𝑂𝐻 𝑊𝐸'𝑅𝐸 𝐶𝑈𝑆𝑆𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝑁𝑂𝑊 ? / 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐞
𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜 ! chapter twenty nine

𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 little sisters room as jamison sat on her chair by her desk as she put mascara on her long lashes. she put the adapter back in the tube as she kept doing her makeup.

" um hello " jamison spoke as she saw her sister through her vanity's mirror. she looked pissed.

" what the fuck is your problem " alyanna asked her sister. " your the one who barged into my room " jamison told her empathizing the word 𝐦𝐲.

" you've been such a bitch lately " alyanna told her. she was growing red. jamison found it funny but she still contuined to do her makeup. " whatever " jamison mustered out. " that's all you have to say really " alyanna scoffed out causing jamison to turn around in her chair to look at her sister.

" what else do you want me to say alyanna that i'm so beyond fucking sorry that you and your friends got upset over my comments back to you because truefully alyanna life dosent revolve around you and your fucking success okay " jamison stated walking up to her sister but she wasn't finished.

" so please enlighten me about why i've been such a bitch to you lately because you've never cared before. you don't care how i felt when dad left. you didn't fucking care how i felt when our own fucking brother died alyanna. i'm so sick of acting like the world revolves around you because your fucking perfect so i'm sorry if your boyfriends feelings got hurt but that's not my fault that it did. but you don't fucking care you never did and never will " jamison told her standing in front of her sister now. she saw tears swell in her eyes. yet she didn't care.

she couldn't care anymore.

" so yeah maybe i would of told you what was wrong with me if you asked because true fully i'm so tired. i'm so tired of being stuck in your shadow all of the time. you and mom were even to ashamed of me to even show me to the internet. not that i should care but i do. and to top it all off i'm in love with my best fucking friend knowing he will never like me that way because i'm not pretty i'm not special i'm nothing compared to you. absolutely fucking nothing. so yeah that's why i've been a bitch lately"jamison told her. she wanted to cry to. but she couldn't. she finally let out everything she's been feeling for a very long time.

but no one would understand it. nobody would understand it. because true fully 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫. not even walker. not even the boy she fell for.

a heavy breath left jamison's mouth as she waited for her sister to say something but she didn't. she didn't say a single word. jamison rolled her eyes as she walked back to her desk and sat back down before speaking one more time.

" you know the way out " jamison told her older sister as she pulled out her highlighter and started to apply it to her face. she saw her sister walk away. she even saw the tears that dropped from her face.

she knew she should care. she knew she shouldn't have played the brother card. but it's true. no one ever asked her how she felt. she knew life wasn't all about her but still. it was all about rather or not alyanna was okay.

but yet jamison stood next to her holding her older sisters hand as the shadow warned over her. she didn't realize that it would be the start of the everlasting feeling of being alone.

shit even her father had a new family. he didn't care about her. he didn't reach out for the girls birthday or when she learned how to ride a bike.

her sister had her father. her brother had her mother. and jamison well she had no one.

and she never would.

𝐜 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 !
i felt like this chapter was needed. i might
expand the book to 36 chapters now and not
34 but i'm still thinking about how i feel
but um yeah.

i did play the brother card. honestly even
growing up watching bratayley i felt like
haley was kinda the odd one out. so i
expressed it here. i think i've only ever
cussed in three chapters now in this fic. which
is crazy. i don't think i ever cuss in fics
in all honesty but yeah that's all.

bye for now.