i'm getting sick of that spider emoji bajgjdnx

sooooo i'm pretty fucking sure my dermatologist just drug tested me 😶 idk what to think of it. if they did, will they find anything ?? it's been a lil over a month so perhaps not but also perhaps yes. can they detect ******** too ?? 

i'm trying not to freak out,, i can't help it tho fjdngk 

idk. maybe they just need to know my cholesterol levels hhhhhh

i'm such a dumb dumb istg 

okay, enough of sarah being ~paranoid~

apparently gfriend came out with a new song and i didn't know—

it's really good tho uwu 

i also finally started road to kingdom !! i already know what happens to golcha (i saw it on a fanpage on insta and was v v v sad), so i think i'm okay. i just finished the first episode today and haven't brought myself to watch the second one yet 

tbh i'm not a fan of shows like this. aside from nizi project, the last variety / survival show i watched was skz when it was airing lmao

actually, i've only ever watched three total variety shows. i watched no.mercy AFTER monsta x's debut, skz while it was airing, and nizi while it's airing 

i never brought myself to watch p101 :/ 

jesus i'm rambling at this point. i'll stop jashhxjg

someone exterminate my existence please 😔🤲🏻

bye