꧁Earlier꧂

"Do you find yourself running away from fights?"

"When is the last time you actually talked about your problems?"

"Why do you ignore people when your mad?"

"Do you think you get mad easily?"

"Do you listen to your head or your heart?"

Questions, so many dumb questions

I don't need to answer them, there's no point

Please shut up

You were relived you had school tomorrow, this meant you wouldn't have to wait for Izuku to come home, and your anger management classes would be cut shorter.

"Do you feel..powerless when you can't do anything?" That question felt like a needle, you didn't answer it but the sudden change in your face already gave him his answer.

"Seems like I hit a nerve, we'll leave it to rest for now I have something." You sat up from your laying position and laid back. "Everytime you get mad, or think your losing control I want you to count to ten, and take a step back from the situation. Try it."

In the past five days he's never heard single word from you, but he's gotten to tell your emotions by your facial expressions and body language. "Don't hit no body!" He yelled as you left the room.

꧁Now꧂

Not only have you not seen denki for a while, but he hasn't texted you either. You thought it was because after your outburst and getting suspended that he thought you were below him now.

Thinking about that made you think of other things, what if everyone starts looking down on you? Like some child who can't control themself?

You snapped out of those thoughts when izuku tapped you on the shoulder. "Hey, it's gonna be alright." He gave you the smile that put you at ease again.

It was only natural people may of thought of you differently. You didn't think the classes where working, yet you felt some sort of control over yourself now.

The closer you got to class the slower you walked. The faster you're heart beat.

Sure you forgot your crutches at home and were limping but you felt you didn't need them. It felt better with pressure on your foot anyways, still sensitive though.

'Your clearly worried about nothing'

That's what I keep trying to tell myself.

✍︎︎☕︎︎✍︎︎☕︎︎

A sports festival.

Now that's something I can look up to.

Something to distract me.

It sounds fun.

But your going to hurt yourself.

Shut up.

You will, it's not going to be easy.

Shut up.

Speed isn't your way out of everything.

Shut up.

You could try and fail. But you won't win

Shut up please.

You better try hard, train as much as you can

Now your supporting me?

No, don't want you to lose it in the middle of class.

Of course.

Are you positive about this?

Why wouldn't I be?

Your never sure about anything,always end up regretting them.

So?

One day that will lead to your death.

And yours too.

...

"Y/n what do you think?" "Huh?" "The sports festival, are you excited?" "Oh, yeah I am." You forgot you were sitting with Denki and the others at lunch.

Is your leg okay

Of course why wouldn't it be?

You broke it, you can't work with a broken foot.

Yes, I can.

Can you? Your going to fall over before you even start.

I will be fine.

Are you sure? You know I'm part of you.

If you are then why don't you ever get mad? Doesn't this all piss you off?

No.

Why not?

Because I don't care.

Why not even about our brother?

You're brother.

What is that supposed to mean? Your basically an annoying version of me. He is you're brother too.

No, I'm a fragment. Your a real person. Spot the difference.

So you don't care about anyone?

I have no reason to, but that is because I do not feel anything.

Oh.

I never understood why you get angry, or sad. Why do you bottle up everything and take it out on people? Your hurting yourself and people close to you. Is this what all humans do?

No..I don't know why either, it's hard for me to speak about things. Especially to people I've never met.

Why not talk to someone close to you?

What is the point? That makes me feel worthless.

..that makes sense I suppose, why not listen to your uncle?

He doesn't know anything.

See, your stubborn. Why don't you like help?

I don't need help.

"Hey? Are you okay?" Someone put their hand on You're shoulder, all the noise came flooding back in. "Yeah, what were you talking about?" "Class is over." He said, last time you remember you were at lunch. You look at your notebook filled with words. And everyone's gone except the red and white haired guy in front of you.

"Right." You grabbed your notebook and head out the door. 'Is school over all ready? Was I zoned out for that long?'

Yeah

Shut up

You ran through the halls looking for Izuku. Jogged, would be a better choice of words.

'Where is he? I'm getting tired'

Downstairs, down the hall take a right.

I thought I-Never mind, thanks.

It was right, he was there walking down the hall, you eventually caught up with him. "Hey." You said, he was really focused on his phone. "Izuku? Hey?" You nudged him a bit until he finally looked at you. "Oh hey."

"Izuku." "Hm?" "We should train together." "Really?" "Yeah, I mean think about it you can't control your quirk and I have a huge disadvantage right now, I think we'd strengthen each other." He did agree with you except you guys would have to fight each other at some point.

You and Izuku didn't have any where to 'train' since you lived in an apartment. So you went to the woods, which wasn't that far. 

"Are you sure about this? Your already tired." You're breathing was loud and heavy, and you were sweating through your clothes. 'Maybe I should've wore a tank top' "I'm fine! I'm just sweaty." It's only been about an hour. You've never trained with anyone before, all your physical strength came from helping people around the neighborhood and lifting weights.

"Okay..we can stop when you want." He didn't even break a sweat, he waited for you to come for him. "Maybe you should take the defense." He said. "Huh?" "Your always on offense. Try something different."

When you two switched he came at you like a tornado. All because you told him not to go easy, he knows you'll be fine. 

㋛㋛㋛

You and Izuku worked hard for the next two weeks. A lot of sweat, tears was put in to this, when you went to counseling, he would train by himself and when you came back you'd train with him, three days before the festival Izuku suggested you part ways at this time, since it was nearing.

Your foot also healed, not fully but you could walk on it, after almost three weeks of not using your quirk it was weird. But you definitely felt stronger, and it was worth it. The voice in your head no longer bothered you for that time. No longer interrupted your train of thought, but you still felt it there.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚕

You sat alone with your thoughts as you waited for it to start, all in the same room with the others but alone.

Are you there?

I'm always here.

Im scared

Why?

The sports festival.. remember, a lot has happened in the past two weeks.

Yes, it has. Do you think you are stronger?

Physically..yes...emotionally I don't know.

Well Izuku is always there.

I know but I don't want to say my thoughts out loud

That is understandable. Let's make a deal.

What is it?

If you start to feel unstable, let me take over.

Won't they notice?

Maybe, but that is not what matters. You want to win right?

Yeah..

Then let me. It will be okay. I promise.

...
Okay. Deal.

The noise started to flood back in as you sat up straight again. You closed your eyes and took deep inhales and exhales. It was interrupted when some came in and busted the door down and broke it.
They locked they're eyes on you.

Who is this

She looks

So

Familiar...

THE SPORTS FESTIVAL BEGINS.