"Guys! This is so not cool to just dissapear like that and not to inform me!"

Steven yelled to the group of four; Garnet, Amethyst, Pearl and you.

You flinched at the sudden raised of voice and slowly your body shook in fear, tears welling up in both of your eyes as your hands were tightly interwined with each other.

"You know that I've been worry sick? What if something happens to her and I wasn't there?" Steven continued to yell, making you flinched once again.

Amethyst rolled her eyes while folding her arms on her chest, wasn't really care about what Steven had blabbered and yelled in front of her.

"Oh come on Steven! We are the Crystal Gem, we know how to live ourselves! You are not our boss, Steven!" Amethyst barked.

Steven felt himself burning flames inside of him, anger slowly took over his body, making him blabber unimportant things.

"And that doesn't mean that I shouldn't know where you're going! It is important to inform everyone about this! For example, what if Pearl went to a mission alone and got hurt but didn't tell anyone where she goes, that would be a troublesome!" Steven barked back.

Pearl's face from worried turned to anger, her arms were fold onto each other and in front of her chest.

"Hey! I am capable on handling myself, in a dangerous mission in fact!" Pearl argued.

Steven had his hands ran into his curly hair in frustration, grunt and groaned loudly in annoyed, why did he have to live with women again?

For a few good moments, the Crystal Gems were argued about to tell Steven wherever they go and that they could take care of theirselves, even Garnet got into the fight but was spoke softly.

Steven had it enough and yelled in frustration, making every voices stopped in instant.

Steven was mad at this point, very rare to find him like he is now.

He then turned and face you, which you flinched by the death glare that he gave to you, your body's shaking badly.

"And you!" Steven began, pointed towards you.

You felt your heartbeat fastened in fear as your eyes were trying to hold back the tears that are welling and burnt your eyes.

Steven made his way towards you, pushing your shoulder, making your steps were took backwards to balance yourself.

Steven's face was crunched and his eyebrows were tightly met.

The facial expression feared you, it is terrifying, it reminded so much of your birth dad, making every memories with your dad float back to your brain.

"Don't you know how to put a note at least before you go somewhere? Even babies could figure it out!" Steven yelled at you.

You panned, never once he had yelled at you and look where you are now.

Tears swelling downwards of your face and blurred Steven's face from your vision.

"Oh come on! You always cry like a baby! Even baby doesn't cry as much as you!" Steven pushed your body to the ground.

The floor had a rock that was sharp, as to process you fell, your palm accidentally scratched by the rock and made it bleed.

You held your hand close to you, bloods were pouring out onto your favourite and cherished T-Shirt.

Tears dropped down to your cheeks then chin, roughly and fastly.

The pain in your hand was ignored, what matters was the pain in your heart.

The words that escaped from his mouth hurts you, reminded of how your dad treated you when you haven't met the Crystal Gems and Steven.

"No wonder your father doesn't want you, you always such a troublesome!"

And that's a final straw.

You immediately ran out of the place, ran as far as you could from them.

You couldn't contained the sadness and pain in your heart anymore.

You really thought he cares about you, but the truth had came out of from his own mouth.

He doesn't want you in the first place, why stay?

Garnet who was in anger, grabbed Steven by the shoulder and faced him.

"Steven!" Garnet scolded.

Slowly, Steven's face relaxed and turned to fear.

Why did he even did that to you?

"Shoot!" Steven yelled and gripped a lot amount of his hair.

He immediately apologised to them and just told them he was worried about you and all.

Then he ran out of the place and searched out for you.

His breathing quickly fastened as sweats followed after.

His eyes roamed around the place, making his heart tightened when he doesn't found you anywhere.

"(Y/N)! Where are you?" he yelled out.

But doesn't get any response from you.

Maybe he had broke your heart, maybe worse.

Why would he even let out his anger on you?

You just wanted to practice with the others, nothing more, you just wanted to be good like Connie and the others, just good attention.

But now he had raised his voice at you, you would probably hated him and even worse, you wouldn't even to speak a word to him and just ignore his existence from his mind.

That's one of the reasons why he should find you and apologised.

The heard of crying was heard not too far from his place right there, so immediately he ran to the source of the sound and his eyes went watery.

He found your blood trace and followed it.

It led him to the warp pad, he found you on it, your head hung down which you poured all of your sad emotion there, your palm with losing all out of the blood.

"(Y/N)!" he yelled in relief, released one or two tears down his cheeks.

You fliched at the call and quickly backed up away from him.

The sight was horrifying, your eyes were red as your lips were quavering;  your face went pale and your hair waa such a mess.

"I-I'm s-s-sorry! I won't d-do it again! I p-p-promise!" you apologised, covering your face with your good hand.

Steven felt his heart tightened even more at the sight of you, he couldn't believe he just broke the happy girl he loved.

But now, the girl yesterday turned horribly scared of him, maybe like his father too.

"(Y)-(Y/N)... I am so sorry. I didn't... I wasn't..." he was lost.

He doesn't know how to handle this part.

Never once in his life he had made someone cried as bad as yours, never.

And he broke the record.

Look at you, it proves every mystery that needed to be solved.

"(Y/N)..." Steven called, he took a step towards you.

You crawled back slightly, scared to be near him.

"I-I'm s-sorry if I c-causes you a lot of t-trouble... I-I'll leave, I promise! J-just don't hurt m-me..." you whimpered.

Steven cried at the time, he had never wanted you to leave, he wanted you to stay with him longer, forever even.

He never wanted you to suffer because of the phobia you had, he just wanted to help and heal you.

He loved your smiles, not cries.

He just loved everything good about you, he doesn't care if it's bad too.

He actually cared about you, but it seem the opposite to you, you even scared to get near him, not even looking at him in the eyes.

𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝒽ℯ 𝒹ℴ𝓃ℯ?

I literally felt sad to write this chapter. Please enjoy.

And thanks for 1k+, I never actually thought I would get this much of readers.

Well, it might take a while before the movie started. You know, jist wanted to get into the mood.

Again, thanks for reading this!