00:29 a.m

to: kenma♡
it's late and im in the kitchen

im making a sandwich for myself

im eating

for you.

for us.

the graduation is drawing ever nearer

and i keep thinking of my future.

i think...

i think i have an idea of what i want to do

if you agree ofc

you would want me to survive, right?

please tell me you would

if you say no,,,

i will gladly throw away my life.

but i have a feelings you would want me to more forward

this vague idea i have is slowly manifesting in my head

i need strength for it

but im sure that if i think of you i will find it.

perhaps spilling my feelings really helped

i find myself texting you less often

thinking of you less often

finally i find some time for myself

without being embraced by pain and sadness

and i think that's what you want me to do

but dont worry

i wont forget you

and i will still come here

to talk to you

♡

because if i let you go completely

i will be gone as well

you are part of me by now.

i cant function without you.

delivered.