White Ceiling (Alex x M!Reader)
(You are Julie's twin brother who can see the ghosts a well.) REALLY FLUFFY GAY STORY.
Y/N pov
I had just gotten home from school. It really sucked today. After Julie and the guys sang at the pep rally last week, they started to forget about me.
Truth is, I was more upset that Alex forgot about me. I've been crushing on hi m for a while. And I do know he's gay.
I walked into the garage and saw the guys sitting on the couch, talking.
"Hey, y/n, Alex was telling us about his new ghost friend," Reggie said as I sat down criss crossed on the floor next to them.
"Yeah, more like future boyfriend," Luke smirked at Alex.
"Real mature Luke. He's not my boyfriend y/n," Alex replied, rolling his eyes at the other two.
"Yeah, so I'm just going to go now," I said getting up from the floor.
"Wait, you just got here," Alex said standing up as well.
"Yeah, I have loads of work. I'm busy, don't have time for this," I said gesturing to the boys.
Before I got a reply, I walked out of the garage and into the house. I shouted a hello at Carlos and ran up to my room.
"Why am I so stupid?" I said out loud. "I'm a human so it would make sense that he liked a ghost instead of me. We can't even be together," I started crying, but tried to stay quiet so Carlos wouldn't hear.
I shouldn't be crying. I was a guy and guys don't cry. I couldn't help it though. I knew I was never going to be happy.
The only person who knew that I was gay was Julie and she didn't care. She just said Cool, same. And then walked away.
"Hey, can I come in?" I heard a light knock on my door and saw Alex's head pop through my wall.
"Sure I guess," I said, plopping on my bed. I quickly wiped my tears and rubbed my eyes.
"Are you okay?" Alex asked sitting down next to me.
"Yeah, I great. 100% happy and not sad whatsoever," I replied, laying back on my bed.
"I know you're not okay. God, I wish I could hug you," Alex said laying next to me.
We faced each other and I could feel my face get red but I couldn't care less.
"Alex, I'm gay," I whispered. I turned my head to face the ceiling.
"Yeah, for me probably," Alex snorted, laughing next to me.
I stayed silent, staring at the white ceiling. He was right. But of course I wasn't saying anything. There was an uncomfortable silence between us as he stopped laughing.
"Wait really? I was just joking," Alex said, sitting up and staring at me.
"Yeah, well I do I guess," I said. The ceiling was a nice shade of white.
"Why didn't you say anything sooner?" Alex asked.
"I was scared. And today you started talking about Willie. And you guys have basically ignored me for the past week. So that's made me feel worse. And I really like you but you're a ghost so it makes sense that you'd like someone who's also a ghost," I rambled, still staring at that beautiful white ceiling.
"Dude, I get that we've been kinda distant. But I guess we were busy. You're also Julie's brother, I wouldn't want to hurt you or Julie if something happened between us. And Willie is literally just a friend, he's just been helping me learn stuff as a ghost." Alex said.
"Oh,"I replied. Maybe the ceiling needed a hint of light blue added to it. it would match my walls nicely.
"Yeah," Alex laid back down besides me.
I wanted to touch him. I wish I could just hold his hands. A hug, even if only for a few seconds. A small kiss.
I slid my hand next to me, searching for a body that wasn't there.
Alex pov
I laid next to Y/n silently. I felt his hand go through me. It hurt me because I just wanted to be able to touch him.
I felt like kissing him but I couldn't. The one time I feel like this for a guy and I can't touch him.
Stupid hotdogs.
"I wish I could touch you," We said at the same time.
He really does like me.
"I think I like you y/n," I whispered, facing him.
He faced me, his eyes going wide.
I reached my hand out, even though I knew we couldn't touch. My hand rested with his hand in the middle of us.
"Damnit, I wish I could kiss you," Y/n said as he moved his hand closer to mine. He was thinking just as I was.
"What are we then? Ghost boyfriend and human boyfriend? That can't be a very good relationship if you can't touch," I asked.
"I don't care, I've waited for someone like you for a long time. I'm not giving it up. Love is love whether you're a ghost or human or ceiling," Y/n said.
I felt a strange twist in my body. I groaned from the pain. "Ow, this hurts worse than dying," I said, sitting up suddenly.
Y/n sat up. "Are you okay?" He asked.
"No, my whole body burns." I said. My body hurt but I didn't know why.
"Do you want me to get the others?" He asked.
"No, it's fine," I said, and the pain stopped. "The pain just stopped. That was really weird," I said.
Y/n reached out and touched the small of my back. His hand didn't go through me.
"You can touch me?" I asked stunned.
Y/n looked from his hand on my back to my face. He grinned and I saw him look down. I knew what he was looking at.
I looked at his lips too, our faces so close together. It wasn't my first kiss but it was my first ghost kiss.
Y/n's lips met mine and all the nerves and concerns I had melted away. Our lips moved in sync and I couldn't help but smile.
Y/n pulled away from me, blushing madly and covering his face.
"Don't hide yourself, you're really cute," I said smiling and pulling his hands from his face.
"Does this mean I get a hug now?" Y/n asked.
"Anything for you, Y/n," I said.
I moved to the center of Y/n's bed and slowly wrapped my arms around his body. He returned the hug and wrapped his legs around by waist, cuddling into the front of my chest.
I moved my head to the crook of his neck and left a soft kiss there.
Y/n was beautiful in every way possible. He was perfect and kind and smelled good and had good fashion sense.
And now he was mine.
Y/n Molina, the guy of my dreams
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