11:11 p.m

to: kenma♡
i graduated.

are you proud of me?

i did it for us.

i smiled plenty today.

for us.

i laughed today.

for us.

i ate today

for us.

and i kept moving forward.

for you.

im doing everything for you.

the pain you once experienced

has become my motivation to keep going.

i know now that i have a mission.

just wait.

i will show you what i can do.

i will use your pain as motivation

but my mind is at rest knowing you are no longer in pain.

you are no longer in pain.

you are loved.

you are appreciated.

you are here with me.

so if i ever find myself facing a wall

i remember you.

and keep moving.

i cannot find the words right now.

my wish is for you to be happy.

my wish is for you to know you are not alone.

my wish is you.

it will always be.

so give me a sign.

show me that you see all this.

i need to know that somehow

somewhere

you are receiving this.

all my messages go through.

so you must be seeing all this.

i love you.

i love you more than life.

delivered.