~My mind is still full with you~

Taehyung POV:

I place my jacket on the couch as I plop on it. "Jaeho find out about that woman who interviewed with me. And bring me a cup of milk tea." I told my secretary as I lean on the couch a close my eyes. I'm so tired. I just want to go home and take nap now.

"Yes sir. I'll bring it right away." Jaeho said as he walks away from my cabin.

I started to recall the woman who interviewed me. I seriously wanted to yell at her for thinking that she is dead. How dare she even think's about it and say it in the interview.

I hear a knock on the door. I open my eyes and the door opens revealing Jaeho again. He walks towards me with a cup of tea in his hand. He places the cup on the table in front of me and stands straight. I take the cup and start to sip on it.

"Sir anything else you need?" He asked. I was about to say no but suddenly I remember. I look at him and then down on my cup. "Have you..." I pause and again I look up at him and said, "have you found out anything about her?" My heart was pounding heavily. I just hope he says he found something, at least something a little bit of information.

But he again disappointed me. He shakes his head as a no as he looks down on his feet. I sigh feeling more irritated. "I don't need anything else," I said. I lost the appetite so I put down the cup and walk towards the giant glass window and stand there while putting my both hands inside my pant pocket.

"Sir...if-if you don't mind can I ask you a question?" Jaeho said nervously. I look back at him and stare at him for a while. "It-its okay if you don't want to." He said smiling nervously. I nod my head and turn to look outside the window. It is past afternoon and the sky looks differently Beautiful today.

Jaeho doesn't say anything so I don't wait for him and continue staring outside. "Sir..it's been 7 years. And you have been looking for her for 5 years now and there's still no track of her. Then why are you....?" I listen and I wait for him to finish his words but he doesn't.

I smile and look down at my feet. "Have you ever regretted misunderstanding someone and treating them just the same way outsiders treated?"

I don't hear his response. I laugh wryly and look back at him. "No?" He shakes his head. "Good boy!! You are safe then." I said as I walk towards my desk and take a sit on my chair.

"I just want to know if she's still alive nothing much. You don't have to know anything else just keep looking for her and once you know something tells me immediately." I said as I lean on my chair comfortably and close my eyes to rest for a while.

"Y-yes, sir. Rest assured." Saying that he bow and hurriedly went out from my cabin.

I let out a small breath as I open my eyes slowly and stare at the ceiling.

'7years huh....!!'

"Where are you Kim Y/n?" I said to myself as I recall her face.

Even remembering her face makes my heartache and I don't even know why. What am I feeling? What is this? I sigh and close my eyes again and slowly drift off to my dreamland.

Time skip~~

I give my coat to Albert as I started to loosen up my necktie. I walk inside the living room and saw a familiar figure sitting on the sofa. I sigh as I recognize him.

"What are you doing here?" I ask annoyingly. I walk to the opposite side of the sofa and plop on the black Beckham Chair.

"What? Can't I come here? Am I forbidden to come to your house?"

I furrow my eyebrows together as I said, "Jimin I never said you can't come. I'm just tired today and I'm not in the mood to play cards with you."

I feel so annoyed whenever Jimin shows me his this attitude. As if like I dislike him the most or I just can't bear him.

"I'm not here to play cards with you." He said as he leans on the couch and crossed his legs. I didn't say anything and wait for him to tell me more. "I'm here to tell you that you..are coming with us to Japan next week and that's final." He adds and I groan.

I stand up, "I'm not coming and that's..final." I turn my heels and ready to go. "You might get to know something about your ex-wife there." He says as I stop on my spot. I didn't turn around as I gulp. "I heard her father's sister lives there with her only son." He finishes and I turn to face him.

But Jimin was already standing and was walking towards the main gate, ready to leave. I hurriedly said, "wait--" I walk fast towards him and ask him, "do you mean we'll get to see her there?" Jimin shakes his head, which made me feel more irritated.

"taehyung it's okay if you don't want to come with us. We just wanted you to come with us to this friend's gathering. My daughter wanted you to come with us so much but it seems you aren't interested anyway so let's just--"

"When will you guys go? Text me every detail I'll finish up some of my works so that I don't have to worry." I said as I walk past him and went upstairs to my room. I didn't wait for him to tell me anything more, I'm just too tired and I just want to sleep.

I took a warm shower and wore Something comfortable. I thought of going to my study room and finish some of my works but I don't have the energy to. I grab my phone from the nightstand and saw Jimin texted me everything. I told Jaeho to take care of my tickets and then I put my phone back on the nightstand.

"Master the dinner is ready." Mrs. Ann says as she knocked on my door. "I'm not hungry. I'm going to sleep." I said as I plop on my bed and turn off the lights.

This is the room where she used to live. The master bedroom was supposed to use by both of us but I never appeared to be here.

I just remember the last and the first time I sleep here with her was 7 years ago. I don't remember everything about that night but I do remember it was her.

But the next morning I woke up I didn't saw her by my side. The room was in a mess, even the bed. I had such a bad headache that day...so I didn't really bothered about her whereabouts.

That day I was supposed to go to the court and submit our divorce papers to my lawyer and she was no where to be seen. It wasn't like she was needed for but if she wanted money or anything else then she should have been there, as the marriage rule says.

I return home and hear from Mrs. Ann that her belongings weren't on its place and there was no sign of her. I thought she might have gone to my family so I send Jaeho to see and he informed me that she wasn't there too. In end I didn't look for her anymore. My father was so angry with me, he is still angry with me along with my whole family. But I'm still fine with it as long as she doesn't appear again, and she never appeared.

I was too busy to worry about her. I was already having a heartbroken, Heejin just left me as if I'm nothing to her. If she wanted money and luxury then I was ready to give her everything yet she left me. I was having such a hard time and then this marriage and all just made me feel even more annoyed.

But then one day Mrs. Ann and Albert were cleaning the house and that's when I saw a diary and few letters. Those belonged to Y/n. I wanted to throw them but unknowingly my eyes land on a photo which belonged to me.

And that's when I learned everything, everything about her and her past and her family and about me.

It was 5 years ago and I suddenly have this regret feeling in me. So I went to my parent's house and asked them about her family. My father refused to talk with me, thus I had to go there every day and have dinner with them.

Finally, my dad talked to me. About everything he knew. About her and her mother. About how she was treated and how I believed in all those rumors.

Now I'm looking for, to say sorry, to atone for my sin for my mistakes but she's nowhere to be found.

Every day I think about her, every time Mrs. Ann talks about her made feel so pity for myself that I didn't realize that she was becoming something to me. And I'm determined to find her at any cost.

And I will find her soon, I hope sooner.

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Hilooo!! How are y'all? Hopefully good!! I'm soooo sorry for the late update. I'm finished with "My Revenge Wife" and from today on gonna focus on this and all other books. Thanks for your patience.

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To Be Continued