𝐶𝑂𝑀𝐸 𝑂𝑁 𝐽𝐽 𝐴𝐷𝑀𝐼𝑇 𝐼𝑇 / 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐞
𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜 ! chapter nineteen

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫, fingers as she sat in the passengers seat of her sisters car. the music taking over her thoughts as she heard alyanna scream the lyrics that belted through the air hurting almost everyone's eardrums even if you weren't present in the car. that's how loud she was.

it was growing obnoxious but jamison didn't say anything. she couldn't. she absolutely wouldn't. besides she's the younger sister so she would just be told to shut up anyways.

the air hung low as her sister drove on the highway. their destination being unknown to both. they just knew they had to get out of that house. it felt cramped and not in a good way. almost like you were suffocating yourself slowly.

the wind flew through jamison hair as she finally stopped messing with her nails. she knew why she was fiddling with them and alyanna knew why as well. they both knew who it was about. which makes only one question to be asked in that car.

why?

the brunette girl let her arm extend out the window as she felt the air go right through her hand and pass through her body with cold shivers. but she didn't pull her hand away knowing that she would eventually get used to it. just like she always did.

over the past three months everything has been different. she's been different. almost like the air had shifted and now the spotlight was shinning on her but she wanted to move out of it.

over the past three months she had gotten closer with walker. closer then had been before. and it was equally from the worst and for the best but she wouldn't admit why she never would. she didn't want to admit it because that means everything would be ruined between them.

she would try to distance herself but she knew she couldn't do that to him. he would always find a way back to her. the month of april was hitting her hard and she couldn't wait for it to be over soon. but yet she still had a whole.

she pulled her arm back inside the window as she rolled it up so she could still feel the wind slightly but not hear such loud noises as they were on the highway. the noise bothering her ears. making them want to bop loudly.

she looked over at her sister as she saw her change lanes. her singing had stopped. the music now playing in the background as both marie sisters waited for one of them to break the silence that followed. but neither of them spoke.

they just had to wait until the silence became so un barring that they had to speak to each other. but they could still hold strong for a couple more seconds before alyanna eventually broke the silence. she was always teh easiest to break.

" so how are you and-" alyanna started before getting caught off quickly by her younger sister.

" i don't want to talk about it " jamison told her. alyanna nodded but still not understanding.

" jami it's okay for you to-" alyanna was trying to speak again but getting cut off by jamison once again. " i just really don't want to talk about him" jamison told her sister. alyanna only nodded. silence following after them once again waiting to be broken before it eventually was.

" how are you and-" jamison spoke before getting cut off in words. " we're good at least i think we are" alyanna told her sister. brady had asked to be her boyfriend around two weeks ago. it was honestly crazy.

" good good " jamison let out nodding her head she hated the awkwardness between the two of them knowing that caused it.

more silence followed after jamison's words as they drove. her head felt like it was pounding and about to explode. she couldn't ruin their friendship but she couldn't keep it in anymore. she felt like if she did she would just explode into a million pieces and that's not something she really wanted to do or have happen to her at the very second.

but yet she contuined to sit in silence. she tapped her feet on the ground as she looked out the window once more.

everything was going way to fast for her or her heart to handle anymore.

𝐜 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐜 !
gosh. tears literal tears. but i'm SO BACK
like come on now. ( i'm definitely not so back )