What hurts is that we never really said goodbye

Taehyung POV:

"And you are saying me that she didn't let you spend time or just have lunch with your daughters?" I nod as I chew my bottom lips. I put my hands on my mouth feeling so frustrated by Remembering what happened today. And the person who was sitting on my bed asking me questions is none other than, Park Jimin.

"So what are you planning on doing now?" Jimin asks as he lies on my bed. "Idk...we are leaving tomorrow and....oh God!! Can't she just for at least... just let me spend time with my own flesh's. What in the world I'm asking anyway?" I sit down on the couch finally as I lean on it and shut my eyes. "You are indirectly asking her to give you a chance maybe, and that's what she doesn't want to give you." Jimin said digging his hands behind his head and looking up at the ceiling. "Give me what?" "Chance. A second chance."

I abruptly stand up and look down at Jimin. "Well.... your point is?" Jimin sighs and seats up on my bed. He ruffles his hair and looks at me, he looks exhausted. Course cause he was busy with his daughter and visiting all the possible places they can visit and enjoy their own family time. And then there's me running behind my ex-wife and unexpected daughters and then failed to convince my daughter's mother to let me spend time with them and then running back to hotel, dragging my best friend out from his room when he just came back and making him sit and listen to my story....oh my god so many things happened in one day.

"Buddy--you can't just simply understand what that woman had went through. It's impossible for her to let your daughters spend time with you. Because it wasn't her who asked for the divorce but you. Of course she'll think that you are trying to take her daughter's away from her or maybe she is just trying to get Revenge on you for what you did to her." He rubs his face and looks at me again. "And yes we are leaving tomorrow but you are coming back after a week now. Your company and her company agreed on a contract which is for a whole 2 months. 2 weeks later there's a show and Jungkook and I are going to attend as well. You got 2 weeks in your hand to live here and find a good opportunity to ask for forgiveness and close this matter. It's....it's just not as simple as you think it is. She is a mother now and children can live without their father but can't without mother."

I thought for few moments about what Jimin said. He is right, I'm coming back after a week later. I need to go back to settle down some of my works so that I can give my full foucs on the next fashion show and also on Y/n and my daughters. I need be prepared before I take the next step and be careful with my every actions.

I nod my head, "hmm!! Yeah I guess I'll just clear my head and think of a way to convince her." "Yeah right! Sorry bro I can't stay up anymore....I want to sleep." I nod and motion him to go away and sleep. I hear the room of my door open but than I remember something and make him halt. "what now?" He groans.

"We have a meeting with this Japanese company tomorrow... before we leave. I can at least talk to her tomorrow. Will I get some time? I mean I just want to see my daughters and her face before leaving. You know.... right?" I face him, hoping he won't get angry. He nods, "yeah sure. See you in the morning." I clasp my hands together and nod grinning. "Sure..."

I spin around with the same grin as I recall the happy moments I spent with my beautiful and adorable daughters. "They are really beautiful. They got her face and attitude. Cute and sweet just like they're mother. Let's see what happens tomorrow." And then I sit down on the couch again and grab the wine bottle which was kept on the coffee table. I pour some wine on the round glass and picking it up I recall the kiss.... about our kiss.

I smile unknowingly as I sip on my wine. "Her lips tastes the same." I finish the wine in one gulp as I pour more. But then I again remember about the kiss and touch my lips with my thumb. "They are soft and warm."

I grab the wine glass and move it round as I smirk, "Argh!! I want to kiss her again." Her hands are small, her waist are also small. Wait--does she even eats?

But then again she's a model so she gotta have thin waist and body. But that doesn't mean she can't keep her body healthy. She doesn't take good care of herself I assume. Think about all I stare out the window and gaze up at the beautiful dark sky. "Beautiful....like them." I smile and keep drinking the wine until the bottle is empty.

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Your POV:

I can't believe he showed up just like this and took my babies with him in the restaurant. And then he kissed me in the office. How... just how dare he? What the hell is wrong with him? What does he want from me? Babies? Of course I'm not letting him snatched them away. But...why did he kissed me? What kind of hint is he trying to give me? Second chance? No way... I can't. Idk how but I'm not ready to face him properly yet and this second chance...I can't think straight now.

I was sitting on my bed with a book on my hand 'Me before you' by JoJo Moyes. There's a movie of its and I saw the movie and I've read this book for about 4 times already and this is my 5th time. The book is my favorite and has a lot of things people should know or understand. As like rollar coaster of so many emotions and feelings.

But I can't concentrate on it. Every time I try to foucs I start to think about today. How messed up was the whole day!! First I suddenly get to know that our new project and show client is none other than my ex-husband and his friends. Then I get to know that he especially wants me to be the main model of his show and I can't disagree because my manager and boss agreed already. Then he tells me that he wants to test me but actually he doesn't instead of testing me he forcefully kissed me and challenges me.

Then before I recover from this sudden incident I get to know that my babies aren't at the kindergarten and a stranger took them. Then I get to know that it was no one but my ex-husband again and their father. I mean why? Just why so many things I'd happening at once and why with me? What did I do to deserve this? Why me?

It was a good decision that I didn't let him force me or my babies to have lunch with him. Otherwise things might have gone out of control for me. My babies doesn't seem to look give a damn about me now that they have found their father. It's a total prove that they'll get snatched away from me by him. And I can't let that happen.

"I'd rather run away from him again and live in Amazon with my babies than going back with him. Or give the custody of my children's to him. Never." I said clenching on the book. But I was snapped out from my thoughts by the sudden ring from my phone.

(So I've replaced Africa with amazon now. It was part of a joke or I just used it but not for worst case scenario....you guys are taking it too seriously thus I'm changing it now please Don't show or tell me that I'm disrespecting amazon too like LOL LOL LOL.)

I put the book down on my side, "who is calling me at this time? It's almost midnight now!!" I take the phone from the nightstand and look at the caller ID. My eyes widen seeing the name popped up on my phone screen. My heartbeat raises as my stomach clenched. The hair of my body stands up. I told you God has been so unfair with me lately. Can't I just live a peaceful life for once? I think I don't have such a luck, I'm still the unluckiest living human being.

The call is from none other than but Kim TaeHyung.........

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