I am so sorry Rosè, I loved her.

TW // Postpartum Depression (In detail.)

Miscarriage — the spontaneous loss of a fetus before the 20th week of pregnancy.

P O V R O S E

I am sitting in my living room reading my favorite book, '8 rules of love'. I look up as the television shows a mom and her child. My heart begins to ache as I remember our baby girl, Iris. A tear falls out of my eye as I recall the day I lost my daughter.

The day I miscarried, two months ago..

I was sitting at home with my lovely, Y/N. Y/N and I have been dating for years and we recently tied the knot. I am so in love with them I can't help but smile when I see them.

Y/N — "Hi my beautiful soon-to-be wife." They said while smiling at me. Y/N walks over and rubs my stomach. "She's growing so fast." "Yes she is." I replied, caressing my stomach aswell. "Well, I have work today." They said as they sighed in disbelief. "I wish you could stay with me." I replied holding their hand. "I wish I could but bills need to be paid." Y/N replies kissing my hand before they let go. "Have a wonderful day my love!" "You too babe!" I replied as they walked out the house.

I began to have contractions, which hurt like hell. 'These feel worst then my period cramps!' I said in my head as I got up from the couch. I went over to the calendar, it read 'fifteen weeks and two days, size of apple'. "You're growing so well Iris." I tell her as I rub my stomach. I smile as I walked towards the fridge to grab something to eat. I bent down and felt excruciating pain from my abdomen. 'Another contraction!?!' I thought as I wale out in pain. I look down and notice blood dripping on the ground. "Please don't tell me." I said as another contraction came. I fall on the ground and scream because of the pain. I look down once more and see more blood. I began to cry. "Please I can't loose my baby" I wale. I look up and see my iPhone. I attempt to grab it but the pain is so severe I can't even move my lower half of my body. "Someone help me please!" I screamed while trying to reach for the phone. It finally fell on the floor and I grabbed it and called Y/N.

Y/N — "Hello?" They answered not knowing what is happening to me. "Love, I need you home right now!" I screamed as another contraction came. "Rose? I'm on my way!" Y/N told me as I hung up the phone. I looked down again and there was a pool of blood. "I'm loosing my baby." I said out-loud as I began to cry. I heard a knock at the door and then a bang.

"Babe are you okay?" Y/N walked over and then said "BABE!". I looked up to see them standing over me. I was drifting in and out of consciousness. "Please..call..someone.." I said before I blacked out.

Y/N POV

I started panicking once Rose fainted. "OH SHIT OH SHIT!" I screamed as I ran to grab my phone. I dialed 911 and got upset when they didn't pick up fast enough.

ON THE PHONE

"Hello, 911 what is your emergency?"

"Please my wife is on the ground bleeding out."

I began pacing around as I answered her questions.

"She's pregnant and there's blood everywhere."

"On our way!"

I hung up the phone and ran over to Rosè. "You're gonna be okay baby." I told her as I picked her up and laid her on the couch. There was blood everywhere and I had to clean it all up. "Please hurry." I shouted hoping it would summon the police. I noticed our couch has red blood stains on it, 'She's still bleeding?' I asked myself. I went and grabbed two towels and placed them under her. While doing that I heard knocks at our door.

"Police! Open up!" an unknown voice shouted.

I calmly walked towards the door and open it. "You finally came! Please help my wife." I shouted pointing towards her. They rushed towards my wife and began to help her as an officer interviewed me.

"So, how did you know she needed help?"

"She called me officer and I rushed home."

"Are you sure you had nothing to do with this miscarriage?"

"I am sure." I said a little nervous and hesitant. The officer picked up on this.

"I'm afraid we will have to arrest you, Y/N, for attempted murder." The officer said as he pulled out his handcuffs. I turned around as another officer walked out with a bottle of poison, that I brought for Rose. I began to chuckle as I stated proudly. "I didn't want the baby, she decided to keep it so I had to do what I had to do." I told them happily as they stared at me with disgust.

I planned all this out. While Rosè was on the couch I laced her drink with poison so she would lose the baby, and perhaps die. I told her I didn't want the child, she decided to keep it anyways. I never wanted to hurt her, I just wanted the child gone.

Present time..

Now, I'm sitting in jail writing letters to her, telling her I've been wrongly accused hoping she would believe me. She probably doesn't but it's worth a try. I've been in here for a year or two, wondering if she ever reads these.

POV ROSE

I get up and grab my teddy bear I brought for Iris. 'I miss you baby' I said in my head as I cuddled the bear. I put my slippers on and walk outside to the mailbox. I opened and see lots of letters from Y/N. "That bastard thinks they can just swoon me over again." I say with disgust. I grab all the letters and carry them inside. I turn the oven on and throw them in there. "I hope you burn in hell." I say as I walked away leaving the letters burning to a crisp, just like Y/N did with my heart.

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