suddenly i feel really sad. 

worst feeling ever 0/10 wouldn't recommend. 

tbh i don't feel like replying to anyone. i have 63 missed texts, a few dms on both wattpad and instagram, plus messages on (both of) my message boards. am i just overwhelmed? it's not like people actually need me. honestly, i feel like they only talk to me to briefly cure their loneliness. 

should i just,,, start dropping people? i feel like that's not at all what i should do, but idk. there are only a select few that i ACTUALLY enjoy talking to (if you're reading this, it's guaranteed you're one of those select few, so dw hunny). 

i go on so many hiatuses and feel bad for it, but i need them, don't i? 

ugh, i probably sound like an ungrateful brat. 

i'm sorry for the rant, i just had to let it out.