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•••

After being dropped off at school Kiba stayed by the vehicle and chatted it up with my parents for the sixteenth time and I took that opportunity to walk ahead of him and meet up with Sasuke.

I never said we were on good terms, I just said I'd give him a listen. So it was back to my regularly scheduled program.

However, just as I was about to meet with him Hinata came out of nowhere and stood between us.

"Naruto!" She cheered as she hugged me.

"H-Hey Hinata... Menma is in the car." I said as I hugged her back and pointed behind me, but she didn't let me go.

"Oh! I'll see him later, but first could you help me with something that's inside and not out here." She said, which I don't think she was asking as she just dragged me along with her, hand in hand, as we walked past Sasuke. "Morning Sasuke, I think Sakura is looking for you."

"Morning Hinata, thanks." Sasuke replied as he glared at the both of us. I tired gesturing an apology to him but he just immediately walked away before I could.

Just me luck.

Hinata pulled me through the halls and brought me all the way to her locker. The other students stared at us while she still held my hand and looked between me and her locker.

"I can't open it." She said.

"What?"

"My locker, it's locked."

"You don't have a key?"

"Yeah, but I can't remember where I put it and it's so frustrating because I just feel so flustered this morning! I don't know what has come over me but I just can't remember things." She said rapidly almost as if she was about to hyperventilate.

"..."

"Maybe you could help me look for it, if you don't know how to open it."

"..."

"Please?"

What was even happening right now?

"Sure..." I replied.

I took her backpack as she held mine and dug through it as quickly as I could. I checked each compartment throughly while she watched attentively and would give me a smile every time I looked up at her.

This was very weird to me.

"I can't find it." I must've said for the tenth time. "Maybe you can ask the principal to give you another. They should have spare keys for the lockers."

"Damn it. Alright, maybe next time then." She said as we switched back backpacks. "Thank you anyway."

"You're welcome." I replied as I was about to walk away.

"Hey Naruto!?" She called.

"Hm?"

"How are you feeling? I heard last night that you fainted."

"Yeah, well I must've been tired and stressed out."

"Of what? If you don't mind me asking."

"Pretty sure Kiba would've told you by now. Considering the fact that you would've called him and told him to come to the party last night, especially since I was there."

"Is that supposed to mean something?" She asked with a confused expression.

"I don't know, does it? Because it seems like you're all trying to get between Sasuke and I right now." I revealed as I walked closer to her so that no one would hear us.

"Pfft, what?"

"You heard me."

"..."

"The moment I stepped on the compound you just so magically appeared to pull me away because you didn't want me talking to Sasuke, and I bet that you did it because of Kiba. Because firstly, you and I aren't close enough for you to be asking me to help you open your locker, especially when Kiba is here and he would've been the better option."

"..."

"So tell me now, Hinata. I'm giving you the chance to just let it out and come clean, or will you lie to me just like Kiba did?" I asked, hitting the nail on the head judging by Hinata's expression.

I knew this had to be something that involved Kiba, but I just wanted confirmation to go along with it. He really asked me to give him an ear and this is what I get in return for giving him that chance.

"I told him I didn't want to get involved. It was already bad that Menma thinks there is something between us and now I have to be backing him up on his stupid plans." She sighed as she looked around in irritation.

"Alright just listen, Naruto. Nobody is trying to come between you and Sasuke. Kiba just felt that if you spoke with Sasuke before giving him the chance to explain himself then he'd convince you not to give him that chance."

"What? Why would I do that?"

"Because Sasuke has that effect on people."

"I'm my own man, I'm not easily effected by Sasuke."

"Sure, making a whole book about how to please him is you being your own man."

"How did you-"

"Kiba."

"So he did know about it? Then why is he pretending like he didn't?"

"..."

"That's what making me so upset he does things and says things but behave like they didn't happen. Then he's going to say that he just confused. What is there to be confused about?"

"Isn't it obvious?" She asked.

"If it was then I would've had an answer."

"He's scared Naruto."

"What? Scared of what?"

"His feelings." She pointed out. "He doesn't know what he's feeling because it's his first time feeling this way towards another guy. It's not easy coming to terms with what your body just does because it just does it."

"I don't think I understand."

"I think you do, but just like him you're in disbelief so it's hard to see what's right in front of you." Hinata replied as she pulled out her key from her jacket and opened her locker to exchange some books.

Just then the bell ran signaling the beginning of classes.

"I have to go." She said. "But please just give him that chance to explain himself, you remember that talk we had at your house, right?"

"Yeah."

"Well focus on it. Be open minded to him just as he is with you. You two already have so much going on for you and even if it doesn't move from that, you two still do make great friends."

"Move from what to what?" I asked.

"Hm, we'll talk later Naruto." She smiled before walking off. "And remember to stay away from you know who and tell him nothing of what's happening, okay?"

"Alright."

Why was I suddenly nervous of meeting Kiba now? What Hinata mean by us moving on from something to something?

All these questions and not one single answer for me to even come up with something on my own.

///

Later that day, I know I had promised to stay away from Sasuke, but technically they didn't say how long I should do it. So when I received a text that he was in the bathroom waiting for me during first period.

Of course I went. It's been like an hour already anyway.

However, I think Kiba knew me a little too well. Literally as I set foot near the bathroom door, Hinata confronted both of us and stood by the door and ensured that we used the bathroom and went right back to class.

When the fuck was she the Hall Monitor and why am I just knowing about it?

It wasn't just at the bathrooms, even though we tried like five times at the different bathrooms throughout the school and yes, she did scold me every time she caught us. But it was also at the library, during lunch, near the gym and even on the field all the way in the bushes.

It was like the woman had heightened senses or something! I didn't know if that was good thing or a bad thing for Menma, but for right now I was going to give it to Kiba if what he had to say wasn't good.

So after lunch I went straight to Kiba's class and asked the teacher if he could come out and speak to me, as if it was urgent.

Which it was.

"..." He came out and looked at me with a raised eyebrow while I glared at him.

"..."

"You told the teacher you're my cousin?" He asked as he leaned against the wall.

"Yeah."

"Hm, that's gonna complicate things." He chuckled before scratching his face.

"This isn't funny. As a matter of fact it's far from it!" I immediately lashed out, cutting straight to the point.

"What's up now?" He asked casually as if this was my problem.

"What's up? You should tell me! Because why the hell is it that Hinata is everywhere I go?"

"Everywhere you go, or everywhere you go with Sasuke?"

"What's the difference?"

"That's the difference. Why are you so fixated on that guy anyway?"

"Why are you so fixated on me?!"

"..."

"Like what I do with him has nothing to do with anyone else, not even Sakura. So why do you feel the need to dictate who I can and can't be around?!"

"It isn't like that."

"Well that's what it seems like! You wanted me to hear you out and you pull some kind of shit like this?! Is something not right in your fucking head?!"

"..."

"Answer me!"

"I already told you! It's hard to explain."

"Well you better start saying something different now before I walk off because if I see Hinata one more time I'm telling her off."

"No! Don't do that, she isn't doing this because she wants too. I paid her to keep watch on Sasuke for me just for today."

"You paid her?! How much?"

"That isn't important."

"It must be fucking important if you're out here paying people to stalk me."

"It's not stalking. I just didn't want Sasuke to convince you not to speak to me today. I really wanted to see you later, but I'm happy that we at least get to speak now."

The way he said that, made it sound more than what it actually was to me.

"What do you mean? Why do you say it like?"

"..."

"Kiba, the silent thing isn't really your style."

"Hm, it's been like that lately, and maybe if I had realized it sooner then maybe we wouldn't have even been friends."

"Huh? What are you talking about?"

"Look Naruto..." He said as he looked around and grabbed my hand gently, fiddling with my fingers as he smiled down at them. "Hm, even something like this makes me feel funny..."

"..." I stared blankly.

"I don't know how to say this as I still haven't really formulated my thoughts...but lately I've realized something within me that may have been around for a while and has been dormant until we decided to become friends. I can't explain it you now, but Kit I need you to just be there later for me, okay?"

"..."

"I need to see you. I want to answer every question you want to ask and be there not just for me, but for us and what we have going on right now. I'm afraid that if I say it then I might lose you, but I can't handle you being mad at me because of it. It's actually kind of ironic when I think about it, but it's the only sensible thing and...it makes me happy to think about it."

"Think about what?"

"I'll tell you later if your still wiling to hear me out. I'll call off Hinata as well just to make your decision easier. If you come I'll appreciate it, but if you don't then I'll take it as you choosing him over me and as much as I want to knock his teeth in, you're right, I'm not in the position to keep you away from him anymore." He continued before releasing my hand.

"But...but I still don't understand?"

"Hm, you are kind of dense, but then again maybe so am I."

"..."

"Let's just say it'll be about that night when we were together and you were absolutely wasted, among other things."

"That night..."

"Yeah, I shouldn't have pretended like it didn't happen, but I was scared and confused. But later I'll clear everything up for you, if you give me that chance."

"..."

"So I guess I'll see you later."

"..."

"Hopefully." He finished before walking back into his classroom and leaving me outside with more questions than I came to him with.

Just what was going on right now. Why did I feel so hurt inside from him talking to me in such a way despite me understanding nothing that he said. He said barely anything about what we were supposed to talk about but it made me even more nervous.

I didn't even have the slightest clue, apart from what we did the other night, but what was the big deal of that?

What hadn't he realized until that point?

•••

For the rest of my classes I found it difficult to concentrate as my mind constantly swayed back and forth towards Kiba and his words. I was so puzzled by what he meant about that night that I couldn't focus on anything outside of it.

Luckily enough my teachers didn't give me shit for not paying attention as I was normally participant but it's still not okay.

Once classes were over and done with I made my way slowly down the hall while still pondering on Kiba's words. Suddenly I heard a sound and it snapped me from my thoughts as I looked around for where it was coming from.

"Psst, Naruto." I heard it again, turning around to see that it was someone by the stairs.

I walked back in that direction and the closer I got the more I realized who it was and the smile on his face just always made all my problems melt away somehow, even if it was just for a moment.

"What are you doing?" I smiled.

"Shush, don't speak so loudly. I wouldn't want us to get caught." Sasuke replied with a small grin.

"Caught for what?"

"You want to find out?"

"Will it be worth the surprise?" I asked.

"Well, it might not be a surprise to you, but it'll always be a pleasant and worthy one."

"..." I pursed my lips and pretended to ponder on the idea as a joke, but he chuckled and just grabbed me by my hand and pulled me down the stairs with him as we both chuckled together.

Immediately Kiba was pushed in the back corners of my mind once again.

Sasuke brought me to the changing room for the boys and closed the door behind him. It was quite empty and given that observation I had a couple of guesses what this worthy surprise was going to be.

I definitely wasn't mad at it.

"So where's the surprise again?" I asked with playful grin.

"You're looking at it." He smirked as he moved from the door after turning the lights off and walking closer to me.

"Kind of hard to see anything in a dark room."

"That's fine, it's something you can touch." He replied as he held my hand and placed it against his crotch.

I smiled when I felt his breath move across my lips, realizing just how close we were. I groped his cock in my hand through his pants as his hands slid around my waist and pulled me into his body by my ass.

"Finally some peace that you've been looking for?" He asked, cupping my asscheeks and squeezing them tightly causing me to moan into his neck.

"Mhm." I moaned, squeezing at his member as well.

"Hey, take your time with it, I'll need it for later." He teased.

"I got a little carried away."

"Oh yeah?" He asked as he lifted my chin so that we could just barely stare into each other's eyes.

"Yeah..."

"Get reckless with me then." He continued squeezing my ass before he locked his lips with mine, slowly flicking his tongue on the my upper teeth as he took me in so deeply and released as if he wanted to take my soul.

I began feeling breathlessly excited as I started removing his clothing and he did the same, our bodies slowly exposing to each other while our hands explored and our lips separated and meshed back together in simple perfection.

This was finally going to be the time where we become one.

Sasuke began to undo my pants without even fully removing my top. He spun me around and slammed me against the locker all in one breath, I was shocked but also immensely aroused to even care as much as should about my face connecting with literal iron.

However, before I could even react he placed his hand on my head and pushed it further into the locker while using the other to grab my waist and press his cock against my still covered ass.

"I don't wanna waste any time getting inside you. Understand!?" He yelled as he thrusted his hips forward, slamming me further into the locker.

"Y-Yeah!" I stuttered as I was beginning to get a little concerned.

This wasn't my type of style and this wasn't how I imagined my first time with Sasuke to be. He might've liked it rough, but I knew nothing about that nor did I share a similar interest.

"I don't hear you bitch!" He spat as he smacked my ass and thrusted his hips once more."

"Y-YES!"

"YES WHAT?!"

"YES SASUKE!"

Oh my Kaguya just what the fuck is happening right now and why can't I say something besides what he wants to hear.

"YOU ARE MINE UNDERSTAND!"

"Y-YES SASUKE!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!"

"..." I froze, not knowing what he was talking about.

"I own you, and nobody is going to take you away from me, not even him." He spat, before holding both my hands behind my back and pulling my underwear down.

OH MY KAGUYA!

I need to stop him.

I'm not comfortable.

This isn't how I wanted it to be.

But how do I stop him when I'm scared out of my mind right now? I just wanted to have this experience with him and finally be better than what Sakura was with him, but not like this.

Speak up.

Speak up.

SPEAK UP!

"S-Sasuke wait I-" before I could finish my sentence there was a knock at the door that alerted both of us as he stopped what he was doing. I was breathing heavily and he pulled me back and covered my mouth as he listened.

"Sasuke?" A voice called as the knocking continued. "Why's the door locked?"

"Sakura..."

If I wasn't scared out of my mind right now I'd praise Kaguya for Sakura's clingy ass.

Sasuke threw me and my things behind the door and gestured for me to leave once it's open. I obeyed of course because I realized the situation and I also wanted to leave the situation.

He took a deep breath before opening the door and smiling at Sakura, the same smile he gave me. She walked and I didn't even wait for him to signal to me because as soon as she was out of the way I left expeditiously.

But I didn't leave completely, only leaning by the door out of their sight.

"Hey baby!" He cooed.

"Haha Hinata said I could find you here. So what are you doing here in the dark with the door closed?" She asked.

"She did? Well I wanted to surprise you."

"Surprise me?"

"Yeah it was all a set up I wanted to do, you know set the ambience for the surprise."

"Oh! So what's the surprise?"

"Well, it might not be a surprise to you, but it'll always be a pleasant and worthy one."

"Hm, so where's this surprise again?" She asked the glee could be heard in her voice.

"You're looking at it."

That was enough. I didn't want to hear anymore of him literally having the same conversation with her that he had with me.

I bolted out of there like I was on the track team, that might've been the result of the adrenaline kicking in a bit too late but I didn't care about that. I only cared about how it felt like a knife was lodged into my chest due to the heart ache that I was feeling.

How could Sasuke be like this? What could've possibly caused him to behave that way?

I was running so fast while thinking so much that I didn't even know where I was heading. I passed faces and people that even if I told them what had happened they would probably only look at me weird, hinting that I deserved it.

Why did my life have to be like this?

Why?

Why?

Why?

I just wanted everyone to leave me alone!

I continued running until I found a classroom and just locked myself in to get some peace to myself and clear my head. I sat on the floor and allowed my head to rest on my knees as I silently fought back the tears that erupted without warning.

My whole body felt as though it had went through the most dramatic sequence it's ever been.

If Hinata hadn't told Sakura where Sasuke was then maybe I would be crying for a different reason, but can I even say that?

Maybe Sasuke just liked it rough, but I don't have the experience for that and maybe what was normal to him was just me not being as prepared as I wanted to be.

Maybe this was my fault. If I didn't have those inconveniences because of Kiba and Hinata then maybe we would've done it by now and maybe I would've already been used to him.

I feel like shit and I felt even worse as my sorrowful eyes began feeling heavy.

/// Time Skip ///

Later that day I woke up to find out that the sun had already gone down and the classroom was dark with nothing but the light of the moon.

I couldn't even panic with how tired and emotionally drained I felt, not to mention the pounding headache I had. Only being able to pull myself up to my feet, let myself out and stumble in the halls until I could move properly.

"Ahh...my leg fell asleep." I hissed at the tickling pain that traveled through my leg, but I kept going as the pain in my chest was a lot worse.

I continued limping down the hall until I heard a noise coming from one of the classrooms, or rather I heard music. Even though my legs was still out of for the moment I still had a curiosity of just who was playing that.

I leaned against the wall and slid the door open, wider than I intended and because of that I slipped and almost fell to the ground while my backpack hung from the doorknob.

Today was almost the winner of being one of the most shittiest days I've experienced. That is until the music stopped and the person playing it approached me, their shoes standing before me and upon just glancing at the pair I knew exactly who it was, which if I was embarrassed before then I'd definitely be from how I was able to recognize him just by his shoe.

Today really wanted to earn that title.

"Um, a little help?" I asked as I dangled from the doorknob.

Without a word Kiba simply undid my backpack and allowed me to just fall to ground, my chin colliding with the hard tile beneath.

"AH! A little warning next time you asshole!" I yelled as I began rubbing my now bruised chin.

"Hm?" I looked around and noticed that he was in here alone and cleaning the room all by himself. He didn't answer me and only kept his back to me as he just went back and continued to mop the floor as if I wasn't even here.

"Kiba?" I called but still no reply. So I got up and made my way over to him.

"Hey don't you here me-" I tried, reaching for his arms only for him to move it away from my reach.

"I'm mopping sorry." He replied in a low tone.

"By yourself?"

"Well you didn't show up, and believe it or not the show had to go on."

"Did Mrs Sarutobi extend our punishment?" I asked.

"Is that your only concern?"

"..."

"That your just gonna be trapped here with me longer? Is that all you think about."

"What is this all of a sudden?"

"All of a sudden? Hm, of fucking course." He chuckled lightly. "I shouldn't have expected you to even remember something like that."

"Something like what? What are you..." I began until remembered. "Oh my Kaguya! You wanted to tell me something."

"Wow, surprised you remembered."

"I'm so sorry! I completely had lost the track of time and I was busy."

"Like you always are."

"There's no need to be a stick the mud about it Kiba."

"Are you serious?" He spat as he looked at me. "No reason to be a stick in the mud!? I thought you weren't coming Kit! Don't you remember what I said the last time we spoke?"

"..."

"Of course not. Then let me remind you, if you didn't show up to detention then that meant you didn't want to hear me out and that it was an indication that you wanted me to leave you alone."

"..."

"So while you were off and being busy. I've been here thinking about how I lost you to some stupid feelings all because I didn't understand what was right in front of me for so long. So excuse me if I might sound like a bitch right now, but I was hurt and trying distract myself from you."

"..."

"Hm, even now I still don't get it, but I at least have an idea of why I feel this way, but I guess my father was right about never showing emotion or being vulnerable to anyone cause all it left was a space for people to stab at me."

That was it. That was what made me finally realize just how serious this was to Kiba.

The mere fact that he'd even mention his father, someone he never needed too because he simply didn't like speaking about him, spoke volumes to me that I'd be severely dense not to understand, but the fact that he's already there just proves how hurt he already is as well.

I know that I have problems as well, but recently when I was with him it never felt like that for the most part.

What have I done...

"I'm sorry." I replied, finding the right way to say this wouldn't be easy, but I had to start from somewhere.

"..."

"Kiba?"

"..."

"Kibaaa?" I tried to touch him once more, but he pulled away.

"Don't touch me." He warned.

"You wouldn't hit me."

"I wouldn't hit a friend."

"..."

"You've already made clear what terms we stand on and I was willing to look past them before, but I can hear you now. It won't happen again."

"Kiba..."

"If you'll excuse me. I have to try and make sure I don't get sent to another school before I graduate and never see my friends again."

"Kiba!" I yelled.

"Naruto!" He retorted, looking at me with such anger, but also something else. "Let it be..."

Kiba turned his back once more and turned the music back on before continuing his mop. That was it, I blew it with Sasuke and I blew it with him, there wasn't anyone else that I felt close too outside of my family and somehow I've managed to feel as though I've lost both of them.

"Fine, I'll leave, but before I do I'm gonna let you know that I'll be sitting out there by myself and counting ever second of the time that I've allowed us both to waste on each other only for me to fuck it up for everyone."

"..." He didn't reply, I doubted he could hear me from the music, but I didn't care about that. I wanted to say this to him.

"Then after Mrs Sarutobi takes us home I'm gonna invite you to stay over and even if you deny it I won't ever stop because I know it makes you happy having a family ambience like that and it makes me happy seeing you get the treatment that you deserve." I continued, feeling myself starting to tear up again as I felt like it wasn't working.

"You deserve so much more than what I have to offer and even fail at fulfilling it, Kiba! Yet you put up with me and all my bullshit and I call you out on yours even when you're just trying to be a good friend which I don't even give you enough credit for!"

"You've treated me like shit before in the past, but maybe I just deserved it for being a shitty friend to you and making you feel like you should've listened to the very person who you don't even want to be in the same space with, someone who if they had taken a page out of your book instead would've had a complete class clown who exceeds the compassion, empathy and emotional intelligence of any human being."

"Hm, I...I could really use a hug right now." I tried, hoping it would make either of us feel better, but as I mentioned it was like I was talking to myself.

"..." He still didn't reply, even when I was here bawling my eyes out.

"I'm sorry, Toothie..." I finished as I turned around, remembering nothing but his smile.

"N-Naruto..." He replied, my heart racing as he addressed me with my first name instead of the name he gave me.

"..." I turned around, only for my heart to sink by what I saw.

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