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Naruto P.O.V

The next day I woke up feeling, different. Like I was dipped in the iciest of rivers and was now floating into a whole new world. Today was going to mark the beginning of a new, Naruto Uzumaki.

I got up, early went into Kiba's closet, mixed some of his outfits with mine, ate breakfast and waited patiently at the door. He didn't normally wear his tops anyway. So I'm sure he wouldn't notice or mind if I did.

It was nice that it also had his scent lingering off of it. It reminded me of him and made me feel like I was being held by him again. Which was a sad reality as he was being held by someone else.

The loud and expected knocking brought me back from my thoughts and I smirked in delight. As I walked to the door while the knocking continued I purposely opened abruptly cause Kankuro to almost fall in.

"Woah! I know you're sad but..." He pauses as he looked at me in confusion. "You look different."

"What do you mean?" I asked with a small smile.

"I've never seen you wear sleeveless before. It looks very similar to something I'd wear actually..." He chuckled.

"Cut the puppetry! You like it then, huh? I created it myself." I boasted.

"Yeah... it looks great on you." He smiled back. "Um, so I guess you're not upset about last night?"

"Why would I be?"

"Cause Fang's friends basically hate you for breaking his heart...."

"Oh them? It doesn't matter to me." I lied.

"It doesn't?"

"Of course not. Why would I care about they say? I replied sarcastically. "They're not in charge of his big, throbbing dick haha."

"Excuse me?"

"Forget it! Anyway we should definitely head out to another party tonight."

"You wanna go back?"

"Of course. I had fun last night and I think I'd go for another Scare Crow, maybe five." I shrugged.

"Five? I can't even make it passed three."

"Maybe I'm just better at swallowing than you then haha." I teased.

"...You seem different Naruto..." He trailed with a sly smile. One very similar to the one I was giving him. "I think I like it."

"What's there not to like? It's almost winter so let's just say I'm growing a new coat during fall."

"Oh, like Purple is the Fall?"

"More like, orange rules over all." I challenged, staring closely at Kankuro and noticing the bruise on his neck. It appeared to be a hickey, and I had a feeling I know exactly who gave it to him.

I admit Kankuro was a good friend, but he made a mistake last night for putting me in a trap like that. I've never been so uncomfortable in seeing people from my past before like I was when I saw Shikamaru and Choji last night. The person who unfriended them years ago was not who I was last night, and I wanted revenge for him, but not only did I want revenge, but I wanted Fang's attention back on me.

And it just so happens that I could get both those things from the playing puppet master with this little blabber mouth in front of me. I wanna see the look on his face when I swipe Fang from right under his nose, no matter what it takes.

"Wanna get some coffee?" I offered

"It's almost noon."

"So?"

"I thought you lived by certain rules." Kankuro smirked.

"Some rules are meant to be broken. Besides, people change."

"I like the sound of that. Let's get that coffee then." Kankuro agreed as we both headed out of the building and just hung out the whole day.

I came to realize that he was skipping classes, just like me. If this was going to work I would need to gain Kankuro's trust enough for him to confess his deepest secrets to me. I purposely stuck around him the whole day, making him laugh, sharing the least of my personal life with him and doing the bare minimum to get him talk.

We sat outside on the bench and watched the sunset. I was sitting across from him while he sipped his smoothie, obviously I got the same one as his. Even earning the same compliment from the server that made our order. I'd be lying if I said I didn't like this new attention I was receiving, but it wasn't the attention I wanted.

"Hey Kankuro, has anyone ever told you how good you look?" I lied, hoping he'd take the bait.

"Thanks, but I don't swing to bottoms." He replied.

"Haha, not like that. I just think for a guy you look really good, better than any other bottom I know."

"Bro thank you so much! I literally try being a better me everyday, and I'm glad people notice it."

"A better you?"

"Yeah." He replied while looking out into the distance. "Believe it or not, but I can be kind of an asshole. So I try to even it out with my good looks and decent personality."

"Must be tiring." I replied while rolling my eyes.

"Yeah, but I'm glad at least someone appreciates it. Kiba hardly even pays attention to me."

"He does?" I asked, instantly my interests skyrocketed.

"Uh, forget I said that. Kiba actually really adores me. He's just being difficult about it."

"Oh... well he was always difficult since I met him."

"Yeah, did you know he actually repeated the first year of his business course for the third time now?"

"He told me about that, but I didn't get why."

"He actually told you?"

"Yeah..."

"Hm..."

"Did he also tell you it's his final year and if he doesn't pull his shit together then he'll be expelled?"

"WHAT!?" I gasped.

"Yeah, it's his last straw. If he doesn't make an effort this semester he'll be gone next semester."

"What? How long has this been going on?"

"Since he got here, duh."

"What have you been doing about it?"

"What have I been doing? I've been fucking him. He's my boyfriend, not my pet he can do whatever he wants."

"But his family?"

"What about them?"

"The whole reason Fang is in this course is because of his family business."

"Really now?"

"Yeah he dropped out high school and the only way he can redeem himself is by working hard for that degree. Has he even been going to classes?" I asked.

"You tell me. You were his roommate after all."

"But you're his boyfriend!"

"Naruto, cut the puppetry, okay! He's a grown ass man who can make dumb decisions on his own I don't care if he wants to be a rich bad boy with daddy issues. Sometimes you just have to make people live there lives for themselves, some people have to make mistakes to learn from them."

"But you're suppose to want better for the one you love."

"Love? Haha don't make me laugh." He chuckled.

That comment made me want to leap over the table and kick Kankuro in the chest. He didn't care about Fang at all. What kind of boyfriend would be okay with their significant other slowly ruining there lives and not at least try?

He was absolutely despicable. He didn't deserve Fang, he was a good guy with a bad assumption. Kankuro was an all round asshole whose only purpose was to fuck him.

He didn't deserve to be loved by him.

"You're right." I lied while calming myself down and taking a seat. I was beginning to get heated by the conversation and I didn't want to blow the intentions I initially planned.

"Of course I am!" He boasted. "Besides, between you and me Juugo is much more of a stud than he his."

"You have a thing for Juugo, eh?" I smirked while trying my best to remain positive and upbeat as he was about to boast about cheating on Fang directly in my face.

"Maybe... I'm not sure. Kiba is fun to play with, but Juugo is the real monster in bed. He doesn't get all the good spots like Fang, but he has a wider dick if you get what I mean..."

"You say that like I don't have a dick." I replied.

"Haha, Naruto you're so funny." He chuckled.

"Haha, that's me Naruto the Clown." I replied while faking my laughter.

We stayed out a lot later than expected as Kankuro bragged about the size of Juugo's dick while I only half listen. As I've seen Fang's dick before and it was the biggest one I've ever had the pleasure of looking at. So we decided to go to our rooms and get ready and dressed for our party before it got any later.

While on my way upstairs I bumped into Hinata. She averted her eyes as a redness started to spread across her cheeks. I figured I must've injured her during the impact.

"I'm sorry. I didn't see you when I came up." I apologized.

"It's fine. Just look where you're going next time." She replied.

It appeared she was heading out to the party as well. As she was very dressed up. Maybe if I was lucky enough I could talk to her, but how was I supposed to do that when she was literally surrounded by people who now hate me over what I did to Fang.

Regardless of that, I allowed her to pass me and we went our separate ways.

I went to my room and hurried to pick out an outfit. I decided to go for something a bit darker than my more flashy appearance yesterday. If I was going to be like someone who's sneaky, then I should dress like it.

I went to Fang's closet and took out his red tank top, then paired it together with my blue skinny jeans and a pair of black army boots, with black chain I found in Fang's sock draw. I looked in the mirror and it gave a seductive vampire boyfriend vibe. That I found to be quite attractive.

My ass fit comfortably in the jeans, but was just tight enough to show off all the food I've been munching on since I've been here. I sprayed myself with my cologne and a little bit of Fang's then left to go meet Kankuro outside.

To say he was surprised to see my outfit was an understatement. He was absolutely speechless and I was living for it.

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We arrived at the party and all eyes fell on me, but for a different reason. I felt confident about that reason too. Though I kept my eyes peeled out for Hinata cause I was truly hoping to get some feedback on how Kiba was doing.

Seeing him sitting out our dorm last night didn't make me feel too comfortable. Though it was nice seeing him again, but I like him happy.

Immediately I dragged Kankuro over to the bar and ordered us our first glasses of Scare Crow, at first I hesitated, but this time I poured the acid like liquid down my throat and stuck my tongue out to catch some air for my now burning thorax.

"Woah! Never seen anyone down a Scare Crow like that." Juugo announced.

"Well I'm not just anyone." I winked.

"You got that right, and I like who you are, Naruto." He revealed to which I smiled at and ordered another serving. "He's fascinating, and sexy."

"Haha, don't flatter yourself. My boyfriend wouldn't appreciate you saying that." I teased.

"I won't tell Fang if you don't." He whispered while biting his lip seductively at me. Next thing I knew Kankuro jumped into the conversation and stood between, me and the counter and Juugo.

"Juugo! Don't you have drinks to serve." He asked.

"Possibly, but I see someone else I wouldn't mind solely catering too." Juugo replied will staring at me fondly. I sipped my drink to hide the smile, normally I wouldn't even entertain a comment like that, but it reminded me of the pick up lines Fang would use on me.

Though I wondered I'd he used them on Menma as well.

The party carried on and I was actually enjoying myself. I was on my fifth Scare Crow and was leaning against a tree feeling absolutely exhausted. This was the result of me drinking, luckily I had a high tolerance to alcohol, but it always made me sleepy.

Kankuro ditched me to go socialize with other people and most likely fuck Juugo behind a tree or something.

The music playing helped a little bit, but all it mostly did was give me the urge to piss. I didn't see Hinata throughout the three hours I was here, but I now need to go and search for a toilet. So I wondered off into the abandoned building and looked around.

While walking around I asked a few people where the bathroom was and they indeed pointed in the building, one douchebag told me to piss on him instead. But I passed and continued my search. After what felt like days, I found it and entered the room with anticipation.

However, when I looked in front of me I realized I wasn't the only person in the bathroom, and who I was with were the last two people I was hoping to ever see in a space or time like this.

"Well, look who it is again. Dr. Uzumaki..." Shikamaru trailed sarcastically.

"Shikamaru maybe we shouldn't really talk to him..." Choji replied.

"Why should it matter if we're talking to him? It's not like he cares enough to acknowledge us." Shikamaru spat. "Come on Choji."

They walked passed me and were about the leave the bathroom, but I couldn't let them just leave like that.

"If it worth anything I'm happy to see you both. I know you might not feel the same, but you deserve to know." I confessed.

"Deserve to know? How about we deserve to know why our friend from kindergarten just up and left us junior year, huh?" Shikamaru argued. "We came so far and you just decided to dip without giving us a reason. It was like we meant nothing to you."

"That's not true." I replied.

"It is!" Choji agreed. "I'm not one to say much, but that day never leaves my mind. We were supposed to have lunch like we always do, it was Meatball Monday with Barbecued Shrimp and Seasoned Fries, and Diet Coke! You had been ditching us, day in and day out, for your family, and we understood. Then, you just told us that you couldn't hang out with us anymore because we're a bad influence."

"I had too. I had no other choice."

"Bullshit! You say that like someone forced you to do all this."

"Why do you even have to go around it? I'm sure Fang told you the real reason."

"What? You mean Kiba?" Choji asked. "What does he have to do with anything?"

"Don't bother tell us he forced you to unfriend us."

"That's no it! You're his friends, I expected you to know about our fight!"

"Your fight? We know nothing about that." Shikamaru revealed. "Ugh, why are we even talking to you. We should just leave before you say were a bad influence on you for talking in the public bathroom."

"Wait! I did it because of my parents!"

"Aunt Kushina and Uncle Minato?" Choji asked. "Why would they want you to unfriend us?"

"They didn't necessarily say I should unfriend you. They wanted me to get my life together and I wanted to be the child they deserved and drop my old habits and imperfect attributes. I unfriended you both on my own because I knew I could never truly be that person with you two still in my life."

"Hold on... You did this all to pretend to them!?" Shikamaru asked.

"What? No I did this to make them proud!"

"Naruto, out of all of us you were the troublemaker, you were the liar and you were the jokester. We just laughed and accompanied you when you got your ass in trouble with the school. If anything, we should've dropped you!"

"I-" I tried, but was unable to find the right words.

"But you went ahead and got a new best friend. Yet here you are, dressed like a fuck boy and skipping classes."

"How do you know about that?"

"You have a class with Rock Lee. Maybe if you actually went to it you'd remember. You're really good at making your parents proud. I hope they're happy to see the good fucking Fraud that you've grown into." Shikamaru finished. "And I hope Neji is thrilled to have a puppet like you for his best friend now."

Shikamaru stormed out the bathroom angrily causing Choji and I to flinch at his actions. I could feel Choji's pity for me, it was written all over his face.

"Goodbye Naruto, and good luck." He wished before leaving as well.

I looked pursed my lips and looked at my reflection in the foggy mirror. Tears threatened to pour from my eyes as I looked at the man I was, absolutely unrecognizable, but I couldn't stop. For so long I've been pretending to be someone else, that I don't even know who I truly am.

Who was he?

What did he want?

What would he want to do?

How would he fix this?

Questions I had numerous answers too, but which answer was the one from the real me. He felt just as close as my hands touched each other, but was also very distant. I bit my lips as the emotions started to stir inside of me, losing the urge to piss, and running away. Running from the party, the noise, the crowds and going back to my dorm.

A representation of me always running away from the things I never truly understood. Most of which, was my own personality and interests.

Sasuke, My parents, and Fang. I changed because of them and all it cost me was the person that I was truly meant to be. Though Fang like who I was before, but I still changed for him.

How idiotic I am.

I ran upstairs to my floor and squatted to catch my breath while squinting my eyes tightly to cancel the emotions that I've been unknowingly bottling up. My breath hitch as I could hear my heartbeat pound in my eardrums . I thought I was okay, that is until I looked up and saw Fang sitting in front of our room again.

I stumbled over to him and glared at him, but he ignored my presence once more. Only staring blankly at the door as if he was expecting something, or someone.

"Why do you keep coming here!"I yelled at him, but he didn't even flinch.

"You just enjoy watching me crumble without you, huh?"

"Waiting for me to get vulnerable so you just swoop in and take advantage of me, right?"

"WELL you've won! All that hatred you have towards me you can just take it and shove it up your ass because I officially despise you too!" I lied as I slammed the door harshly and slid down against it while tears began to poor form my eyes and the heat and pain in my heart radiate in my whole chest.

"I hate him. I hate him. I hate him." I thought to myself as if I was trying convince myself that it was the truth.

Author P.O.V

Kiba leaned against the door with his back pressed against it and listened to Naruto's sobbing. He hated to hear him suffer like this, but he needed him to understand the error of his way.

He wasn't upset with Naruto anymore, he couldn't hold a grudge against him for what he said as he knew he said it out of fear and clouded assumptions. He believed Naruto was incapable of thinking on his own, making his own opinion and being how he wanted himself to be.

That was the one thing he despised about the blonde.

The one that that made him leave, but it wasn't strong than the feeling he was experiencing the past few days while they were separated.

Feelings he's never felt in a long time since what happened to his father, and in his past relationships. Feelings that were so strong that he couldn't keep himself away from the blonde for too long, even if he was just sitting outside their dorm.

What else was he supposed to do when it involved the one he fell head over heels in love with?

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Naruto P.O.V

I fell asleep by the door and woke up to a sharp pain in my lower back from falling asleep in such a position. My eyes felt crusty and my face felt stiff, crying for almost an hour surely didn't have any good results. I felt the words from Shikamaru spiraling in my head, alongside my parents, Sasuke, Neji, Kankuro and Fang.

All of them.

All the people who I'd change myself for, being the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend, the past me, the "real" me, the person I was trying to be like and the person whose attention I wanted to win by doing so.

I looked at the time and it was nearly midnight.

Meaning I was asleep for 2 hours on the floor. It took me a minute to muster the strength to stand up, my bones cracking from their fixed position. Immediately going into the kitchen and retrieving a glass of water.

I remembered Kiba was sitting outside my door when I came, also me yelling that I hated him. Then I remembered why I came home so early in the first place. Kankuro must've came looking for me again, and if so, then he must've taken Kiba to have rough and wild sex with.

I never understood why he allowed him to bruise him up so badly during their sexual interactions.

"Did he like it rough?" I wondered. I shook the thought from my mind, but also thought about what it would be like to be rough with him. I wondered if I was even capable of doing things like that.

It shouldn't be hard if Kankuro can do it, right?

Suddenly I had this strange urge to check the hallway as I glimpsed a shadow under the door. First, I went to the door and peeked under it, but I couldn't see a thing so I carefully opened the door. To my surprise there was someone laying against the doorframe.

I closed it back in shock and furrowed my eyebrows after seeing the familiar head of dark brown messy hair. When I reopened it, I realized it was Fang. He didn't leave and had apparently also fallen asleep against the door like I did.

This reminded me of how he always mentioned how similar we were. He seemed to be resting peacefully, I felt bad for throwing him out the way I did. Especially after accidentally hitting Akamaru. It's only been a week and a couple days since they've been gone, but I admit that I missed them.

Especially this horny delinquent sitting at my door.

However, the sympathy slowly began to go away as I saw a bruise on his neck. I took a closer look and I could only describe it as a hickey. For some reason my chest felt tightened and I could feel myself getting upset.

I didn't know what overcame me. I couldn't think of anything other than the fact that he was with Kankuro and was probably coming here to try and get me to feel sorry for him so he could fuck me. That was it!

That was his intentions.

So I did the only rational thing that came to my indecisive mind. I went back to the kitchen, filled a pot with tap water and stood over him with it. A small part of me hesitated, but seeing the hickey on his neck changed my mind.

"You like it rough. Well let's see how you like this." I mumbled as I poured the water on him. I opted to hit him with the pot, but he had somehow sprung up and grab the object from my hand roughly.

"I might've went too far." I thought as he breathed heavily, obviously fuming with rage. He threw the pot towards the staircase and the only thing I could hear was his breathing and the loud thud it made once it connected with the wall.

"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING LOST MIND!!" He yelled while advancing towards me.

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