You will never have to chase, what wants to stay with you.

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We both reached the house soon. Albert parked the car in front of our mansion before I could get out of the car taehyung stops me and says, "be sure to act according to the plan. Hold my hands and keep the mouth shut. Do not open it unless I motion you to. Understand?" I nod my head immediately in fear.

Taehyung's voice was darker than his usual tone. We both got out of the car, I run to the other side to grab Taehyung's hand as he said but before I could hold his deep voice echoes close to my ears, "We're just pretending so don't be so happy about it." I was stunned by his sudden words and couldn't think straight.

Taehyung grabs my hand and pulls me inside with him. The more we walk the more his grip on my hands tightens. "Tae-taehyung...y-you are hurting me." I tried to say. Glancing on his shoulder he looks at me, "ohh.. sorry babe!!!" Saying that he tightens the grip even more.

We reach the dining room soon as the maids guide us. We saw all the family members were already there waiting for us to join them. Grandma saw us first, she parts her lips with a smile she says, "look there they're!! Didn't I said my grandson won't miss the family gathering?"

Saying that she throws her hands in the air as she prevents taehyung to embrace her. Taehyung let goes of my hand and immediately runs towards grandma to hug her. I look down at my hands to see them go pale and numb. My hands went white and I really can't feel my fingers anymore.

"How can I forget to join? How can I not come and meet my beautiful girlfriend?" I look up to see the family happily talking with taehyung. How beautiful!! I envy them. I wish I was so lucky to have such a complete family too.

"Omo!! Y/n-shii what are you doing standing there? Come here hurry....I've bought a lot of things for you." My mother-in-law seems to notice me standing here dazing. I smile at her faintly and walk towards here while rubbing my numb hand. I can feel taehyung gazing at me with disgust on his eyes so I just look down on the floor avoiding his gaze.

"Greetings mother. How are you doing?" I say while standing behind her as she was sitting on the second chair of our dinner table. Mother grabs my forearms gently and smiling she stares at me. "How beautiful!. Y/nnie I am now 100% sure the dresses I've bought for you is really going to be perfect....no gorgeous on you."

I can at least comfort myself saying that even if my husband and other people are rude to me but my in-laws are the only one who is so good to me. I really can rely on them and ask for happiness for few moments and maybe taehyung will stay by my side for at least....few moments.

Looking at my mother-in-law I can say she was too excited about it. "Thank you mother but you really didn't have to trouble yourself so much with those things. Your health is not in good terms." "Ohh come on girl....what are you saying trouble...I had to trouble myself with those brats all those years. I'm so grateful to your parents and father-in-law that I got such an angel like a daughter-in-law like you. But definitely your eldest daughter okay? Now come on let's finish our dinner and then we will try your new clothes. I'm so excited to see you in those clothes. Hurry up."

Seeing her so excited and happy I couldn't help but feel excited myself too. I took a seat next to my mother-in-law as taehyung sits on the opposite side of me. The dinner went pretty fast and well. I never felt such a happy environment ever before. Like eating with your family members, having fun, smiling, and laughing. I was always happy with me and my daddy eating our dinner together every night happily, but he also left me too early. And then I started to eat my dinner all alone, by myself. I never experienced how it feels to eat with your complete family.

It was almost 10.45 and I'm still with my mother-in-law trying all the clothes and jewelry she bought for me and I'm already so tired. I have been trying those things for about one and half an hour and still, there's more of them. But my sister-in-law, mother-in-law, and grandma is so happy that I couldn't say no or anything to them. And I myself don't want this time to pass so fast. I wish time stops and I can enjoy this moment a little bit more. I know I'm being so greedy but I also want to experience them a little bit more, just a little bit. But time passes faster than we can imagine.

"OMG Y/NNIEEEE all those dresses suits you sooo perfectly as I imagined." "Mom at least be thankful I helped you with the jewelry. And seriously sister I never imagined you would look Soo beautiful on them. Omg mom we have to buy some makeup products too." Eun hye screams all of a sudden in excitement. Suddenly she jumps off from the bed and runs towards me. Grabbing my shoulders she says with her big wide eyes, "YOU.SHOULD.PUT.SOME.MAKE.UPPPP. you'll look more pretty... though you're already pretty." I was really shocked by her action. Like this few more minutes pass. Then all of them went to bed and rest. It was really a tiring day for them anyway.

I was in our bedroom and was done showering. I was wiping my hair and step out of the shower room when I saw taehyung taking out some of his clothes from the wardrobe. I smile and stop wiping my hair, "you must be tired I'll go and warm so water for you." I was about to enter but Taehyung's words stop me. "No need. Just stay away from me."

Taehyung walk pass me and was about to enter the shower room. I stood on the spot and didn't say anything. I awkwardly smile and turn around, "Then I'll prepare the bed for you." I was about to walk towards the bed when suddenly I was pulled back harshly and felt a slight pain on my back.

Taehyung grabs my shoulders with his big palm tightly making me hiss in pain. I look up at him only to meet red and darker eyes staring at me as if it is about to burn me right now. My body suddenly shivers in fear as I stare at taehyung.

"Hey...who the fuck do you think you are, huh? Didn't I tell you before to stay away from me? Didn't I said don't get so happy just because I'm compromising because of my family, huh?" Taehyung grips on my shoulders more. I tried not to tear up in front of him. I struggle to get rid of him but couldn't, my legs were shivering in fear. "You disgust me so much Kim Y/n." I stop straggling and let my tears fell as I stare at him blankly. "You disgust me so much. I just don't understand why my family is crazy about you, even my friends keep on babbling about you every time I meet them. What the fuck are you huh? Got nothing but bad luck. Did you ever consider your father's feeling how he felt when his wife died, did you ever thought how he felt when you are around him? And people keep throwing trash on him...how disgusting can you be? Now my father gave me a burden like you to handle. Like I care...I really wish you disappear asap." The more he says the more my heartaches.

All his words were attaching me like the thick needles. Can't he just stop? Why does he have to bring my father into this? I clearly know my father never felt disgusted with me. He was always so happy that even my mother died at least she gifted him with me and now sleeping peacefully. Why my heart hurts thinking about the things he is forcing me to think?

Forcing on his grip more he continues, "you know I felt like vomiting that day when I kissed you. Damnit!! Why do I have to get stuck with you like this? You are nothing but a bad omen for everyone. Just wait till everyone notices it." He pushes me hard making my thoughts go blank with his words. He sneers at me and was about to leave but suddenly he stops and looks at me, "What's more....you want to prepare my bed?" He asks as he comes close to me. Leaning toward my face he says in a low but deep voice, "hey...tell me honestly how many guy's beds have you climb up?" His hot breath touches my forehead.

I immediately look at him in widen eyes. I suddenly felt a pang on my heart as I lost my balance. I lost all my words to speak, how could he? "Tch..what are you so shocked about? Ofc IK IK you are going to show an innocent face now...but I also know that you are not only a bad omen but also a h*e." With that, he left me there stunned and went to take a shower.

Finally, I kneel down and sit on my knees. I couldn't feel anything only Taehyung's words were spinning around my head. "H-how cou-could he--" words got stuck in my throat. I couldn't think straight anymore. I let my tears fell as much as they want.

I slowly get up and prepare the bed for taehyung. After that, I left the room and ran out of the house to the backyard and run far from the house so that no one can see me. Once I reach far away from them I sit on the ground and hide my face in my knees and cry my heart out.

My head hurts, I can't feel my heart now. Why he has to be so harsh towards me? Did I do something wrong to deserve such a thing? Will I ever achieve happiness for once? I also want to be happy like others and I know I deserve them. But why?

And like this, that night passes this way without my realization, and like this my tears that day didn't stop shedding.

2 years later~

I was reading a romantic sad book that causes me to daze. I close the book a look outside the window of the library. I take a deep breath. "It's been 2 years...but still no miracle happened!!" Sighing I get up and place the book on the table and went back to the kitchen to help Mrs. Ann.

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Hiii how are y'all? Hope you are enjoying this book so far. Okay, so I've edited the first chapter where I forgot to mention "2 years ago" but now it's okay. The main plot will start after 2 years sooo....yeah.

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To Be Continued