5 years

- Y/N to dinner! -said an adult woman with a tone that showed joy and happiness.

- I'm coming mom! It's just that he was playing with Takemichi. -I said when I arrived and started eating with my brother Takemichi.

- Dad, come! -said my little brother called my father who came smiling to the table to eat, leaving the family together. What no one knew is that this would not last long.

14 years

- GIRL COME HERE! my mother shouted from the kitchen angrily while I still didn't leave my room where I was lying on the bed listening to music with headphones.

Dad had abandoned us with the excuse of going shopping 6 years ago... I hold a grudge against him, but I don't show it, Takemichi only suffered from our mother's condition which was getting worse and why lie... I didn't help... 

- USELESS GIRL GOES DOWN FOR DINNER! -yes, that's how my mother treated me... She thought it was my fault that dad left and Takemichi was her favorite so she didn't care.

-Y/N please come down... Mom is going to get worse. -Takemichi tried to fix things, but it didn't work...

-TAKE DON'T YOU SEE THAT IT'S A USELESS? Forget like I did -said my "stepbrother" Yuki who was 4 years older than me and dedicated himself to making my life impossible.

After 5 minutes of yelling at me, there was only silence... I assumed they had gone to dinner without me, which I appreciated.

I got up from my bed and took off the shirt I was wearing as I went to a shelf above my desk, I grabbed a red box that I had hidden behind some sleeves and I stood in front of a full length mirror staring blankly at myself. some on my face.

-I don't like it... -I thought and I left the box on the desk to open it and take out a blade, then I returned to my starting position starting to cut my forearm a little, watching the blood come out little by little along with the other scars that in a past were just like this one.

As the hours passed, my family had gone out to eat, I already had more than 5 cuts dripping blood and staining the floor, I was going to continue until I reached 10 but I was interrupted by a call from my boyfriend...

-Hello... -I said waiting for him to tell me something, but the only thing I heard was my stepbrother laughing... He had gone to a party, but he didn't understand why he had Taka-chan's phone... I was going to hang up because I was just laughing until I heard him say something coherent.

-Girl, don't hang up -she laughs -I want you to know what I'm seeing right now.... Didn't you have something with the owner of this phone? -Yuki knew about my relationship because one day he spied on me while I was talking to him and he found out- look, look, I'll send you a picture through chat -he continues laughing.

Having said that, he hung up on me and ready to continue with what he was doing, ignore the notification sounds... I was in the middle of a cut when curiosity got the better of me and I saw one of the many images that my brother had sent me. From the surprise, anger, disappointment that it gave me when I saw that image, I made the cut deeper and longer...

I furiously threw the cell phone on the ground breaking the screen, but it kept ringing in my head while it was accompanied by the laughter of my stepbrother... I kept the blade and hid the box while blood continued to fall from my arm without stopping, I put on a t-shirt white being stained with blood instantly and I left my house, not caring how it was staining the floor and much less the big puddle in my room...

I was walking through the streets, without a cell phone, there was no one with whom there was silence, you could only hear the blood dripping from my arm, I was going aimlessly, I didn't want to go anywhere and little by little I was losing my vision. I was breathing hard because no matter how much silence there was, my mind kept tormenting me with Yuki's laughter, the addition to cutting me, the screams of my angry mother blaming me, Takemichi giving up and the image of Mitsuya fucking Dai, my best friend...

Then I reached a bridge where screams were heard and bones breaking, I fell to the ground bleeding to death smiling thinking that after that there would be no more suffering and I could be free, but just before I closed my eyes I saw two quite curious boys appear full of blood.

Narrates Ran Haitani

We were giving some of Izana's traitors what they deserved when we heard, my brother and I, blood dripping and feet dragging... My brother didn't seem to care as he was more focused on breaking bones.

-Rin Rin is over... I'm curious to know what that noise is... It makes me curious... It seems to be blood, but I think it's that of the useless - I said looking at our victims - maybe it's an agent police or what do I know.

My brother looked at me with an irritated face and immediately finished to go to the other side of the bridge... My surprise was to see a girl collapsing on the ground staining it with more and more blood.

- What the fuck? -said my brother observing that just where he came from there was a path of blood stains.

He can't help but feel more curious and I approached as if nothing was scolded by my brother while he followed me.

-Ran leave her, it could be a trap and she doesn't know her

He did not continue speaking when he saw that the girl turned around revealing the entire sleeve of one stained arm

- But what the hell?!

I carried the girl in my arms and watched my brother

-What is the nearest hospital? -I said in the most serious tone that I had never used, but he, surprised, didn't answer - quickly, you have deep cuts that are marked on the clothes, they are bleeding -I said, then he acted.

Narrate Y/N

After 4 months

I had miraculously survived that day... My family didn't look for me despite what they would have found at home... According to the doctors, some boys brought me and then left.

When I was discharged and returned home, I did not expect anything of what happened... My brother when he saw me began to cry with emotion and came to hug me, unlike my stepbrother who warned my mother that he was here happily. .. She came running to where I was and separated me from Takemichi to slap me, he tried to stop this, but I can't and my mother started hitting me until I fell to the ground while insulting me.

- DAMN BITCH! YOU LEAVE AND COME BACK IN 4 MONTHS! YOU ARE LIKE YOUR FATHER TO THE TOP YOU LEFT US EVERYTHING UPWARDS!!! GO TO YOUR ROOM! ALREADY!!!! -He told me shouting, while my stepbrother smiled at the image he witnessed.

As soon as I could, I got up taking my things and went into my room, where I found Takemichi. He brought me up to date on what happened at home and I smiled kindly at him listening to him until he suddenly fell silent and caressed my cheeks.

-You look pale... Are you okay? Have you been eating well?

I simply responded as always... Lying even to myself.

Present

It's been 4 years since that incident and things didn't get any better... As soon as I got a job in a bar and could afford rent, I left home leaving my mother who was now shuffling on my feet begging for forgiveness and that help her pay my stepbrother's debts... They never told me the origin of the debts and I wasn't willing to pay them so I left the house...

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