requested by:: @aniialy

( ! SMUT WARNING ! )

TONIGHT, you swore that you were going to have fun. You didn't care how and didn't care where, you just wanted to live a little for the night. And that's what you got once you arrived at the club with Nadia and Rebekah.

You made sure you ordered something stronger than a Rum and Coke, and had the bartender refilling your glass after each time you finished it. This week was hell for you, especially when you broke up with Valerio because of his drug habit that he lied about to you. He swore for months that he was clean and that he would never do it again until Rebeca told you how he was at her house, trying to seduce her mother for drugs.

It was the final straw for you, seeing as you would sit and watch him destroy himself with drugs so many times. You were there every time for him to help him stop, and you were there to watch him relapse all over again. You couldn't take it anymore because he would always get upset when you'd call him out on it.

"Y/N," Nadia giggled, "How many drinks have you had?"

"I have no idea," You laughed, twirling to the music that blasted throughout the club, "And I don't care."

"Just don't mix, alright? That's going to make you babysit the toilet for the rest of the night," Rebeca advised and you hummed, continuing to dance with them.

When the song changed, you slowly stopped dancing, though once you did, your eyes met Valerio's. He was staring at you all night, especially when he found out that you were going to be here. He wanted to talk to you and have you forgive him once again. He knew you deserved better than him, but he felt like you were the only one that could truly love him.

You looked away and at Nadia and Rebe, "He's here," You told him, and when they furrowed their brows, you sighed, "Valerio."

"Ignore him," Nadia suggested, "Just pretend he's not here."

"And if he tries to talk to you, I will happily kick him in his balls for you," You laughed at Rebeca's threat, but felt her pull you close to her, "I was thinking you should get back at him."

"Back at him? How?" You wondered, before she motioned her head over to a guy at the club who was also staring at you from across the room.

"He's been eyeing you all night," She smirked, but you scoffed.

"He could have been looking at any of us," You chuckled drunkenly, "You don't know."

"Rebeca's right," Nadia confirmed, "He's been looking at you and only you tonight. He even watched you as you kept going to the bar."

You glanced back over at the guy, watching him raise his glass a little at you before you quickly looked away, "What should I do?"

"Go dance with him," Rebeca suggested and your eyes went wide, "Y/N, you haven't been with anyone else, but Valerio. You wanted to have some fun tonight, well there he is." You were convinced that she was right. You didn't really date anyone else, but Valerio- let alone, talk to someone else. Every time your relationship went down hill, somehow you both end up getting right back together.

"Okay," You breathed out, "I'm going." You watched as they clapped before you turned to walk your way up to the guy. He pushed himself lightly off the wall as you approached, his smile wide as he met your eyes, "Hey."

"Hey," He greeted back, "I hope you didn't find my staring weird, it's just I- I don't see a lot of gorgeous girls whenever I come here."

You smiled, "Do you want to dance?"

"Sure," He quickly agreed and you grabbed his hand to pull him out onto the dance floor. You didn't even bother to share your name or ask for his because you just got out of a relationship- you didn't care for another serious thing.

When you found a decent spot on the dance floor, you pulled his arm so he could come closer to you and wrap it around his waist. You stepped back slightly and leaned into him as reggaeton began to play throughout the club, though you couldn't help but feel Valerio's glare on you. You knew he'd be pissed at you dancing on someone else, but he didn't have a say anymore- you weren't together.

Your hand rested on his neck as his hands moved along with your hips. You looked back at him and smiled before looking ahead at Valerio with a smug look. He face was stern as his jaw clenched, not even paying attention to everyone around him. He was only focused on you and the stranger who held you. He could only stand and watch, making him visibly upset.

You felt somewhat satisfied with that and leaned your head back on his shoulder to stare up at the ceiling briefly before letting your eyes slip close. Your hands rested on top of his now, guiding them up from your hips and slowly towards your waist, though one of his hands slipped free for him to slowly turn your face towards him. His hand held your cheek as his thumb caressed your bottom lip and his eyes locked onto yours.

You felt him lean in with his forehead touching yours, but before it could get further you were forcefully tugged from his grip. You looked up at Valerio with wide eyes, stunned by his actions before he looked at the guy as he spoke, "Dude, what the fuck are you doing?"

"Shut the fuck up," Valerio harshly dismissed, "Find someone else to get off to."

You glared up at Valerio, "Val-" He yanked you through the crowd by your hand, cutting you off from speaking at all until you both got into the bathroom. When you got inside you pulled your arm away from him, now watching him lock the door behind you both, "Valerio, what the hell is your problem?"

"You," He snapped, "You are my problem." You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms over your chest, "Did you even know that guy to dance with him? Or to try and kiss him?"

"We weren't going to kiss," You huffed out, "You're just being over dramatic."

"You two looked like you were seconds away from fucking right then and there," He went on, "And you looked completely fine by that."

"Why do you care, Valerio? We're not together anymore, I'm not your problem," You seethed, but he stepped up to you, making you look up at him.

"You are always going to be my problem," He told you, his face still stern at you, though he was now trying refrain from kissing you right now. If there was one thing he loved was heated arguments you both would have because he loved to see you angry.

"Well, you're not mine," You argued, "I don't care how you feel anymore or what the hell you do with your life. Just stop trying to intervene in mine now."

You pushed past him, but his words made you stop, "So you dancing with him wasn't to get me mad?"

You glanced back at him, "No," You said simply, but he scoffed, already knowing that you were lying. I then turned, holding your glare, "I wasn't, Valerio."

"I'll believe that when pigs fly," He remarked, walking up to you until his chest touched your, "Or when you can look me in my eyes and tell me you don't love me."

"I don't," You answered him quick, but he smirked down at you.

"I want to hear a full sentence," He clarified and you rolled your eyes.

"I don't love you," You responded, meeting his eyes with all your might, though he still wasn't convinced.

He grew smug at your words, leaning down towards your ear, "Liar.."

"Fuck you, Valerio," You pushed him away from you, but he caught your wrists before he could get too far away. He pulled you to him, your chest heaving in anger, "Let me go."

"No," He simply declined, once again looking at you with seriousness, "You can't say you don't miss me." You swallowed the lump in your throat when he got close to you again, "You know you do.."

"And if I say I don't?" You wondered, trying to hold onto you anger that was slowly slipping away as he leaned towards your ear again.

His lips ghosted over your jawline, causing you to shiver which he immediately smirked at, "You were never really good at lying, so I wouldn't believe you if you did."

You turned your head away from him, though that gave him involuntary access to your neck which he didn't hesitate to kiss on. Gently, he trailed kisses down your neck and you let your eyes slip closed. The feeling of him kissing you made you forget how he could make you melt in his arm.

His hold on your wrist loosened as his hands moved down to your hips until he picked you up by the back of your thighs and placed you on the bathroom sink. Your hands held his shirt as he continued to nip at your neck, knowing that was your soft spot.

"Val... we shouldn't," You breathed out, only to hear him chuckle.

"Why not?" He asked pulling back to look you in your eyes. He smirked as his hand trailed slowly up your dress, "Give me four reasons."

"I can give you a hundred," You retorted, trying to ignore his hand moving up your legs. His other hand held your face, softly cupping your cheek, "One.. you're never going to quit doing drugs." You were taken aback suddenly when he kissed the edge of your jawline, making your breath hitch, "Tw- two, our relationship.. our relationship is toxic."

"Two more," He murmured, his hand now at the front of your panties, his thumb brushing slightly against your clit. You immediately shivering, which he took pleasure in by doing it again.

"Three.." You paused, completely forgetting your list of reasons. Fuck, you cursed to yourself, now trying to scramble your brain.

"Three is..?" He wondered and you huffed out, knowing he was enjoying this.

"Reason number three is that I keep worrying about you when I shouldn't," You finished, now feeling his hand rubbing you through your panties. You let out a stifled moan, "Val-"

"Keep going," He grunted, "One more, baby."

"Fourth is," You began and he pulled back again to meet your eyes as you spoke, "Fourth is that I love you too much for my own good." You would never stop loving him and you both knew that, but you also knew that you couldn't fall into his trap again. Abruptly, you grabbed his hand stopping his movements, "Okay I said my four reasons, like you wanted."

"Yeah, you did," He hummed, inching his face close to yours, "I want to be better for you, y/n."

"I've heard that before," You whispered, "I'm tired of hearing it."

"I'm serious this time," He sighed, pushing your strands of hair behind your ear, "I know I don't deserve you- I never did, but you stayed. I don't know what I'd do if you were really out of my life."

"That's how I feel with you," You stated and he furrowed his brows, "What if you do too much cocaine one day, huh? Do you know how fucked up I'd feel, especially after all this time of trying to get you off of that shit?"

"I don't want you to feel like that," He mumbled, and you nodded.

"And I won't," You agreed, hopping off of the sink, "Because I'm done, Valerio. For good this time."

"Y/N, please," He breathed out, "Please don't do this... please."

"I'm tired of your broken promises," You fixed your dress, standing in front of him, "You always say you're going to change, but never do. I'm sick of hearing it."

"I'll prove it to you then, okay?" He put his hands on both sides of your face so you'd look up at him, "I'll show you that I'm done with drugs. I'll show you that my love for you is stronger than drugs because I don't need them, I need you." He slowly leaned into you, placing a soft kiss on your lips, "I need you, y/n... you're all I have."

You sighed, closing your eyes when he kissed you again, though you reached up and pulled his hands from your face. You then met his gaze, "Stop telling me," You told him, moving his hands onto your waist, "Show me."

He smirked a little, quickly pulling you in for deep kiss before placing you back on the sink. His hands didn't hesitate to go back under your dress, this time pulling your panties down your legs before placing them in the sink near you. One of his hands went to his pants to unbuckle them while the other went directly to your clit, massaging it slowly. You moaned into the kiss when you felt his fingers slowly move away only for his cock to be positioned at your sex.

Your head fell back in pleasure as Valerio slowly thrusted into you, your arms wrapped around his neck to pull him close to you. You leaned against the wall, but with every thrust, your back arched and a loud moan echoed through the bathroom. Low grunts escaped past his lips as his hands were on the wall beside you to keep his balance, "Fuck- y/n.."

You groaned when he gently bit on your shoulder in an attempt to make himself last longer. Little words were shared between you two, but you both felt like this moment would last forever- even in a public bathroom.

His strokes hit you hard and slow, making you cling onto him as if loosening your hold would make him stop. Your body felt tense as he then pulled you in for kiss, his hands now gripping your thighs for deeper thrusts. You braced yourself as he did, moaning louder as your toes curled, feeling your orgasm getting closer. Valerio knew you were going to cum any minute and he loved feeling you squirm beneath him as he began to pick up his pace. He went back to your neck, placing soft kisses on you.

"Val-" You moaned out, your fingers lightly tugging on his curls, "I'm going- I'm going to-"

"Cum for me," He grunted in your ear, "Cum for me, baby."

At his words, you let out a loud cry as your body began to convulsed violently, your orgasm hitting you hard. He continued to pound into you, but looked back to see your face as your eyes were screwed shut and your lips parted slightly. At the sight of you, his movements became irregular until he let out a loud groan, his body jerking as he filled you completely. His stomach tightened as he came inside you, shuddering for moments until he relaxed against you.

You both were breathless, unable to utter out a word. You fingers slid through his hair as you began kissing the side of his face until you caught his lips. Your kiss felt needy, like it was all you ever needed in this world and he felt the same with you. Valerio really wanted to stay clean for you because he knew that he would lose you forever if he didn't. He couldn't live without you and never wanted to imagine a world that didn't have you in it- you were his safe haven.