Chapter 25 π₯πΌ
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Later that day Kiba and I were in detention finishing up our duties. Lunch had gone great for the most part, turns out Gaara and I shared a love for mystical creatures, Choji and Shikamaru were into pranks, Ino invited me to so many parties that haven't even started yet and Hinata had such an easy sense of humor.
Like that girl found all my jokes to be hilarious. Which of course they would be as I am funnier that Menma and Naruko combined.
Don't tell them I said that, it's facts.
I had gotten along with everyone for different reasons and I have to say we had a great time, all except with Kiba and Lee.
They came down a while after we had already gotten our lunches and taken our seats. Rock Lee got his lunch and they joined us, but Kiba didn't eat anything the whole time.
For some reason it appeared that he was more upset than Rock Lee was and I didn't understand why. Well, I understand that our friend was hurt.
It's crazy that I can now consider Sakura a friend now.
But the nurse said that she'd be fine. It wasn't anything to do with his family, well unless, he hasn't told me anything about them nor does it have anything to do with me, unless he hasn't said it.
Crap! I seriously don't ask him enough questions as I should.
With him I'm such an open book and so is he, but the problem is I never ask him anything. Just what kind of person was I.
I guess there are cons to never having friends before, I'm unaware of my selfishness.
Don't mention me always arguing, he's the one that started it.
Well, that's gonna change, starting with him.
Kiba let out a sigh as he sat down on the bench cushion at the back of the detention room. It was a lot to clean up since we were away for a while, but it wasn't too bad. However, I took this as an opportunity to strike up a conversation with him.
"Hey Kiba?" I looked at him from the ground as I organized the supplies.
"Hm?" He answered.
"Are you okay? I haven't heard a peep from you all day."
"We spoke this morning."
"Yeah, but you got really quiet after..."
"After what?" He asked as he locked eyes with me.
Why was I suddenly so nervous?
"Y-You know, the whole Sakura thing? I figured you must've been worried about her like the others."
"..."
"I can't imagine if that had happened to someone I cared about." I stated, not really thinking much of it.
"So you didn't care about her?" He replied.
"What?" I asked in confusion.
"You said you can't imagine that happening to someone you care about. What did you mean by that?" He asked once more even though it was clear he had thought of the reason already.
"Not what you think, it's just-"
"Just what?"
"..."
"Hm?"
"I don't know. I guess I just said the wrong thing."
"..."
"D-Did I do something to you?"
"Why would you ask that?"
"Because the way you're behaving. It's like you're upset with me for something and you're making me feel guilty when I haven't even done anything." I explained, hoping that we could talk it out as I was getting slightly irritated.
"..."
"All you've done since lunch is stare at me without saying a word and now you're accusing me of not caring about another human being like I'm some monster!"
"..." He remained silent, only staring at me even more.
"You know what? I was trying to be nice and selfless for once since I don't normally have friends to interact with but I guess it was a bad idea to try it with you first!" I hissed before tossing the sponge in the bucket and attempting to leave the room. "I'll just leave you be."
"Tsk, Kit wait!" Kiba yelled as he ran over to the door.
"..."
"Please, don't go. I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to make you feel bad." He apologized.
"It's too late for that."
"I know, I was in my head again. I'm sorry, just please, sit down and I'll talk. I promise."
"..."
"Please?" He begged.
"I'll listen, but it better be a good reason." I warned him.
"Yes, master." He smiled playfully before I rolled my eyes at him and went back to sitting on the ground.
"You can't sit next to me?" He asked as he patted the empty space next to him.
"I'm waiting."
"Hm, alright. What is it that you wanna know?"
"Everything."
Kiba glanced to the side and scratched the back of his head before releasing a deep breath. He bit at the inside of his mouth as he looked around as if he was trying to gather his words carefully.
"Alright, so starting from earlier when they guys were talking about Sakura, I assume you heard that we weren't all on the best terms with Sasuke, especially Lee." He began.
"Yeah I heard that. He told me that each of you had different things against him at the club."
"Yeah, well in Lee's case he's in love with Sakura, but lost the opportunity to be with her because of Sasuke who she had a crush on at that time."
"He said he had stolen her from him?"
"Technically that's what he believes, yes."
"Why? Why would Rock Lee think something like that?"
"I can't tell you that, it isn't my place to say. However, it's because of that reason that Rock Lee believes Sasuke was behind it as a way to steal Sakura from him."
"I'm lost."
"I knew you would be, but the reason why I've been quiet about it is because I'm fearful."
"Fearful of what?"
"..." He didn't reply, only continuing to bite the inside of his mouth while looking at me.
"Kiba?"
"I'm fearful..."
"Of what? What are you fearful of?"
"..."
"Kiba, you have five seconds!"
"Okay! I didn't want to hear anymore about it especially while in front of you because I was fearful... that he would do the same thing with you."
"With me?"
"..."
"You were fearful Sasuke would steal me from you?"
That couldn't be what he was talking about. We weren't even a couple and neither were Sasuke and I, even if I did want to be at some point.
"Yes."
"..."
"I-I know it's a dumb thing to think, especially when our agreement earlier was for us to learn from each other and in your case it would be you learning from me how to please him...But the more I thought about it and the more time I spent with you, if he was in the picture then where would that leave me?"
"What do you mean?"
"We aren't friends, and I'm beginning to feel like these feelings that I have aren't just an attraction to you from a sexual standpoint, but a sensual one as well. One that if I were to think of you with another, it would hurt me."
"..."
"Even the other night. I didn't cum not because I wasn't enjoying it or I didn't want too, but in my head I was doing all this for you to enjoy it, for us to enjoy each other but ultimately it was just for you to go and be with him."
"That shattered me."
"The thought of him holding you the way I did, tasting you, touching you and seeing that side of you. Seeing you happy, getting to hear his name come from you lips, ha, argue with you over the little things and even making love to you the way that I haven't even been granted as yet."
"That doesn't sound like curiosity Kiba..."
"Hm, what did you expect? You know how I feel about sex, yet the way I want to have it with you so badly speaks for itself. I am willing to wait for you, but I'm still afraid that I might not even get the chance to make you feel the way he does."
"..."
"It's a game for who gets to win you and I don't even feel like I'm a competitor."
Is this what's been on his mind the whole time? That I was some kind of prize that he had to compete with Sasuke for?
Why am I even surprised? It's the same competition that I had with Sakura.
But the fact that this was what Kiba had on his mind the entire time he's been feeling this way, it made me feel like crap. He wasn't used to opening up like this, especially with his new discovery in his own sexuality, but he did this in the name of helping me achieve what I wanted.
Even though he feared he'd lose me.
"I know I sound pathetic. I'm still not used to expressing myself like-"
"No...you're not pathetic."
"..."
"You're one of the sweetest people that I know." I confessed as I got up and sat next to him on the bench. "I just wish that, you'd start talking to me more about how you felt, and that I'd be willing to hear you out."
"Don't say such things about me with that pouting look on your face." He chuckled lightly as he turned away from me.
"Hm, you can't handle my face?"
"Ha, it's not that, you just make me feel all soft in my chest."
"Someone's having a crush." I teased as I squeezed his knee playfully.
"Hm, you're one to talk."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I saw how you looked at me this morning. Especially the way you stared at me lips."
"What if I was..." I blushed as I turned away from him.
Kiba placed his hand over mine on his knee and the other he used to carefully turn my head back to him.
He pressed his forehead against mine while locking our eyes together, it felt like he was seeing deep inside me, reading every bit of emotion and trying his best to feel and absorb them. I could feel his breath tingling my lips at the close proximity.
"I'm not going to lie...it's been on my mind all day."
"But given how you feel don't you think it'll be too risky for you? Thinking this was a competition?" I asked him.
"Let me ask you something..." He smiled as he leaned back slightly. "How do you feel about me?"
"..."
"..."
"I've never given much thought about it, apart from the obvious physical attraction and just being happy and comfortable when I'm around you. You make me smile and feel like I'm this safe haven for you in a sense and you're like my own big and moody journal that sometimes I wanna just rip you into shreds but other times I feel like, holding you so close to me that you never leave my side."
"..."
"Is that okay?"
"Hm, sounds like it's a competition that I still have a chance at winning then."
"What do you-"
Before I could even ask what he meant by that. He held my chin and leaned back in only to press our lips together for a second. I was shocked as for that split second it felt like a jolt had gone up my spine.
I touched my lips as a smile crept up on both our faces. I grabbed him by the shoulder and pulled him back towards me before sliding my tongue underneath his, his hands rested around my waist as I kept him close and in place to me.
Our lips repeated glided against each other like silk rubbing against itself, with the slight roughness of him gently biting and pulling mine. Our tongues continued to explore the corners of each other's mouths, savoring the feeling and taste of each other.
He was so hot and tasted like delicious nothingness, but also a hint of something that was absolutely indescribable, but I wanted more of it.
I leaned back in my seat and propped my head against his backpack as he followed suit, separating my legs and laying on top of me as he reconnected our lips and pushed himself deeper into me. It was just the right speed and pressure he applied.
Nothing too rough or soft, but the impression was just right. His hands undid my tucked in shirt and sneaked their way under, touching my skin with his bare hand. The feeling sent another series of jolts up my spine from his simple touch. I did the same and undid his shirt and glided both my hands on his bare back whilst wrapping my legs around his waist.
Kiba still kept his pacing though, even though I could feel he was getting really turned on by it. His pressed against my balls and his hips threatened to thrust but each time he'd make the slightest attempt he'd stop himself midway through it.
He must've not wanted to rush into anything, I couldn't help but blush at the thought of how cute that was to me, a few small chuckles escaping from my lips.
"Tsk, what's so funny?" He smiled as he looked at me breathlessly.
"I can feel you holding back."
"Hm, holding back what?"
"I'm sure you can feel it." I teased. "Seems like someone's eager for a part two of what we already did this morning."
"Maybe...but I don't want to rush into anything so soon."
"Even if it turns you on this much?"
"Yeah, to be fair I'd feel more confident doing this with you at a time where you weren't interested in Sasuke..."
"..." I paused, looking deep into his eyes as I began to feel bad and broke the contact.
"Hm, that's what I meant." He smiled before he sighed and sat up with me now straddling him.
"I don't want to do this with you if there's no chance that you'll give up on that guy. Still, it's your decision to make and I still want to learn about my curiosity, so if it's okay with you, can we wait until you've made up your mind?"
"..."
"I know this is a major blue balls moment and trust me my dick is screaming at me right now, but you're more than just a friend with benefit for me." He continued as he held my chin and guided me to look at him.
"You're something special, whether we're in here or out there. We can still do the on clothes stuff and the foreplay, but the sex will have to wait... If that okay with you?"
"..."
"You don't have to agree to it now, but as for me that's where I stand..."
"..."
"I like you Naruto and I don't want you to get hurt by Sasuke. So please, take this into consideration and just forget about him, not for me, but for yourself."
"If I do, then what'll that mean for the both of us?"
"Whatever fate has in store for us." He finished.
What was I supposed to do?
I was currently terrified of Sasuke right now so the chances of us meeting up again would be slim, but then I didn't have feelings for Kiba like that.
What am I even thinking? He didn't say we were to be together, he just didn't want me with Sasuke.
Oh my Kaguya, this was going to be difficult.
"This is something I really have to think about..."
"Then please, take your time. When you're ready you know where we can talk." He replied before kissing me under my right eye and tickling my sides.
"Haha stop it."
"What? I'm lifting the mood."
"You're such a goof." I laughed as I pushed him gently.
"Only for you."
"Oh yeah? What else are you only for me?" I asked.
"I don't know yet, that's why I have you to help me figure it out." He explained while hugging me gently.
"Hm? Well then, how about this weekend we go somewhere?"
"Where to?"
"What do you have in mind?"
"Anywhere honestly, anywhere you can think of."
"So you're indirectly asking me on a date now?" He teased.
"What? Haha it's not a date. We're just going to hangout."
"Well, I'm not coming unless it is a date." He smiled while crossing his arms over his chest.
"Shut up, and let go of me before my legs fall asleep." I laughed as I pushed him.
"..." He smiled, only looking at me before he buried his face into the crook of my neck and started nibbling on me.
"Hahaha Kiba cut it out!!!" I laughed as I struggled to push him away.
"As if you can make me stop hahaha."
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