he said he loves me
he said for me to carry on life as normal

to be happy
like he was

I am trying
I swear I'm trying

but did it really have to be like this?

did you have to die?
couldn't you have told me?

you had me all figured out
why couldn't I figured you out?

how pathetic I am
I'm only booksmart I guess

Jeongguk hasn't been in touch with me
I understand

I'll see him soon
hopefully

I regret
not learning about how you were

deep inside

we're both broken
we were both healing

I think you just concealed it more
and found strength in giving others happiness

I was too late
because the happiness you were receiving

didn't become enough.

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