throwback to my powerpoint party
AKA MY CELEBRITY CRUSHES RANKED

ੈ✩˚⊹ i actually lost my powerpoint, the one time i reset my password.

all i remember from my powerpoint presentation was me crying, it was a moment of profound realization on my end. as i stood there, tears streaming down my face, i confronted the absurdity of my own fantasies.

i had clung so desperately to the belief that if our paths were to cross, they would see me, fall in love, and our story would unfold like a shōjo anime. we would meet in some serendipitous encounter, where our eyes would meet in a crowd, and they would be driven by an insatiable desire to find me again. but as i laid out my dream to my audience, i couldn't ignore the delusion in my own words.

i'm just kidding. i didn't cry, but i do think they would fall head over heels in love with me if we were to meet. it's a conviction that resides somewhere between whimsy and certainty. there's a part of me that believes in the magic of chance encounters, that in the swirl of everyday life, something extraordinary could happen.

it's a quiet, persistent hope that keeps my daydreams alive, a narrative i've woven into the fabric of my imagination. because sometimes, it's these little fantasies that add color to the monotony of our days, a gentle reminder of the possibilities that lie just beyond the horizon.

MY TOP FIVE CELEBRITY CRUSHES

𝐎𝐍𝐄 ⩩ enzo vogrincic

i think just like everyone else who has a crush on him we all found him through society of the snow. and goddamn, is he fine as hell. after watching that movie ❨ 10/10 by the way, you must watch it, but i'll put my reviews of my favorite movies later in this book ❩ i literally went on a rampage of just watching his interviews, podcasts, movies, etc.

this celebrity crush is so bad that i can't even look at pictures of him with other women bc i get so so jealous oh my god.

𝐓𝐖𝐎 ⩩ kim minjeong

this is my babygirl, i've been with her since she debuted in 2020 in aespa, i have a whole binder where i collect her photocards and in 2023 i went to their concert and got fucking front row seats, and she signed my photocard and took a video on my phone when everyone began passing their stuff up to the front at their last set. ॱ॰⋆(˶ॢ‾᷄﹃‾᷅˵ॢ) ♡♡♡

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 ⩩ alexa demie

shes so classic 90s glam beauty. she's so confident but not the type in competition with her friends or try to bring them down type of way. i love how she's very clearly not trying to impress anyone and seems to get enjoyment just being herself and doing what she likes. i love her aesthetic, her style, her makeup and i think she's one of the most genuine celebrities.

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 ⩩ peso pluma

i find him so adorable and i love his voice and his music. to those of you who don't know i'm half korean half salvadorian so i'm not lost on latin music, i just identify more korean because i grew up mostly with my mom who is and i don't really see my dad too much. i saw him on last week with a few friends and his energy is unmatched!! and yes, i started finding him attractive after he cut off his mullet and i'm not ashamed to admit it.

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 ⩩ xolo maridueña

MY BLUE BEETLE!! there's not much to say about him just that i really love him so much and hold him dear to my heart ever since i watched cobra kai. i think he's so cool and love his personality from what we see on the podcast.

BOTTOM FIVE HONORABLE MENTIONS!

𝐒𝐈𝐗 ⩩ rachel chinouriri

𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 ⩩ hayden christensen

𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ⩩ manny jacinto

𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 ⩩ savannah smith

𝐓𝐄𝐍 ⩩ sophia bush

realizing i may have a type with the exception of two white people omg..

much love,