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           𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 thirty nine, thanksgiving

jamison wore a white sweater with a black skirt. it was thanksgiving. november twenty eighth. a time for feasting, hanging out with family, and overall being thankful.

even if it is over a false holiday. but i guess no one thinks about what the pilgrims did back on plymouth rock.

that was the past. this was the present. the all forsaken.

jamison looked in the mirror as she moved her fingers through her hair. it was curled. all of her family was over. a simple marie family thanksgiving.

it's odd. something's been off for the past two years.

it used to be walker who would sit next to her at thanksgiving but now it was some old relative that was simply there to judge everyone and talk about football.

yay sports !

jamison wasn't there for the thanksgiving without walker. she was filming. thank the gods.

and then the next thanksgiving she was there. kinda. the girl had fell ill. it was terrible.

but this thanksgiving she didn't have any excuses. the macy's parade didn't run her over.

she stood a moment longer in her room. she didn't want to walk out yet. she knew her aunts and uncles were already there. their children as well. none her age. some two years younger, some ten years younger. and most eight years older. it was all over the place.

she heard a soft knock on her door before it opened up revealing her mother. " come on jamie you can't spend all day in your room" her mother miranda edged.

" i'm ready" jamison tossed out her words. her mother nodded as she left the room leaving the door opened.

jamison looked back from the door and to her outfit. she was content with the way she was looking. for once in her life she was fine.

the girl walked to her open door as she had officially mentally prepared herself to be around her family for the holidays. it was only four hours. or more. or less.

honestly she didn't really know.

" so jamison how's the acting thing, i heard from your mother that it's fun" her aunt spoke as she held onto a glass of red wine. she was holding it awfully tight. jamison could see her hand turning red.

" it's going good" jamison let out.

" well hopefully my sweet angel will be like you" her aunt spoke referencing her own child. jamison nodded. she was growing uncomfortable. she needed a way out of this conversation.

" dinners ready" jamison and alyannas mother spoke. this was jamison's break away moment as she made her way to the table.

next to sat alyanna. and on the other side of her was well one of her older cousins. a seat that once belonged to someone else.

once everyone was sat they said a quick prayer before getting in the meal. conversation already going on between the adults. jamison tried to tune it out but it was hard to when everyone was so loud.

that was until a certain topic took place.

" so miranda when are you guys moving" one of jamison's uncles asked.

she was confused. moving?

" jamison dosent know yet" miranda spoke back quickly. jamison was still confused.

" no, mom what's happening" jamison spoke confused. she looked at alyanna but she didn't like back at her.

she already knew.

" alyanna" jamison spoke out in a whisper. the whole table was quiet. all seeing what was going to happen.

jamison looked back to her mother. a look full of guilt filled her moms face.

" well i didn't want to tell you this way but we're moving" miranda spoke out. she was nervous of how jamison would react.

" what" jamison let out. she was still confused.

" we're moving to washington in february" miranda told her. jamison was appalled. she's lived in Pennsylvania who whole life.

why change?

" i'm sorry what" jamison let out.  " like washington the state? like washington on the west coast? like washington" jamison asked.

her mom nodded.

jamison turned to her sister. " did you know about this" she asked her. alyanna nodded.

of course she knew.

" i need to take a second, i'm sorry" jamison excused herself from the table as she walked to her room.

so much for a false holiday.

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