❝Date Of Writing - 5 July 2021.
Date Of Publishing -  15 July 2021. ❞

✿Dɪʟ Kᴏ Kᴀʀᴀʀ Aᴀʏᴀ✿

10| " Ehsaas!  "

⋆ I'm better now.. Sweetheart.. ⋆

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*•SHUKLA NIWAS•*

@AFTERNOON

*•SIDDHARTH•*

I felt Some moment around me.. I tried to open my eyes but it's seems my eyes got havier.. I was unable to open my Eyes..

My forehead Frowned as the sudden heaviness of my head hit me.. My head was Paining Allot.. My Body was Paining as if I don't have any strength left in my body.. the weakness was taking a toll on my head and it Makes my head hurts more..

I try to open my Eyes again and this time I finally got successful opening them.. and as I opened my eyes I saw the most mesmerizing scene in from of me..

Shehnaaz..

My sweetheart!

She was standing in front of me while arranging something on the side table..

I tried to speak but I was unable to speak due to weakness.. so, I kept seeing her..

She turned towards me as she must Felt my gaze on her..

She hurriedly walk towards me.. Sitting beside me she checked My forehead and then near my Adam Apple as if checking my temperature.. I saw her eyes got soften and the worry lines on her forehead vanished..

" Siddharth.. ", I closed my eyes hearing My name from her.. it felt so Magical and so beautiful..

Mera naam sweetheart ke zubaan se kitna acha lagta hai.. As if Mera Naam sirf uske hi zubaan ke liye bna ho..

Usne pehli baar mujhe aise Siddharth Bulaya hai jabse hum 5 saal ke baad pehli baar mille hai..

Main hi jaanta hun ki main kitna tarsa hun meri Sweetheart se milne ke liye..

5 saal pehle main woh school aur meri Sweetheart ko chod toh gya tha par uske paas mera dil bhi usi ke saath reh gya tha.. mujhe hi ptta hai main inn sallon main kaise apni sweetheart ke bina rha hun!!

Meri Rooh tarasti thi
Uske Ek didaar ko
Uski woh  sundar Aankhein
Jo hamesha mujhe uske lafzon se kuch zyada hi bol jaati thi..

Yeh sach hai,
Uski zubaan jo
nhi keh paati thi
woh uski woh do
khubsurat Aankhein
keh jaati thi..

— M❤️

Usse Chodna uss waqt meri na toh majboori thi Naa kisi ki himmat.. main usse chod kar sirf apne Dil ki tasali ke liye gya tha.. kyunki , main yeh chahta tha ki - kya jo Ehsas mere Dil main meri Sweetheart ke liye Sirf Ekk mamuli si Chahat thi yaan usse badhkar tha..

Aur maine mehsoos kiya ki main toh apna Dil Uske paas hi chod aaya hun, toh tab samjh aaya ki mera jo Ehsas meri Sweetheart ke liye hai woh Chahat se badhkar hai..

Ekk ehsaas jo Mohabbat ke kayi alfaazon unke meaning se bhi alag hai..

There's a Lot's of Synonyms of a word " LOVE " & " MAHOBBAT " ..

Par meri MAHOBBAT unnse kayi gunja gehri hai.. ( My feelings are deeper than the feelings called Love/Mahobbat. )

Those years without her was like ages for me..

Usse juda rehkar maine jaana ki meri zindagi ka koi matlab hi nhi hai usske bina..

Aur maine woh 5 saal sirf apne business ko diye because I wanted to fulfill my dad's dream to lead the Shukla empire to the heights where no one can reach and now My company counts in one of top 5 companies in the World..

But iska matlab yeh nhi tha ki main yeh nhi jaanta ki meri Sweetheart ki zindagi main kya chal rha tha.. I have each and every second information of her life.. but it didn't get one thing why she left school just after 1 month I Left!!?

Jo MAYURI ne kiya uska badla lena chahta tha main.. aur maine liya bhi.. woh school abb mera hai.. and I also brought all shares on her father's company.. abb woh ekk Mumbai ki choul main rehte hai.. uske dad peon hai ekk school ke..

I felt pity on her parents but what can I do.. they have to suffer with their daughter..

Aur rhi baat Mayuri ki woh apni maa ke saath Choul ki toilet saaf karti hai.. aur Choul ke rent ke badle woh yeh kaam karte hai.. kitna sakoon milta hai usse yun til til apni zindagi mein marta dekh kar..

Aahh!!

What a Peace!!

I got Back from My Thoughts when I felt My sweetheart's Warm and soft cotton touch on my cheeks, she's Cupping cheeks with worry in her eyes..

" Siddharth, Aap kahan kho gye? Main aapko kitni derse bula rhi hun.. ", Shehnaaz Asked Creasing My cheeks with the pads of her thumbs.

I touched her hands with my shivering hands, Smiling weakly I replied, " I'm better now.. Sweetheart.. ", I blinked my Eyes in assurance.

She took relief breath and stand on her Feets, " okay then.. Aap yahan aram kijiye.. main aapke liye kuch laati hun.. ptta nhi aapne kalse kuch khaya bhi hai ki nhi.. ", Shehnaaz Sighed and walked out leaving me smiling.

Just then I noticed that I'm not in My Room but in guestroom..

oh!!

I got unconscious so might be sweetheart took me in this room as she was here for the very first time aur usse mere appartment ke baare main kuch ptta bhi nhi hoga so jonsa close room dikha hoga woh mujhe yahan le aayi hogi..

Her Worry Filled words Echoed in my ears , when she comes at the morning to see me, I Smiled remembering her Words..

She looks so cute when she got Angery..

My Cute Angery Bird!!

I chuckled on New found name for My sweetheart..

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*•SHEHNAAZ•*

Thank you Babaji..

Siddharth ko hosh aa gya..

Warna unko behosh dekh kar mera Dill baitha hi jaa rha tha..

Chal Shehnaaz lagja hun Soup bnayun.. ( let's make Soup now.. )

Pehle socheya c ki Siddharth de uthan toh pehle bna lawa par phir socheya ki Siddharth kol jaa ke bas beh jawan..

( First I thought to cook Soup before Siddharth wake up but then I thought to sit beside him.. )

Ehsaas kya hua hai Ishq ka
Pao zameen par na hai
Dil chahe udun asmaan mein
Mahobbat ka rang hi kuch Aisa hai!

— M❤️

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••••TO BE CONTINUED••••