liv💗.

i walked into the locker room and sat my stuff down. not gone lie me and juju breaking up is taking a toll on me.

and her being in cali and me being in indy do not make ts better at all. i heard the girls talking about random things.

"hi livy since you didn't speak to us like you normally do" kate said making me look up at her.

"i'm sorry i just been so in my head. hey guys" i said.

"it's okay we understand. and yk we're here for you if you need to talk or anything" liatu said and the girls agreed making me smile at them.

"thank you guys. i really appreciate it" i said and they nodded.

"so have you talked to her since yall broke up ?" maddy asked.

"yeah, she blocked me so i went to insta and texted her. she was still p*ssed and me trying get through to her only made the matter worse" i said.

"and now her mom has to watch over her cus lord knows juju a crashout & she might try some crazy sh**" i said.

"well maybe you should fly out to cali. maybe she just need you to hug her and be there in person talk" cass said.

"yeah i will as soon as i clear my schedule" i said.

a few seconds later hannah and sonni walked in. usually grace would ride with me but she told me she was gonna be late.

"hey guys" emma said.

"hey" hannah and sonni greeted back.

"what's with the flowers grace ?" i asked noticing the flower bouquet in her hands.

"ouu did you get them from x ?" kk teased making her giggle.

"lol these are for livvy" she said making me look at her with a confused look.

"tell x thank you but ion fw my best friend nigga like that" i said making everyone laugh.

"no these are from me silly" grace said giggling.

"i know that your breakup with juju is taking a toll on you and so i thought i'd get these for you. you're not alone and we're here for you. you're gonna get through this" she said making me laugh and look down at my feet.

"that is so cute bye" cass said.

"yo ahh always manage to make me cry" i said exhaling.

"it's okay to cry livvy. i do it all the time" she joked making us laugh.

"you're such an amazing person and juju's just to upset to see that right now. you did what was right and one day she'll realize that" hannah said.

"awww she's crying" they teased making me shake my head.

"thank you. i love them" i said hugging her tightly.

"ofc.. i would do anything to see you happy just like you would for me" she said.

"bye cus now im a crybaby" i said wiping my tears.

"it's okay hannah is to" maddy said making her mug her. i giggled and shook my head picking up my phone.

_oliviamiles_
you good mama ?? i know you mad at me but i promise you that's not what i meant.

jujubballin
yeah im good im not gonna off myself olivia i swear.

_oliviamiles_
skies, yk i love you & nothing will ever change that. but you gotta think about how you get when yo feelings are hurt.

jujubballin
how you want me to act rose ?? you want me to smile and act like ts did not hurt ? im not doing it 😂😂😂.

_oliviamiles_
no but you talk to me CALMLY & we can figure out how to fix it like mature adults. i never said i wanted to break up i said we needed to take a break so that YOU could focus on HEALING.

jujubballin
girl boo, my mental will NEVER be the same.. i been going through the same stuff for so long that's just how i am now and i can't control that. i cry when my feelings hurt and ain't nun wrong with that. and yes i been taking the time to heal now leave me tf alone.

jujubballin
you wanted to break up so you got what you wanted ion see why it matter now. now you can go find the perfect girl who isn't emotional.

_oliviamiles_
i never said ts tho skies. ion want nb else i want you bro. you stubborn as h*ll omg.

i shook my head and put my phone down sighing cus ion even know what do do anymore.

juju💕.

"how you feeling baby ?" my mom asked coming into my room.

"fine.. i took a warm shower im good" i said.

"so what's going on with you and liv ?" she asked sitting down on my bed making me sigh.

"she thinks the team was right. and it made me so upset cus everyone thinks that im crazy or something and no one realizes that im putting in so much work" i explained.

"no everyone realizes that beautiful. they also realized that that is draining the energy from yo body and messing with your mental".

"you do need a break honey. it's only gonna wear you down if you don't" my mom said.

"yeah & she said that she wanted to break up cus my emotions are to much to deal with so i gave her what she wanted. she's been texting nonstop but you broke up with me" i said.

"liv loves you & she cares so much about you. she's been here since you guys were in highschool she's seen at your lowest and she stayed" she said.

"yeah well she said they were to much to deal with and im not gonna beg her to stay. now she can go find a girl that's not emotional" i said shrugging.

"skies you know she did not meant that. yall conversation turned into arguing when it shouldn't have gotten that far. i don't see her loving anyone the way she loves you and you shouldn't either" my mom told me.

"yeah i guess" i mumbled.

"i have to run to the grocery store and grab some things so just relax and don't think to much" she said kissing my forehead.

i picked up my phone & and scrolled on insta. and i noticed that i still had liv's name in my bio and so i quickly went and deleted that sh**.

the only reason ian block her on insta is because when i do succeed and i do get better she gone realize she was was wrong and see what she missed out on.

_oliviamiles_
lol girl put my name tf back in yo bio which yo petty a**. im not going nowhere so you might as well get yo sh** together.

jujubballin
girl we not together tf 😂. im single asf and so are you unless you got a new h** cus it sholl as h*ll ain't me. you broke up with ME don't forget ts olivia rose miles.

_oliviamiles_
i never broke up with you judea why tf you think ts ?? you just ain't wanna hear the truth and even you know you ain't been 100% and that's okay because YOU'RE DRAINED. i wasn't finna lie and you of all people should've known that by now.

_jujubballin_
olivia stop texting me. you betrayed me so let me be. we not together so you can forget abt it. my own d*** gf going against me is crazy. good f*cking bye bro.

i muted her message and huffed rolling my eyes. ionk why she doing all this when she broke up with me cus apparently i cry to much lol.

like girl leave me tf alone. and i hope she find someone who has a healthy mental since me and my emotions are so hard to deal with.

and the team can kiss my a** to cus they just as fake as she is. ian got no gf or no best friend all crazy work bro.

chapter 29🤍! vote and comment🫶🏾!