( feb 13 )

jackson update: so it was at his track meet so nothing rly happened but we kept making eye contact 

and then I was cheering for him and magnolia was like "he just smiled at you" 

and then when he finished I told him he did good and this one time I caught him looking at me 

and then when we were leaving I was in my car and he smiled at me and waved bye so I smiled back and waved back

( feb 14 )

jackson update: so starting in religion he came late but we still like yk?

 like one time I reached over and was touching his computer so I could get the answers or whatever

 and then in math we talked a lot 

and then in ela we made eye contact and so we made faces at each other 

and then he had to show smth on a projector type thing and so he had to sit in front of me and so he kept looking back at me and talking abt his drawings.

 and then in science joey was like "yo u n jackson were flirting sm during religion" and he was talking abt how me n jackson were like right up on each other like sitting close to each other.

 and then jackson came over and we were talking a lot 

and then during lunch he was messing with this balloon that said I love u so I'm like "i love u jackson" and he just shook his head no and then he did that to everyone who said they love him.

 and at ela in the brain break i finally said that jackson was my valentine and he didnt even say anything abt it 

and then after lunch jackson came beside me and started talking to me so I'm like "frick u I dont wanna talk to u" this was bc of how he shook his head at me when i said i love him and then pushed him AND I ACCIDENTALLY PUSHED HIM INTO A POLE I FELT SO BAD. so I put my hand on his shoulder and made sure he was okay and so he was like "owwww FREAK you" and then ran away. 

and then in SPANISH OMG SO 

once again we did duolingo and once again I pulled up a chair and jackson stood right beside me AND HE TOOK MY CHAIR AGAIN SO IM LIKE "out out out" and he js scooted over and so we ended up sharing a chair AGAIN

 and so like he kept doing my stuff for me and then this one time he said he was gonna fart so I got off and then he coughed and farted right after TWICE and we were all dying 

and then we got in line to do smth and he came over and js started talking abt my shirt and it was js us talking I felt so special 

and going into design me n him were walking together and like it was just so laorhebsnsbriqm

OMG AND I went over to him n his group of friends or whatever and they were talking abt this time where I thought somebody's jacket was a bird and I got scared and jackson was like "I was there" and I'm like "no u werent" and he like was like "yes. i was." and he said it so deadpan too like so I'm js like "yeah"

 OMG AND I LIKE LAID ON HIM. LIKE WHEN HE WAS STABDING UP AND I WAS SITTING DOWN, I LEANED INTO HIS STOMACH AND JS RESTED MT HEAD THERE AND HE LET ME

okay so continued update. so there were a few times where I was with like a group and jackson was there so like we hung out a lot 

and then this one time it was js me n jackson and so I said that this one guy looked straight out of darr man and jackson laughed 

and then like ryan was making a joke abt this girl who likes our friend sandy and so ryan was like "jackson will u be my bf" like boy no hes mine. he said no btw YAAAA

 but like we were almost always with each other and it was just so cjakrfhey like boy pls be mine. 

and then we were talking abt athen asking some girl to be his gf and so I was like "jackson how would u ask someone to be ur gf" and he like laughed pointed to me and was liek "idkkk" 

and like everything was js so landuwjdhqjomg 

and I said "what the freak" and jackson was like "hey that's a bad word" and so I'm like I didnt even say the word and hes liek still. EVEN THO HE LITERALLY TOLD ME "freak you" when i ppushed him into the pole

 and then another time he said oh that felt nice and I'm like did u js fart and he like laughed and was liek no. 

and another time I tickled him n this other guy in the side and they both made the same noise and he kept following me n stuff 

and EVERYTHING WAS JUST SO LAHDJDN

AND THEN 

i was texting joey abt it right?

and he was like 

"he likes you"

and he kept pointing out how jackson kept flirting with me SO MUCH during religion