coincidence: *exists*
brain: i refuse to acknowledge you. you are nothing. you do not matter. everything happens to spite my existence.

i overthink, as most people do.

it's not a fun hobby but hey at least i have a hobby :lipbite:

you know when something purely coincidental happens and it's so vague but also somewhat specific so your brain goes: ah. it's me. i'm the problem.

yeah that happens a lot

personally, yes, i am aware that i am not the centre of the universe and that most of this stuff just kinda happens. but you know—

what if i am the centre of the universe this time?

WHAT IF I AM, IN FACT, THE SUBJECT OF THE PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE COMMENT SOMEONE SENT IN A GROUP OF 10+ PEOPLE. WHAT IF I MESSED UP THAT BADLY

the next train of thought that comes by the station: now everyone knows im a failure

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ok but seriously these thoughts are just. not nice. and I'm writing this to assure you ( and myself for the most part because if i become my own therapist i get free therapy ) that it's okay to mess up and not every comment is directed to you — don't cloud your mind with continuous self-doubt and beat yourself up over something that isn't certain.

oh, but I could've done this, or i could've done that— there's only so much we can change in a moment's notice. sometimes, it's best if you just walk away and move on

self-improvement is not linear. it goes up and down, occasionally left and right ( rip it rip it ) and that's okay. a little comes a long way

i am now oogway fear me