Also a disclaimer before this chapter: I have trouble staying in line when it comes to characters. What I mean is that if hawks parts or speech seems off, it's because he's only had a few scenes, or maybe I skipped a episode. That being said I'm trying my best to keep his personality. Like a actor trying stay in their role.

'Holding onto anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent to throw it at someone else, your the one who gets burned.'

Although you never knew who said it, ever since you heard it, it changed your entire perspective. It was easier said than done, you had no real reason to be angry. That also being the reason you stopped caring about it, and Mizuki.

The week went by fast, you spent it cleaning, cooking, shopping, even debated on going back to your old job. The weekend soon arrived, so now it was Izuku's turn to stay home and be bored while you go out.

You grew a lot during those five months, you couldn't even fit your hero costume anymore. You realized this when you couldn't fit your pjs you used to wear, that were the same size as your hero costume. You called and asked if you could have it sized up, or have a new one made, they told you it was really ripped up and all from the usj incident.

So you had a new one made, you submitted your new design to them. This was earlier in the week, so by the time it was done you had to leave for your internship.

Yeah you were late, but you were still going. After all, he didn't wait five months for nothing.

So you made your way on board the train to Fukuoka, where his agency was.

When you had finally reached your destination you looked at the directions for it, it wasn't that far, still having to walk was a pain.

And the building was big, after you checked in you made your way up to where they told he was, on the 5th floor.

You took sharp inhaled and exhales before you knocked on the door.

'Come on, we can do this.'

You eventually knocked and took a step back.

"Welcome. Glad you could join us today." 'Us?'

As you walked in you saw Mizuki, sitting down.

"What are you doing here?" She asked, seemed much calmer now she was in front of a hero. "I could ask you the same." You sat down in the chair next to hers. "I asked you first!" "Well why didn't you go when everyone else went Mizuki? I just got out of the mental hospital!" "Oh I'm sorry, I was in a coma from when you stabbed me!" "It wasn't me." You said placing your back pack on your lap.

Hawks cleared his throat, "Anyways," He said, he continued to tell you about what you would be doing these next two days, he warned you two not to compete with each other the whole time.

Endeavor warned hawks about taking nominating you both, but he insisted, wanted to aid you down the right path. He found your fight cutthroat and grave. It went beyond just wanting to win. And the aftermath, he didn't know what happened to you two, but assumed something serious when Aizawa told him that it would take a while for you two to recover. Made him a little disappointed when he heard you were thinking about switching schools. And that Mizuki might not have ever wake up.

"They're somethings every one should know, self control." "Everybody knows self control." Mizuki said. "See, some people can't control themselves. Such as the Hosu incident, it happened because of revenge." "Hosu incident?" You asked. "Yes, I heard your brother was involved too." He said taking a sip of his water. "Wait what-" "Moving on, this is why we need..." He continued to lecture you about self control, and other things along that.

Y/n.

Y/n.

Y/n.

Answer me.

Y/n.

Y/-

What?

I have a bad feeling about him.

Who? Hawks?

Yes.

Didn't know you could feel.

I'm sorry I should have used gut feeling

You have guts?

Y/n.

Okay okay, why do you say that?

I don't know, I don't trust him.

Okay, come back to me when you have an answer

It was usually right about things like these, but you decided to ignore it just this once.

Do you seriously trust a stranger more than me?

Yes.

I was right the other times, why do you choose now to not listen?

Because your just worried he's a hero and that he knows about you.

No, that's not what I'm worried about.

Then what is it?

I don't know, I do not like him.

Of course you don't. Just have to hate everything I like.

No it is not that either.

Oh my-then what is it?!

"Y/n are you listening?" "Yeah." "What did I say just now?" "Something about pollution." You were staring at the floor until someone slapped you. "Stop playing around, get out your head!" Mizuki scolded, she left a bruise on your cheek. "We'll be helping around town, and patrolling too, so If I see you spacing out I won't hesitate to hit you harder!" You didn't answer her in response to her threat, and for now ignored it if it tried to talk to you.

You got into your hero costumes and made your way to town, helping people, and small businesses. Mizuki using her quirk to break boxes and carry heavy things. And you used yours to run errands for people.

Maybe she didn't want you to embarrass her in front of Hawks, she's been acting strange ever since the sports festival, less hateful. But she did just get out of a coma so that's to be expected. 

"Daddy can you help me with this question?"  Your little hands held the paper up him as he side glanced at it.
"Heh? Do it yourself I'm busy!" "But daddy mom is at work and-" He had interrupted you by smacking the paper and yelling. "I said I'm busy!"  You had taken the paper and looked down at it as your tears filled the page, he had gotten up from his seat, white powder on his shirt, and bent down to your level, placed his hand on your shoulder. "Hey, go to your room." His touch was something magical, like just one hug from him could make all your sadness and fears go away, and it did. You skipped back to your room you and Izuku had shared.

"I thought I warned you!" You glance at Mizuki with her arms folded scowling at you. "Right." You proceeded to pick up the boxes and transport them inside.

'What was that?'

The man with blurred out face made you wonder about your past too, you didn't remember anything past age nine, it was all gone, like a bunch shards missing from a glass painting.

"Y/n!" You snapped out of your thoughts as you felt the paint splatter everywhere including on you. "I swear to god!" The yellow pain was all over your costume, and the floor. "Sorry let me-" "No, go help granny putting the stuff up!" She waved you off, you pulled your eyes while closing the door behind you.

Are you okay?

Why do you ask?

Because you seem to keep having flashbacks.

Oh. You can see those?

I can see everything.

Okay...but yeah I'm fine, I don't know why either.

You tried to stay focus the rest of the day, trying not to engage, and pushed to the side.

Hawks told you to stay at the hotel right across the street, Mizuki didn't want to share a room with you so she checked out her own, when you got in you immediately sat your stuff down and went to the shower.

'Oh it's a glass shower, kinda glad she got her own room.'

Y/n can we please leave?

No! There's one more day left!

Fine.

After that you went to sleep peacefully. However it was still up wanting to leave, it tried to force itself to take over after many failed attempts it stopped trying, you were too strong now. Although it had enough it still tried, eventually it worked.

'Alright now let's get out of here.'

It grabbed your bags and put on shoes and began to walk out the exit. Making its way down the street. It still felt you in a deep sleep, couldn't use your quirk without permission.

It had a bad feeling about the place, like something evil lingered, it didn't feel safe, in the hotel, around hawks. It's first instinct was to get you and it out of there. It knew a lot more than you, it's been there as long as you but it would always observe it's surroundings, analyze people, it knew when something bad was about to happen, it knew it was right, you knew it was right, so why weren't you listening?

Soon it started running when it heard foot steps behind it. Getting louder and faster, didn't look back, just kept running. Sure you were going to be tired when you got your body back but it was better than being killed.

"Daddy don't touch him! It's not nice!" Your tiny and frail body blocked your brother from being hit again. "You think I care?! Move!" He yelled as you heard your brother start to cry, you felt him scoop you and your brother into his arms hugging you tight. "Go to your room." He said, their it was, his magical touch again that lifted your spirits as he let you go, you and your brother went to your room once again.

As you start to wake up you realize your not in your body anymore instead running.

What the hell!!

When you took your body back you came to a stop, in the middle of nowhere in your pjs. You were extremely tired and out of breath.

Are you serious?! You can't wait two days!!

You scolded but it didn't answer. You start to walk back when you come across a house, like you've seen it before, couldn't pin point from where, but it felt familiar, just being there.

You continued to walk, soon hearing a voice call out to you. "You really didn't like the hotel huh?" It was hawks, he flew down In front of you. "Um, midnight run?" You said playing with your hair.

While you were gone, you definitely gained some more control over it. And the fact that it still managed to force it, alarmed you.

"What were you doing anyway?" He asked as you two walked back home. "I actually don't know...I was sleep then I woke up here.."