*** ⚠️ WARNING!! Mature Content in this chapter if that is not okay with you then do not read please. Sex was not performed but if you are uncomfortable then skip this chapter. ⚠️ ***

3rd Person's POV

Laney moans as her back hits her front door. She tries to pull out her keys from her crossbody but is too into kissing Xander.

The kiss had been surprising good and for some reason she didn't want to stop.

Xander was on cloud nine. Here he was kissing one of the most popular, beautiful girls in school. He knew that there was something between them.

Laney pulls away from the kiss groaning in annoyance as she dumps her purse on the porch. She finds her keys then unlocks the door. Hurrying and throwing her things back in her bag she pulls Xander up the stairs to her room.

She throws her purse across the room then slips her shoes off. Pushing Xander back on her bed, she climbs on top of his body and straddles his waist. Their lips find each other again. Kissing more urgently than before. Laney moans as their tongues fight for dominance. She grips his hair tugging lightly, making him moan and grip and her waist. She starts to grind against him and kiss down his neck. He throws his head back and groans as she starts to suck and kiss one spot on his throat.

He flips them over and her legs wrap around his waist. He gives her neck the same treatment making her hips buckle up towards his.

"Alex..."

Xander groans as his name leaves her lips. She holds his head and pulls him down to her. Their lips quickly move together as their breathe quickens. Laney unbuttons Xander's shirt and runs her hands down his stomach. Xander shivers as her warm hands pass over him.

Things start to heat up even more as Laney wiggles out of her jumpsuit. She throws it on the ground and turns back to Xander who is looking at her body like it's a temple.

"Oh my... woman..."

Laney giggles and wraps her arms around his neck. She bites his lip softly making him moan. Kissing fiercely Xander starts to grind harder against Laney. Laney moans continually as his member grows and bumps against her.

Suddenly, Xander stops and groans in annoyance. Laney looks up at him in question.

"You okay? What happened?"

"Uhhh nothing. I gotta go." Xander goes to move away but Laney grabs his arm and stops him.

They both sit up, Laney sits on her knees looking at him in confusion.

"Why?"

"Nothing." He snaps making her tilt her head.

"Xander."

Xander looks at her knowing she's serious. He sighs as his cheeks redden.

"I uh- m-might have possibly..."

Xander stutters as Laney looks up and down his body. She smiles sheepishly as she looks down at his now stained pants.

"You ca-" She bites her lip smiling.

"Uh I knew you would make fun of me. I'm leaving."

She holds his arm stopping him from leaving.

"It's okay Alex!"

"No it's not. It's embarrassing..."

"No it's not. It's fine."

Xander goes to move off the bed but Laney pushes him down and sits on top of his waist with her arms on his chest, elbows by his waist. 

"Alex. It's okay. I promise you... it's fine."

Xander looks up into Laney's eyes and sees them gleaming. He can't remember the last time she looked actually happy.

"Lane..."

"Alexander Harris. Listen to me... it's okay. I promise. It happens. Literally it happens to every guy at least once in their life. Swear."

"Now you're just telling a fib..."

Laney giggles and lays her head on his chest. After a second, she looks up and kisses his chin.

"I'll let you in on a little secret... Cheryl told me that when Blayne came over that he got really excited too early and they didn't have sex. He just tells everyone they did."

Xander looks at her in shock, "You're lying..."

"Would I lie?"

Xander laughs and lays his head back looking at the ceiling.

"Well I definitely feel better now knowing that."

Laney nods and pecks his lips.

"It's okay anyways because I wasn't going to have sex with you."

Xander quickly sits up making Laney bump her head on his chest.

"Ow."

"Wait you were leading me on?"

"No. I do actually enjoy kissing you. More than I thought I would. Never would I think that I would be here in my bedroom with you."

"Alright go on..." Xander grimaces making Laney smiles sheepishly.

"Sorry. I just meant I'm not going to have sex with you not because I don't want to. But because we don't need to. I want you to have your first time with someone you actually care about-"

"Lane I care about you." Xander pushes a strand of hair out her face and behind her ear.

"I know Alex. But I want you to have your first time with someone that you truly like. Someone you have real, true, deep feelings for."

Xander frowns then nods, "Alright."

"Okay now let me go find you some clothes."

Laney leaps off of Xander's lap and throws on his shirt. As soon as she takes a step out her room, she sees Willow come up the stairs. Willow freezes and looks her up and down.

"Willow! It's not what it looks like."

Willow just shakes her head and goes into her room. Laney sighs looking at Willow's closed door. She continues on down the hallway to the guest room and opens the closet. She finds a box of her dads old clothes. She takes a deep breath as she tears open the box.

Xander walks around Laney's room smiling at her pictures around the room. All of them were pictures of her, Willow, Xander, and Jesse. Some were her and her dad. He holds up a book and notices it's a diary.

"You snooping through my things Harris?"

Xander clumsily drops the diary on the desk and jumps.

"What? Oh uh no! I was just looking at things... no snooping. I don't snoop."

Laney smiles as she closes the door, "I'm kidding. It's fine. Nothing juicy in that diary anyways."

Xander licks his lips as he watches Laney walk over in his shirt. He shakes his head then takes the clothes as she holds them out in front of her.

Doing a double take, he looks at the clothes in awe, "Wait a second, these are your dads..."

Laney nods with a far away look, "Yeah I figured I needed to stop hiding my feelings. I need to cope with what's happened and live on."

"That's true."

They both nod and smile. Laney goes to her dresser and finds shorts to put on as Xander changes his clothes. Once she has on her shorts she turns around and instantly bumps into Xander's chest. She looks up at him and smirks.

He leans down and kisses her one last time. She kisses back and then they pull away but stay where they foreheads touch.

"Okay Alex... what do you want to do now? I'm kinda hungry, you?"

"I could eat."

Later that night, the two sit on the couch downstairs watching a movie while eating grilled cheese. They invited Willow down but she didn't answer.

Xander looks over at Laney in question as if he was trying to figure her out.

"What?" Laney asks as her cheeks tinge pink from his staring.

"You come off as a girl who's lost her virginity... if it's true did you care for the person?"

Laney looks at him then at her grilled cheese. She sighs then throws her sandwich on the table.

"Yeah I slept with my ex boyfriend... Daryl. I thought I loved him... well I thought he loved me. But it seemed like he wanted my best friend more than his girlfriend. So he cheated on me with Cordy. I eventually forgave her because I wanted stupid popularity but it really hurt at the time. I regret giving my virginity away to him for sure. But I don't regret it happening... because I grew from it. Maybe not into a perfect person but I'm still learning."

"You seem fine to me."

Laney smiles and quickly wipes a tear that falls down her cheek, "Thanks."

She laughs and picks up her sandwich eating it again. Willow who had been sitting on the stairs watches the two friends wondering what the future would hold.