❝Date Of Writing - 31 July 2021.
Date Of Publishing - 25 August 2021. ❞

✿Dɪʟ Kᴏ Kᴀʀᴀʀ Aᴀʏᴀ✿

20| " After That Night! "

⋆ Will You Marry Me Ms. Shehnaaz Kaur!? ⋆

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*•SHEHNAAZ POV•*

My Eyes Flickered to adjust the Light in the Room..

My head was bursting like someone knocking my head with hammer..

Ohh babaji!!

Then suddenly, the sharp pain hit my lower body as I tried to move a little on the smooth yet hard bed..

I slowly opened my Eyes..

and I saw the whole room decorated..

With Red & Pink rose petals.. there were heart shaped red and pink ballons were swaying on the floor with the air..

There was melted Candles was spread on the floor in a row around the corner..

At left side there was a sitting matters.. and infront of sitting matters there was a table placed which was decorated by gas ballons.. there thread was tied with the corner of the table , a box was placed at the center of the table..

As I leaned above a little I saw Sid......ddharth..

My body was totally laying on him.. not even a single inch of space was between us..

I frowned..

What's all this Happening!!?

My body was Paining like hell.. jaise ki meri jism ke tukde tukde ho rhe ho..

I closed my eyes and tried to remember but I couldn't..

I just remember i share juice with Siddharth..

My eyes gets teary when I realised that we both are Nacked under the silk blanket..

Kya hua tha kal raat!?

Kya hum dono ke beech............

I looked at Siddharth who was holding his Head and pressing it to sooth his bursting pain..

Agar mera itna sir fatta ja rha hai toh Siddharth woh toh sir dard bardasht bhi nhi kar sakte hai!!

I cupped his cheeks and creased them softly getting his Attention.. he looked at me and then I saw his pain filled eyes changing into panicked..

" sshh.... No..no.. please don't cry.. Sweetheart.. mujhe tumhari khubsurat aankhon main Aansoo ache nhi lagte.. Baby.. please don't cry.. listen.. I'm Sorry.. yeh sab aise.. ohh godd!!!! ", He said all this in one breath while wiping My tears..

I felt My breathing stopped..

Why he's saying Sorry!!?

Do he Regret whatever happened between us!?

No.. no..

Babaji..

Please aisa na ho..

Warna main mar hi jaungi..

Jabse yeh ehsaas hua hai ki I have fallen in love with you.. mujhe tumhare bina aur kuch acha hi nhi lagta..

Yeh saansen jo chal rhi hai us har saans par sirf ushi ka naam hai babaji..

Please aisa na ho..

Tere bin yeh saansen kuch bhi nhi hai
hogi bhi kaise?
jab dhadkane hi tum ho!!

- M❤️

Just the thought of him regretting our beautiful night makes my heart break in millions of Pieces..

I cried in front of him.. My tears flowed like a River..

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*•SIDDHARTH POV•*

" Hey.. hey.. Sweetheart.. please.. no.. no.. baby.. please.. don't cry.. dekho idhar.. ", My heart break seeing those big fat tears in her beautiful orbs..

" You reg..... Regret.... ", She stuttered saying this.. and My world stopped..

How can she think like that I Regret everything or whatever happened between us yesterday night!!?

" tum yeh kaise soch sakti ho!? ", I asked.. I was hurt and Angry..

" then why were you Sorry!? ", She asked with her Innocent Eyes. Her eyes Misty Filled with Twinkle of hope..

" Sweetheart.. Manna ki mujhe kuch yaad nhi hai.. manna ki tumhe bhi kuch yaad nhi hai.. par the feelings which are still instilled with in us after last night.. uska kehna hi alag hai.. ekk Ajeeb sii Khushi hai.. ki abb TUM MERI HO.. main humare first time ko yaad rakhna chahta tha.. baby.. main humare first time ko ekk beautiful memory banana chahta tha.. par aise nhi.. ", I said Sighing.. I can never Regret for our last night.. but the only thing I'm regretting that I don't remember anything..

Shehnaaz looked at me sniffing whereas I continued while hovering over her small frame , cupping her Cheeks in my Hands and creased them lovingly, " maine humare first time ke liye bahut kuch socha tha baby.. I wanted to make it beautiful.. make it special.. for you.. for us.. par sab kharab ho gya.. ", I sighed in Helplessness.. I'll kill that person who spiked our drink..

Was it purposely by someone!?

If whatever I'm thinking is true then I sware I'll destroy that person who Try to mess with Siddharth Shukla..

That's a promise..

Shehnaaz's eyes which was filled with tears of fears now filled up with shine of happiness.. I saw happiness in her Eyes..

She cupped my cheeks and rested my forehead on her , she sniffed Cutely, her cheeks and nose has turned red just like tomatoes and believe me she's looking a cute baby to me..

" Was this your surprise last night which you was talking about!? ", She Asked Gesturing me about the Room decoration..

I nodded my head, " haan.. I wanted to confess my feelings to you.. tumhe yeh kehna chahta tha ki main abb akele reh kar thak gya hun aur abb main apni poori life tumhare saath.. tumhari bahon main bitana chahta hun.. par sab gadbad hogaya.. ", I Sighed Sadly.

" Kuch bhi gadbad nhi hua hai Siddharth.. ", She Said looking into my eyes. And the twinkle in her eyes was the best proof of her feelings for me.. I was on cloud nine after knowing she too has feelings for me..

She continued creasing my jaw, " tum abhi bhi keh sakte ho.. abhi bhi der nhi hui hai.. ", I saw her cheeks turning pink as she completed it..

I Smirked and Leaning closer to her face I kissed on the corner of her lips, " you are Right.. Main abhi bhi apna dil khol kar tumhare saamne rakh sakta hun.. ", I said getting excited.. I rolled on the other side of the bed and picked up my boxer which was carelessly laying on the Floor.. I stand Nacked in front of her.. in all my Glory.. she gasped seeing My possesion standing Proudly in Front of her.. she Coverd her eyes with her hands.. I laughed at her cute Antics and hurriedly Wore My Boxer..

After that I walked towards the decorated table and picked up the Box and took it in front of Sweetheart..

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*•SHEHNAAZ POV•*

As he kept that box beside me.. I sit on the bed while setting the blanket on my Nacked form..

He uncovered the box and I was surprised seeing the thing.. it was a cake.. A cute little cake.. the White base which was garnished with red rose Petals and the base was surrounded by pink cookies and there was a two cookies siting at the top of the base.. and a rose petal sit Proudly at the above..

Then I saw him kneeling on the floor.. " Main kal ki raat tumhe apni feelings confess karna chahta tha.. confess karna chahta tha ki I have enough of being living all alone in my life.. I wanted to spend my each and every second of my life.. tumhe yeh kehna chahta tha ki abb mera Zinda rehne ka tumhare ilawa koi karan hi rha hai.. tumhe kehna chahta tha.. ki abb meri har ekk sanson par sirf tumhara hak hai.. agar tum mujhe nhi milli toh shayad main zinda hi nhi rahunga.. kehne ko main tumhe 5 years se pyaar karta hun.. tumse door ho kar bhi main tumse door nhi tha.. ", he paused with teary eyes.. my eyes was also wet.. his words were so overwhelming..

" Yes.. I wasn't away from you all These years.. Mujhe tumhare life ki har ekk cheez malum thi.. yeh bhi jaanta tha ki tumhari chachi tumhe zara bhi pasand nhi karte.. par pata nhi kyun!? Tumhare saamne aane se darta tha.. khud se darta tha.. Kyunki tumhe kahin main hurt na kardun issi liye tumse door rehna chahta tha.... par see our destiny.. after 5 years.. hamari destiny ne hamhe ekk dusre ke aage la khada kar Diya.. ", he chuckled whereas I looked at him all the while silently living the moment..
He's opening his Heart.. mujhe yeh toh pta hi tha ki he loved me and also confessed his love 5 years ago par abb after 5 years mujhe thoda dar sa tha.. ki kya Siddharth abhi bhi mujhse utna hi pyaar karta hai!?

As if reading my mind he replied, " nhi.. abb main tumhe pehle jaisa nhi pehle se bhi zyada pyaar karta hun.. you are my life Sweetheart.. I love you.. I really really love you.. with all My life & heart.. ", he paused for a while as he pick the toppest cookie from the cake and I cover my Mouth in surprised.. as I saw the twinkling diamond ring there.. he picked up the ring and Asked My Hand, I was too dazed to give my hand to him.. he chuckled -

" Will You Marry Me Ms. Shehnaaz Kaur!? "

Few tears rolled down while a smile played on my lips.. this feelings were so overwhelming that I only managed to nodded My head positively.. Siddharth grin happily and taking my hand he slide the ring on the ring Finger.. and then kissed my hand.. my eyes closed on Accord feeling his lips on My skin..

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