11:43 a.m

to: kenma♡
i have no energy today

i just feel so drained and empty..

sorry i haven't been writing as much

ive been busy with exam prep

and

with my friends pestering me

they keep telling me

to go out

but

i dont want to

why would i want to when i know that

you have no one else to lean on

just me

i tell them to go away

but they keep calling me

i dont answer

much like you dont answer my calls

are you embarrassed? i bet ur voice sounds soothing at any time of the day

so kenma

will you please answer

i am the only one

who is here for you

and you know that

i am the only one

i

i was the only one you had so

why

why did you

...

why didnt you lean on me

why didn't you let me help you

why didn't you survive

...

its my fault

im sorry

delivered.