30: Avoiding
A week later
"Good night mom!" I yelled loud enough for her to hear.
"Goodnight sweetie" She yelled back. I went back to my room, locking it. I went to the window, that was near my bed and opened it.
Jennie was climbing up the ladder, with a big cover in her hands. I helped her to come inside my room.
"Did you get them?" I asked.
"Yes, everything on the list" She said, dumping everything inside the cover onto the bed. Two tubs of chocolate ice cream, cookies, candies, popcorns and some pastries. Oh yes I'm gonna eat all that tonight since I'm craving for them a lot.
"You are the best!" I said while hugging her.
"Okay okay!" She said as she pushed me back lightly.
"How's the mini doing?" She cooed as she bent down.
"I don't know exactly" I told her.
"Anyways, did you tell Yoongi about your pregnancy?" She asked.
"No" I said while looking away and took one of choclates.
"Eunji, you should tell him. He's the father and he has the right to know" she said.
"But we broke up! So how could I tell him and he's getting engaged with some other bish who might be prettier and smarter than me" I said with tears sprouting out of my eyes. Gosh, these stupid hormones...
"Hey don't cry! It's not good for the baby" Jennie panicked, not knowing what to do. She just hugged me to calm me down and it somehow worked.
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"Okay, I'm gonna go back or else my parents are gonna be worried and think that I was kidnapped or something" She said while going out of the window and climbed down to the ground safely.
"Bye Jennie!" I waved at her.
"Bye Eunji! See ya tomorrow at school" She said and walked out of the lawn. I locked the window and was about to pull the curtains, but stopped when I saw him staring right back at me.
Unable to look at him for more time, I pulled the curtains close and sat on the bed.
I turned on my laptop, clicking on Netflix. I played a sad movie and watching it. I opened the tub of ice cream, taking a big bite of it to numb my broken heart.
No matter what distraction I use to forget Yoongi, my mind always go back to him. His gummy smile when he looks at me, his kisses which makes my heart flutter, his cuddles which brings me warmth, his big hands which is always interlaced with mine whenever we're together.
Why does it hurts so much than before?! My heart feels like it's tearing into halves.
Dropping the ice cream tub onto the bed, tears formed in my eyes and quietly started to cray. Laying on the bed in a fetal position, I hugged my cat plushie, which still has his scent. I miss him so much...
I cried myself to sleep.
It was already morning and I had no choice but to wake up to get ready for school. As soon I sat up, I felt nauseous. I covered my mouth, dashing off to my bathroom. I puked out everything what I ate yesterday into the toilet.
Once I felt better, I flushed the toilet and got up. I brushed my teeth and I went for a short shower. I wore my school uniform and applied some makeup to make my face look fresh instead a zombie face.
I made my bed, kept the remaining snacks inside my closet and I took my school bag before leaving my room.
"Good morning sweetie! You're up early today" My mom said, being cheerful.
"Morning" I mumbled, sitting on the chair waiting for my breakfast.
"Here" She said keeping a plate of some toast with jam spread on top of it with orange juice on the side. I took a bite of it and started to chew.
"Eunji, you should come back early because we have dinner with the Min family in the evening" she said, making me pause.
I don't want to see him but then again I want to...
"Eunji?" My mom said waving her hand in front of my face, making me snap back into reality.
"Sure mom" I said nibbling onto the toast.ย
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"Hey what's up with you and Yoongi?" Jimin, who had covered himself with a hoodie, asked me with concern all over his face.
"We broke up" I said, closing my locker.
"Wh-" I covered his loud mouth.
"Is that why Yoongi is sad all the time?" He asked me. He what?
"He i-" The loud screams interrupted me.
It's the usual crowd again, the boys in middle of them. I noticed Yoongi was covering his face with his hoodie.
He looked up making a contact with me. I saw Yoongi's face, he looked gloomy, his eyes were red and swollen. Did he cried?
"I will talk to you later" Jimin said, before joining the guys.
Yoongi was still staring at me, so I left the hallway and went up to the terrace since I didn't want to attend classes. I sat somewhere on the terrace, keeping my earphones in my ear and played my favourite playlist. I closed my eyes, listening to the lyrics and the beats.
I'm craving for some burgers...
"Eunji!" I heard my best friend's voice.
I opened my eyes to see Jennie sitting beside me.
"Here you go!" She said dropping a bag on my lap. I opened it to see some burgers.
"How did you know that I wanted to eat this?" I asked her, unwrapping it and eating it.
"Just a lucky guess" She said while taking one of the burgers.
"My mom said that we're having a dinner with Yoongi's family today" I told, making her choke.
"What?! Why?" She asked.
"I don't know...maybe they're gonna announce his engagement to us since we're close" I said, looking down.
"I got an idea!" She exclaimed. By seeing her facial expression, I don't think it's a good idea. Pray for me.
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