring at me pitifully as always. I sigh and again put on my smile. "I guess it's something important. Don't worry guys. You all start eating I'll join you guys soon." I put the cake down on the table and waving at them I walk fast to the study room.

I open the door of the study room and saw taehyung walking back and forth while holding a paper in his hand. For some reason I feel uneasy about it, I feel like I don't want to see him tonight, I feel like after tonight I'm going to be a broken girl and finally will able to release something.... something IDK.

"Taehyung." I tried to sound as much happy as my heart is. Taehyung looks at my side and his face darken immediately. "Okay, I'll go straight to the point. Come here....and sign this paper immediately. I don't have much time to waste anymore." I got a little confused hearing his words. What does he mean by signing up for the paper? Why is he in so hurry? I hope everything is fine.

"Taehyung is everything okay? You seem to look really worried about it." He let out a heavy frustrated sigh and look at me angrily. I was taken aback by his sudden stare. "Don't you understand what I'm saying? I don't want to stay with you anymore. Just sign up the divorce papers and leave." He said slamming the papers on his study table. I froze on my spot and blink my eyes in shock.

What did he just say? Divorce papers? My heart stopped beating as tears start to build up. I want to say to him no....but I can't. Why? "Tae-taehyung did...did I u-upset you with any-" he didn't let me finish my words and added, "ofc....your is the only thing in this whole damn world who upsets me the most? Now stop this innocence drama and sign up."

Unknowingly my tears have already started to stream down from my eyes. I couldn't think straight, my mind went blank already. What should I do to stop him? But I can't force him either!! How am I suppose to stop him and tell him I love him? What should I do?

"Hey...you? Are you coming or you want me to force you to sign, huh?" I got startled by his sudden shout. I was unwilling to go and do as he says. I look down at my feet a let my tears fell on the ground. "Look if you are thinking about my family....I'll handle them so don't just stand there and sign the damn paper!!" I slowly look up at him with my teary eyes.

What is he going to tell them? What should I do? Where will I go?

Suddenly I felt a slight pain in my arms. Taehyung grabs me by my left arms and pulls me towards the table. "You don't want me to beat you, right? Then sign up I'm losing my patience." His voice was loud enough to let the outsider hear. Suddenly the door of the room burst open and all the maids, Albert and Mrs. Ann came inside the room. "Master please calm down," Albert said in a worried tone.

"What are you doing here?" Taehyung looks angrier than before. He was gritting on his teeth and with his red eyes, he was throwing fire on them. "Master please think again about this matter. The young mistress is very kind and she really lo-" taehyung cuts Mrs. Ann's words by roaring loudly. "DO YOU ALL WANTS TO GET FIRED?"

All of us flinch by his sudden roars. I got more scared of his words. I immediately grab the paper and pen. "I'll s-sign the papers. Please don't g-get angry on them." Taehyung and all of the people in the room looks at me. Albert and Mrs. Ann keeps stopping me but I've already signed the papers. There was already Taehyung's sign, few drops of tears fell on the paper but taehyung snatch the papers and says, "I'll go to the court tomorrow. Wait till I come back then immediately get out of the house and my life." Saying that he left all of us in shock.

I didn't move an inch from the place as tears have already stopped streaming. I was staring at the table blankly. I a pair of hands grabs my shoulder. "Y/n?" "Can you guys leave me alone for a few moments? I'll come to join you soon." It was from Mrs. Ann.

After hearing this all of them nods and leave me there alone. I know Mrs. Ann wanted to say something but right now I don't want to hear anything from anyone. I just want to sit here and cry for the last time alone.

"Why me?"

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Okayyy I'm sorry I'm late. I promised to update on 13th June but I'm late. Don't worry I'm updating all the books by tonight. I won't disappoint you, I was busy celebrating BTS birthday online with my other ARMY friends. And I also know the chapters are short just because of my long damn speech. Don't worry next chapter will be a long one. I'm sorry again. 

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To Be Continued