I asked how
and why

he brushed my questions off
it still fed my worry

I finally took action
and called Jeongguk

he too was worried
he said he would check up on Hoseok

with a phone call

I trusted him
and he did as he said

saying that Hoseok was acting strange
the one thing I remember however

is that he said
"say to Camellia that I love her
that I'm sorry"

apparently the line
just cut off

that Jeongguk couldn't get through to him
he felt defeated

as did I

I just wish I took action earlier
that I was actually there

maybe if I had figured out sooner
maybe I could've persuaded Hoseok

to not walk in front of that truck.

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