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"So I just had to pay double for that lady." Ryuu said as he munch on his food. We laughed hearing his sad story when he was living in Canada.

"You could have come up with an excuse I guess."

Ryuu stopped eating and looked at me. "My love I was the one who gave her that offer...but I seriously didn't thought she'd take me seriously...but her lips were quite soft."

My eyes widen. "Ryuu don't use those words so obviously in front my kids." He shrugs. "Well in future they'd be doing something like this with their boyfriend or husband so they should know right now." I roll my eyes annoyingly.

"As if I'll let them." He laughs.

"So you got AOT MANGA...Well, I hope you don't go back being a depressed lady again." He laughs and sips on his drink. I flinched, "Did something happened to my Levi?" I asked.

"Idk...why don't you just read it." He winks and I just stare at him blankly.

"Mommy, can we sleep with you tonight?" Suddenly TaeHee asked. I look at her and smiled. "Sure."

"Then I'll tell that old guy to take care of the hotel management." Kento said.

Mr. Watanabe just left for the company again as Mr. Sakaguchi called him for work. Kento and Ryuu aren't staying at the same hotel but somewhere far. I've to take care of the babies and luckily I'm not staying on the same floor as other models or workers. Mr. Watanabe doesn't have a clue about my babies for all those years, but he does knows that they are related to me and Kento. My babies are smart enough to not call me mommy in public.

About Ryuu Nakamura, 7 years ago when I came to Japan with my aunt I first met him on a birthday party of Kento's friends. He said if I never liked someone before he would have asked my hands for marriage. So slowly he started to visit our house, Kento has many friends so there was no problem with Ryuu coming to our house.

He was the first person other than Murakami, Ayame, and later Takumi, who knew about my failed marriage and my pregnancy. But he gave me his full support, when taehyung should have been there for me Ryuu was there, when taehyung should have done everything a father and husband should do Ryuu did everything. My past straggling was worse but those people made it so beautiful that I can barely remember any when I face them.

Ryuu is a director of a big company from Japan. His rich, handsome and more importantly his personality is nothing like taehyung. And that is why if I ever loved someone so dearest it has to be him.

"Okay then I'll be heading to hotel. Mr. Watanabe will bring the kids to me until then please take care of them for me again. Thanks." I said as I bid my goodbye and walk out from the restaurant.

I always made sure no one recognised me with wearing a big black scarf and big sunglasses even though I'm wearing a mask. I can't let people recognize me easily.

At night~~

Everything went smoothly as it should be. TaeHee and TaeSoo was tired so the fall asleep early after taking a warm shower and having dinner. I did my night routine and did some exercise. I've been eating a lot of foods which can lead me to go on a hard diet. Later I started to read my manga.

I was on the last chapter and was crying like hell. "Isayama sensei you genius freak I hate you." I murmured as I wipe my tears and put down the manga. I grab my wine glass and head to the balcony.

As soon as I stand outside the cold wind touched my skin as a hiss. "Cold.." I whispered to myself. I sip on my wine as I lean on the balcony railings and let the wind play with my open hair. "It is suffocating here....but it's fine as long as I can go back home."

"For love, that character suffered for so many years, waited for another lover to let her go free...." I said to myself as I sip on my wine again.

I scoff sadly. "But my love wasn't enough to keep him neither it was enough for me to wait for someone else to free me...I had to do all this alone...then why am I not still happy?"

I drink the remaining wine in one gulp as I smirk and head inside my room. I put the glass down on the table and walk to my babies. I stare at them for a while.

'They didn't ask for their daddy after coming here...'

I put the black on them gently so it can cover their whole body as I also slide down and sleep next to them. I put one hand under my head and another on them as I slowly drift off to sleep.

Next morning~~

I got a call from my ex-father-in-law this morning surprisingly when I got up. My twins were still sleeping. He said he wanted to meet me. Honestly, I was so surprised to receive a call from my ex-in-laws after such a long time. I was really nervous to talk to him as well. But he made it really easy for me to talk.

And I didn't recognize him at first. Even after hearing his voice, I was suspicious. His voice used to be deep and heavy. But now it seems like his voice went a bit too deeper and as if he's sick. Until he said his name I couldn't guess who it was as his number wasn't saved.

He said he'd send a private car and a secret bodyguards for me so that I don't get into a trouble. I didn't tell him about the twins yet. He wanted to meet me today as after one day the fashion show is gonna held and after the show will be staying two more days and we'll be leaving for Japan. And during that time I won't get any time to see them so I agreed.

Currently, I'm in front of my ex-in-laws mansion. The old butler I remember is standing outside the huge gate with a gentle smile. He politely said that everyone is waiting inside for us. I asked him if taehyung was there he said that father didn't wanted to cause any trouble to me so he didn't invited him.

I told Kento that I'll be visiting them today and he said that it also would be great if I visit my parents grave, I might not get this chance again and it's been a long time so I should pay a visit to them. I told him to be on the graveyard on time, I don't want to go their alone.

"Miss have a seat. I'll call the masters here." I nod and take a seat on the couch as I help my kids too. "Mommy?" I look down at TaeSoo.

"Why are we here?" I smiled at her.

"This is your grandfather and great grandfather's house. You'll be meeting them all today. You will meet your uncle and aunty too. So make sure to behave and be polite okay?" I said as I adjust her hair and look at TaeHee if she heard me or not.

Both of them beamed in joy, "we have grandparents great grandparents too?" TaeHee asked.

"We have uncle and aunty too?" TaeSoo asked. I chuckled and nod. They both looked so pretty.

"Oh my!!!" I heard some gasped hard. I look behind and was surprised to see my ex sister in law standing on the staircase with a shocked expression. "I..is that really you unnie?" She said.

I stand up and smiling I nod. "Have you been well?" I asked politely.

She runs towards me as she jumps on my arms. I was caught of guard but I eventually almost fall on the floor along with her.

"Oh my god!!" She whispers as she sobs silently. "I can't believe it....omg...its..its really you unnie!!" She tightened her grip as I smile.

"Eon Jin it's okay... it's me." I pat her head politely. I hug her back. I felt my eyes going moist and my heart hurts even my throat too.

"I missed you...guys..." I burst out crying unexpectedly. Eon jin didn't hold back as well. We both were crying as if we were lost sisters and met each other after such a long time.

"Y/n-ah!!!!"

I heard a faint voice calling me by my old name. Eon Jin and I pulled off as we wipe our tears. I look up to see my ex-father-in-law and grandfathers-in-law with tears in their eyes. Behind them, my ex-mother-in-law and grandmother-in-law were standing.

"Oh my god look at my girl looking so beautiful and gorgeous." Grandfather said as he walks towards me.

He didn't wait for a second and come walking fast to me and pulled me into a tight hug. "I was so worried about you. I was dying here thinking how have you been? Where have you been staying? Have you eaten or not? You just left without telling us anything." Grandfather said as he pats my head.

"My idiot son made you suffer a lot I'm sorry, my dear." My ex-father-in-law said as he pats my back. Grandfather and I pulled off and before I could say anything he eyes landed on my babies.

"Oh, my-- oh who are-- are they my....oh my goodness my great-grandchildren?" He looked so shocked. I smiled as I wipe my tears and nod.

"Yes. That's TaeHee, she's the eldest daughter. If you want to recognize her then look at the mole on her nose as the same spot as taehyung. That's TaeSoo the youngest daughter. She doesn't have any mole so you guys can recognize them easily."

TaeHee and TaeSoo were staring up at them blankly. They don't seem like they're scared rather they looked curious and excited.

Father-in-law bent down on his knees. He stares at them smiling. "They took after Tae. Didn't they?"

I nod smiling a little. "I'm sure their personality is the same as their mother."

"We can tell by only looking at them." Mother-in-law said out of nowhere. "Am I seeing the mini version of Tae Oppa and Y/n unnie?" Eon Jin said with her exciting voice.

All of them started to get busy with the twins. "Honey...they're your great grandparents and grandparents. That's your aunty. Greet them." I said to them.

They immediately did their Japanese greetings as they're not used to Korea. Of course, they'll only stare at them blankly. I laughed nervously.

"I'm sorry...they're actually not used to the Korean language and cultures yet. They only know Japanese and learning English."

"Well...fortunately we know Japanese." Grandfather said as he looks at them. "I'm your great grandfather... I might make you uncomfortable but-" before he could finish TaeSoo jumped to hug him, TaeHee did the same.

"Great-grandpa..." They said together making all of us emotional. Slowly all of them started to get more busy with them and asking me about my 7 years struggling.

It's been 2 hours since I'm here and I still didn't see the younger brother. But as soon as I thought about him he popped out from nowhere from the upstairs.

His reaction was priceless. He couldn't believe I came back to the mansion. And it also didn't take him much time to cry like a messed man. He couldn't believe that he's ab uncle already.

The siblings got really busy with the twins leaving me with the elders.

"So taehyung knew about everything but pretend not to. That bloody bastard!!" Grandfather grits on his teeth.

"I never expect anything from him other than business anymore. His just too hopeless." Father-in-law said with an irritating expression.

I didn't tell them about how he has been treating me, what he did back in Japan and what he's planning on to do.

"Did he apologized to you?" Father-in-law asked. But he seems so scary. I gulped and remembered that he had once beaten taehyung for making me leave him.

"We...we actually don't talk that much. Other than business or sometimes babies." I said.

'Why the hell are you lying for him? What the hell is wrong with you?'

He nods as I clear my throat. "So when are you guys going back?" Grandfather-in-law asked changing the topic. "After the show and a grand party. We'll go back after 3 days that's what I'm guessing."

Suddenly they all looked sad. Well, I can tell why. They just got to know and see their grandchildren and they can't even stay for too long.

"Is it alright if we invited you guys along with your brother for a dinner party before you guys leave? We also would like to thank your brother." Mother-in-law said. I look at my lap and think.

It won't hurt. They aren't responsible for everything at least they're trying. "Yes. Of course."

They all looked relieved and I smiled. "Then it's all settled. Make sure to tell us when you'll be free okay!!?" I nod. After that the conversation went to how my twins grew up and showing they're pictures.

Even if they're not my family, this is not my home. But it just feels like after such a long time, I'm home.

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